I wasn't alwaysI wasn't always so cold,I wasn't always6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I used to be warm and tender,
But that was before ...
My heart used to race,
at an unusual pace.
Now it lumbers slowly.
I used to love the spring,
with it's songs of life and promise.
Now everyday is winter.
I remember those hot nights,
when everything felt so right.
Now your side of the bed is cold.
At least it matches my heart.
VictimVictim7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Victim to a gay hate crime
Left with back now mutilated
Victim to an arsonist
Left with burns for life
Victim to a racist country
Left with skin bleached white
Victim to childhood rape
Left with loins torn up
Victim to a drink and drive
Left with broken bones
Im victim to nothing
No one has touched me
These scars on my arm
Are from myself.
Stop Child AbuseGirlStop Child Abuse6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My Name is Sammy,
And I am 3,
I sit all alone just to talk to my teddy,
Asking him why my mommy won't hug,
He never answers but i wish he did,
Maybe then i could live with him,
Oh no daddy is home,
I try to hide under my cloak,
I here a clash and curse of words,
Daddy screams for me,
I cannot answer,
He sees me and hits me
Asking why I am so scared,
I scream "I'm sorry",
He must not heard,
Cause now he is screaming at me more,
I fear for my life as i'm thrown on the floor,
He hits me and beats me again and again,
I pray to god to please let it end,
As i lay there motionless on the floor,
My eyes are swollen,
My legs are sore,
My heart is broken to the core,
My name is Sammy,
and I am 3,
Tonight my daddy murdered me...
My Name is Chris,
And I am 3,
I live my mommy since i was born,
She hits me and beats me,
Sometimes throws me across the floor,
I know she doesn't mean it,
But she does it some more,
I cannot speak,
Not even a peep,
Cause then my
a love storyi saw a girl who was in the raina love story8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
she was smiling but in truth in pain
then there was a boy who was all alone
all alone weeping on his own
they found each other on an empty street
their hearts sudenly on the same beat
and they felt their souls were connected
all of these they never expected
their lives changed, as if there was nothing bad
they had what they needed and what they never had
their life seemed brighter
and their problems all lighter
but it can only go so far
cant always be wishing on a star
love can be the best thing you get
but bad things follow good, i bet
then it was good but pain followed
without a doubt their hearts hollowed
they thought that they were free as a dove
but theres no such thing as a perfect love
PillsOne pill,Pills5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why am I laying on the floor?
Did I just seal my fate?
Is that hope I feel?
Dead and Buried(After Reichenbach)Dead and Buried3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
John didn't flinch, didn't even look surprised when - one fine, ordinary morning just like any other - he found Sherlock sitting in his chair with raised brows and an expecting look in his eyes.
"I'm back," he said and John only responded with a quiet "I know" and fell silent on the matter.
This wasn't right, Sherlock thought, didn't fit with how he'd imagined John react. He had imagined yelling and heated arguments, maybe even objects thrown and abuse being shouted. Calm resignation was one of the traits John did not possess - or rather, should not be able to possess. It was puzzling. Sherlock didn't like puzzles (yes, solving them was nice, was wonderful, was what he strived and lived for, but puzzles themselves were not likable in the least), but it seemed that this one needed further investigation.
John had started seeing his therapist again. Sherlock wondered why, for he still believed her to be rather incompetent. One time, he told Joh
Falling ApartThere's hate turning to painFalling Apart5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
going through my icy cold veins.
Silent screaming comming from my soul
lets people know
how broken and destoried I really am inside.
My soul and heart are like a broken vace,
that was left to rot because they aren't beautiful or has enough grace.
Everytime someone hurt me a piece came tummbling off.
Large it doesn't matter.
There's no more left, nothing to feel.
I feel nothing kind anymore.
It's like my heart and soul disappeared
causing a huge black spot that's always sore to apperear.
All my anger and hate is turning to pain
that loves to go through my now icy veins.
Damn Regret - His Eyes WARNING.. EVENTUAL SMEXY MAN LOVINDamn Regret - His Eyes7 years ago in Erotic More Like This
if you dont like it .. just keep it to yourself
Its those damn eyes. Stacy thought to himself as he stared across the table at Lance. Thats how I ended up like this. Those stupid eyes!
