It's all over
'It's all over'
Everything is so unfair
Nobody even cares
It's like her life is over
Hoping her life would end sooner
Everything is wrong
She can't find where she belongs
Wishing to end her life of sorrow
Hoping there wouldn't be a tomorrow
She never had a real friend
They all just pretend
She can't take it anymore
She fell on the floor
She killed herself with a knife
She ended her own life
She no longer needs to suffer
Now that her life is over
Warped and Twistedharsh words and violent blowsWarped and Twisted8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
hidden secrets nobody kinows
eyes arew open, hands are fisted
deep inside im warped and twisted
so many tricks and so many lies
to many "whens" and to many "whys"
nobodys special, nobodys gifted
im just me warped and twisted
sleeping awake and chocking on a dream
listening loudly to a silent scream
call my mind the numbers unlisted
lost in someone so warped and twisted
on my knees, alive but dead
look at the invisible blood ive bled
im not gone, my mind has just drifted
dont expect much, im warped and twisted
burnt out, wasted, empty, and hollow
todays just yesterdays tomorrow
the sun died out,
SOMETHINGISTRULYWRONGWITHMESomething must be wrong with meSOMETHINGISTRULYWRONGWITHME8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
with all this hurt inside,
always bursting with anger,
and never any pride.
Something must be wrong with me
if all I do is cry,
I can't stop this pain
all I want to do is die.
Something must be wrong with me
if my emotions run wild,
all this confusion does
is make me feel like a lost child.
Something must be wrong with me
with all these terrible things,
always there and never gone
depression is what it brings.
Something must be wrong with me
if I can't stop these thoughts,
all this pain does
is turn my stomach in knots.
Something is truly wrong with me
when I think there's only one way out,
Ive gotta fightI scream but no words come out,Ive gotta fight8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
No one can save me now I've sunk too far down,
I've sank in my emotions and I can't get out,
It's like sinking sand,
The more I struggle,
The more I sink.
I explain but no one listens,
I can't complain now,
It's my fault,
I'm just worthless and everyone else is right,
I have no choice,
But to fight!
Dearly DepartedDearly Departed8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The sky once smiled upon an earth
Blessed by your tender presence
And now we look to the same sky
As we wonder why?
A river cried below
A mountain of grief
But through this all
We will come to see
That the sky still smiles
Down upon us all
For you live on
In the hearts of many
Oh Dearly Departed
The world has gained
Simply by knowing you
life, so sugaryI can't wait to see you once again,life, so sugary8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
your beauty astounds me as ever, my friend.
it's so good to see you once again,
but it seems our beggining has come to an end.
your skin is no longer crystal clear,
I can't be seen with you around.
I won't be seen with you near me,
I have my reputation to fear, you see.
you understand, you were one of us once,
maybe someday I'll visit you once again.
but your face no longer beautiful,
I'll probably never see you my friend.
come see me after the surgery,
come join me in my life, so sugary.
Tainted TruthTainted Truth8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Walkers of heaven and earth,
Enduring the renewal of time,
Existence of an infinite world,
Ending a cycle of beginnings.
Hidden it stays from our sight,
Laying the paths in our plight,
Denying us of mortal immortality,
It is Time who sees what we will not perceive.
Life is a journey of miraculous simplicity,
Intertwining both endings and beginnings,
Yet to be seen is a truthful soul,
Who has attained the purity of a single Rose.
Sin is our destined ending of trials,
Fated in lust of meaningless beginnings,
Wrath of heaven is the fear of mortals,
Creeping into nothingness lies our doom.
O' mighty apple of wisdom
The Last Words The Last WordsThe Last Words8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Years I have bled, pretty much turned dead
Watch my eyes shift to grey, pain force fed
So I turned to poetry for guidence, used words instead
To let out the emotions, to get you out of my head
Before I was a sick freak, your name forever burned in me
My sanity was running thin, the pain was far from a tolerable degree
Like a million needles in my neck, like chains which I cannot flee
Unstable in life and emotions, control I could never guarantee
Now I am free from the reins, no chains to hold me down
No more gun to my head, no more making me the clown
Now I see far beyond, beyond the thoughts that make me drown
Vade in PaceVade in PaceVade in Pace8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
To brush wings with an angel, ambrosia’s hymn upon her tongue,
I long for her fidelity, her wishes mine to hear.
