Take what's left of me, darling,
And tear it up in your smile.
I'm invisible in your eyes now.
I am nothing. There is no point.
I fear how far you'll bury me
In the dust of what was happiness.
It's an unreachable destination.
Your shores are too far away.
My demolition continues steadily.
I feel my city walls begin to fall.
The void creeps in again,
And I can't seem to turn it away.
I hit the walls instead of my head.
I throw pillows as I keep screaming.
The tears escaped again
From their jail cells made of soap.
I'm so sick of the passing days.
It's too fast. Time won't slow down.
I'm still stuck with half of myself,
And this half hates me even more.
Dying of heartache's disease.
And the sun won't brighten anything.
The scars remain like little gnats.
I kill one and more surround me.