-earlier that day-
Hey Stacy, wanna walk to gym with me? Lance asked as he gathered his calculus work together.
Hmm? Stacy mumbled, not entirely paying attention. The dismissal bell hadnt rang yet, and his nose was still deeply inserted into his math book.
Lance noticed that Stacys eyebrows were crinkled in concentration. He smiled quietly and placed his hand on top of Stacys head.
Stacy swatted at Lances hand while continuing to stare at the book. Lance chuckled, slipped his fingers under Stacys chin, and raised his head until their eyes met.
If you are having so much trouble with that, I would be glad to tutor you. Lance said
Im Here For YouDont Lie To Me !Im Here For You7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I See It In Your Eyes
Come Into My Arms
Ill shelter You From The Pain
Just Hope You Realize That Sacrifice
Ill Take All Your pain Away
Id Walk Through A Raging Storm Just To Give you My Umbrella
Id Wipe Your Tears And Kiss Your Lips
Id lead You Home
And Tuck You In That night
Ill Hold Your Hand When Things get tough
Ill Look in your Eyes When The world Begins To Crumble
Ill kiss Your Lips When Your Alone
Im Here For You x
Titanic HeartTitanic Heart9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart sank
like the Titanic
into the cold
never to see
the world above again.
Plunging nose down
toward the dark unknown
of which only
grains of sand
know the tall tales
that the waves whisper
to them in the deep.
With a split
straight down the side
and a tare
right down the middle
it is venerable
to the thousand piercing knives
that the stiff water
embellishes them with.
All becomes frigid as
metal in the wintertime
when raw hands grasp it.
Silently the swells
roll in and suck you down
with the tip
going out of view
and the ocean's stomach is full
with its midnight snack.
The boat sinks into death
as my heart sinks
The most generic story everAt some point in time, there was a person, and this person felt some way about doing stuff. The person was doing stuff and the person met another person. The person and the other person had a conversation about stuff and they formed a generic relationship. Then, after an amount of time, something happened to the other person. The person felt an emotion and decided to do something about it. After the person did something about it, the story ended.The most generic story ever4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The Friendship PoemA world without friendsThe Friendship Poem4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This would be ideal
Locked away forever
My room is all that's real
By the warmth of my computer's glow
I sit and write all day
Who cares what goes on outside
Now that I'm shut away?
My brainchildren are all I need
They always will be true
They would never lie to me
Unless I told them to
I trust them completely
As one rightly should
They could never betray me
Where real people would
Guy of my dreamsHeart pounding,Guy of my dreams5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Because Im thinking of you.
All because of you.
Youre the person Ive always wanted,
The one Ive always wished for,
And maybe that wish will finally come true.
My heart is pounding,
My palms are sweating,
My heart is aching,
My hands are shaking,
Because youre the guy Ive always wished for.
Youre the guy of my dreams.
And maybe one day there will be a you and me.
Do you?Do you still love me?Do you?6 years ago in Other More Like This
Do you still want to be my love?
Do you care that my wrist bleeds for you?
Do you see these tears?
they are for you.
Do you see that shattered heart?
It belongs to you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
G.C.W. - Chapter One, Pt. 1Chapter One, Pt. 1G.C.W. - Chapter One, Pt. 17 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes. ~ Marcel Proust
It was the headache that woke me up, but when moving caused a sharp pain to shoot from my shoulder to my upper arm, I knew I had really done it to myself this time. I didn't know where I was. Didn't remember for the life of me what happened last night. All I could say with any certainty was that I was alive and returning to the real world after one hell of a strange trip into dream land.
I knew it was daylight by the way the warmth of the sun rained down on me, but wasn't ready to open my eyes just yet. The moment I did, I'd be greeted by a screaming chorus of sunshine blaring right into my face and with how hungover I felt, only misery would follow from here. Instead, I paused to take stock of myself, as though assuring myself I still had all of my mental faculties.
My name was Charlotte Mary Walker, I remembered that much. I was born
Godga's PrayerOur Lady who lives in Hollywood,Godga's Prayer4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
trendy be your name,
your record spins,
your song be sung,
in the shower as in the car.