Yet afflicted I stand, thine damned travesty behest my woe;
To shed of affection, a liquid testament of my yearning… a tear.
It once was said, “Amantes sunt amentes”, lovers are lunatics,
Yet each waking hour… nay, all those spent in life’s adherence,
I find myself akin not to this, yet still it brands me
To those opposed me in fondness’ perseverance.
‘twixt delicate temptation, her words pass unhindered by the beauty they possess,
Yet loath I touch that velvet
The Song of the MoonIn the gentle darkness,The Song of the Moon8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The subtle night,
I sing my sad song.
It is strange that I am not alone,
With the stars in the big, dark sky.
Yet I am the only one of me.
Shining big and bright,
I sing the music of the night.
I am all alone.
A single soul,
In the dark void.
The sun frightens me away,
To hide in the midst of the starry night.
Sometimes I hide behind the clouds,
My sad song never ends.
A child gazes up at me,
Wonder in her eyes.
She smiles and laughs,
A beautiful laugh.
The sweetness of adolescent lives.
I melt, I'm not afraid of her.
I smile back,
Together we sing,
Crying at NightCrying at Night8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I will cry myself to sleep tonight
Because there's no one here to hold me tight
To chase away my deepest fright
I cannot wait for these tears to flow
To fill me with my woe
Till I feel lowest of low
Because it will show me something real
Something I truly feel
Something truly real…
Because I'm tired of lying
I want to lie down and start crying
Because I'm tired of trying
I cannot wait to fall down into this darkness around me
It fills me with something I want to see
Something I admire greatly, and want to be
I want these tears to be a waterfall
Flow peacefully from my eyes, and then fall
Down they hurtle… Fall…. Fall…. Fall…
in turn....karma...in turn....karma...8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
in turn sudden sollitude is a brief reminder of you....
as i sit and conjure all that should have been,
that i should have done for you,it really was all
that i should have done for me...
i was myself ,stuborn and withdrawn......
i didn't even want to be calm,i should have...
in turn karma pays me back,for you,for me....
i turned a blind eye just so i wouldn't face the flame...
i walked away hoping to feel no pain....
but that was just ignorant bliss,a superficial waste...
breathe wasted by blank speech,in turn i was the
one left knowing that i was truly the weak link...
if i was to choose this change,i would start with a prayer
don't wonna live like themI don't wanna live like my parents,don't wonna live like them8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't wanna live like so many fools.
I don't wanna live like my mother,
I don't wanna live in the past so long.
I don't wanna live like my father,
I don't wanna live in deadlast it's wrong.
I will choose my own path in this life,
I will choose my own path it's only right.
and I will not be forever,
in this place,
and when I leave,
it will be me who sets the pace.
I don't like to be controlled,
I think its time I leave,
I dont wanna be held down,
don't hold it against me please.
Break FreeBreak Free8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Was there ever a rule, which said to never be your self?
To always follow trends set out by others.
You must always look like them.
Dress like them.
Act like them.
Live like them.
Be like them.
Even though you are nothing like them.
Change your true colours, distort your own views
And fit in with the crowd.
You're not shining. You're not taking your stand.
You only hide your soul
No one knows who you really are.
So scared of being rejected.
So scared of being different.
You let them just walk right over you.
You need to break free.
Let loose of all that crap.
You're an individual,
and individuals live their own life.
The TortureThe Torture8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Crushing your bones, one by one
The torturing has just begun
I hear you cry, I taste your tears
The look in your eyes filled with fears
I melt your fingers, let them burn
And I'll make your son watch and learn
I hear you scream, but I don't care
The fault is your own, you didn't treat me fair
A knife making scars on your skin
Just don't know where to begin
Blood streaming towards the ground
You making a terrifying sound
You kneeling down on the ground, saying you regret
But did you really think I would forgive and forget?
Holding a whip in my hand
You asking if this is the end
Cut your tongue out, you can't say a word
A New Man is BornThe rules of life cause me great painA New Man is Born8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am lost in life, in a box I remain
Trapped for eternity, no hope for release
Torture continues, never at peace
Never is false, but it is near true
One single soul helps me make it through
This one is an angel that keeps me alive
On her breath alone, I survive
Our meetings are brief but they mean it all
She builds me up, shows me that I am not small
She makes me feel like I just might matter
She builds hopes in me that could never shatter
With this new strength I throw off my past
I am no longer forced to life the life I was cast
I dedicate myself to her now and for all time
To live my li