is this love i'm feeling?
i had forgotten it's taste
i fear the light that beckons
for the darkness is my home
i've pitched a tent in my hate
and built a fire on my demise
there were oceans waiting for me
i've only drowned in my tears
do i fear your warm safety
or do i fear some damp betrayal?
the dead one still holds my heart
and it's become a voodoo doll
i want to change; heal my wounds
but it's that change that i dread
i don't want to hurt that much again
and i'll lose you eventually anyway
am i so scared of giving me away
that part of me chains me down?
away from you, towards new l
PortPortPort3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
wires course through hallway forests,
their tongues lapping at cieling lights.
finding meaning in quiet little launches,
taking refuge up there in silver clouds.
fires brew under your feet. keep going.
carpets hiss with anticipation. smiling
as you step to conveyer belt after belt after...
across the world - it's a map to the end.
beginning of death of past's future's soul.
i don't exist. change is murder. keep going.
inhale; feel. there's nothing here for you.
shave the thought with plastic forks a