Give us today our daily tune,
forgive us for not playing it loud,
as our speakers can only go so high.
Save us from gaudy fads
and deliver us from bad music.
For yours is the Monster, the Telephone and the Fame
Put it all on us.
pridepride10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You judge me for being a bi well **** you,you judge kathey for being a lesbian well **** you,you judge tenshi for being gay well **** you
you judge us cuz where gay,lesbian or even bisexual,what do you care its our choice who we love its our choice what sex we love
its not your choice its not your love its not your life
LET US LIVE!
LET US LOVE!
LET US BE WHO WE ARE!
DONT JUDGE US!
you say where sick,you say where stupid,you say where not your children when we come out of the closet
WE DONT ****ING CARE WHAT "YOU" SAY! ITS OUR CHOICE ITS OUR LIFE ITS OUR LOVE
THIS HAS NOTING TO DO WITH YOU WE DONT NEED YOUR OKAY TO LIVE THE WAY WE LIVE
LET US LIVE!
LET US LOVE!
LET US BE WHO WE ARE!
DONT JUDGE US!
WHERE SICK OF YOUR LAW WE'LL GET MARRIED TO THE SAME SEX EVEN IF ITS ILLEGAL WE DONT CARE WHAT THE LAW IS WE JUST CARE OF OUR LOVED ONES!
(patrick) im bi and im proud and noone will change that
(kathey)im a lesbian and im happy with sandi and noone will change that
(tenshi) yu judge me and my
ForeshoreForeshore4 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Picture, if you can, in this elemental setting, a solitary child, so tiny, so distant against those rearing rocks, that you cannot certainly determine the child's gender. Not that that detail is of any consequence, what you see is an animated speck fearlessly approaching the edge of the ocean's ancient dream.
The child's brief and fugitive experience discovers what language has yet to teach. Nothing in the world of this tiny he or she is more than a moment old, yet that fragile moment can swallow this ancient world whole.
Rock has forgotten
time's beginning. Still busy,
the tide gnaws, the rock erodes.
ShutterOne shutter,Shutter5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I knew what was going to happen as soon as you closed that door.
Please don't intervene, just leave me to my fate.
Now Im laying lifeless on the ground
through my eyesi see you though my eyes are closed,through my eyes6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
your shinning eyes in my mind imposed.
your perfect body strong and grand,
with perfect grace you take my hand.
you keep me warm inside your care,
inside my heart your always there.
and when im lost i close my eyes,
you push away the pain and lies.
your unconditional love rubs off on me,
and in your arms you help me see,
the perfect love that we can share,
and now i know how much you care.
and then you whisper in my ear,
"i love you."
RoadsRoadsRoads4 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Trail is sometimes meandering
leading there, into unknown.
The fate seems wondering
which way to choose to go.
Somewhere in dreams,
in realm of desires,
the embodiment of solace
hides itself within holy fires.
Takes up the path, not willing to back.
Tries to delude, to lose that spark of wonder.
Which shines upon that very track.
Cannot fade nested inside its holder.
There are stretching along the horizon,
roads of dreams without destination.
Now that the mind can seek the true reason,
it is not going to find a sign of hesitation.
The path is open - nothing stops, nothing bothers.
No thought, no will against temptation.
Uncertainty is the only companion under its covers.
Makes appearance at the new station.
Beautiful DistractionEvery heartbeat.Beautiful Distraction5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Reminds me of you...
And no matter what I try to do,
I just can't seem to take my mind off of you.
I could be anywhere at all,
doing anything in the world,
as far away from you
as I could possibly bear to be,
and you would still manage to find your way
back into my mind.
And there is nothing I could do to stop you,
nothing I would do to stop you,
nothing I will do to stop you,
breaking your way back in to my head,
because you're the only thing I ever want to think about.
Whether I really am alone,
or whether I'm with others.
Whenever I'm with anyone but you,
I simply feel empty,
I feel uncomfortable,
as if there's a piece of me missing.
Imagine if you suddenly lost an arm,
suddenly lost a leg,
that's not the kind of thing that goes without noticing,
not the kind of thing you'd try not to notice.
So why do I try so hard not to think of you?
It's not that I don't want to think of you,
I never want to stop thinking about you.