A bit of a ramble from me to youHello everyone! Long time no see.A bit of a ramble from me to you3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I'm going to take this time to reflect on some things.
I was talking to Moorina and she inspired me to write this in detail and share with you all ^^
I've been doing doujin work and publishing in Japan for 4 years now... looking back, there has been a ton of sacrifices and bad decisions to be made. My life in general was kinda weird.
This is quite personal, but I though I'd share my life/experience with you guys.
My family was never well off. A lot of our friends don't know of our situation, of course. Our mother was gambling every single day and our father was never home. Mom would take all day looking around the house for hidden cash (stashed from my dad) while dad goes out to play pool with his friends. Our family borrows money from relatives and that's how we get by. If you go back to my journal entries from 2004, those were the days where we had to go to the internet cafe just to use the net because we couldn't afford to pay for anything per month
Suicide Selfishness Mental vs Physical PainThis has been something at has been bothering me a lot lately, so I thought I would make a journal on this subject once and for all.Suicide Selfishness Mental vs Physical Pain1 month ago in Personal More Like This
First of all, anyone who is going to comment saying "you're an emo bitch and selfish just for posting this" can leave their fucking comments to themselves. I don't want to hear the stupidity that comes from people like you who have everything they could ever need.
So to start, I want to say to anyone and everyone out there that I in no way condone suicide. I am a firm believer that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem and it should really never be the answer. However I hate it when I hear or see something like this
"Suicide is selfish if you kill yourself over being bullied, but it's fine if you like are terminally ill
As a cancer sufferer for almost 5 years now, and someone who has been diagnosed terminal multiple times, you assholes have no idea how fucke