
I Think I DoDo you recall that day?I Think I Do1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
at the park, where we used to play
Oh, I think I do
Running round together
sweet smiles stained your face
Falling down together
Waking up in an imaginary place
Do you recall that night?
When it just felt right
Oh, I think I do
Laying together
Your eyes fastened shut
Nudging up together
It might just be luck
Do you recall us?
Being as happy as we can be
Oh, I think I do
Oh, I think I do
Oh, I think I do

Open WindowLooking out the window, wishing for a smileOpen Window2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
a broken winged angel, crying in her footsteps
I walked out in the rain, with a blanket and cup in hand
I invited her in, she excepted with a hug
After awhile, I was in love
and I watched her smile, and saw her wings heal
We closed the window, and shared a kiss

It Killed HerShe sings her laughIt Killed Her1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
In a mighty chorus of smiles
How it hurts to see her tears
In a dream, In a dream, I have felt her pain
Come out, come out, come out
a new body, a baby, a forever friend
It didn't happen, and it hurt
It didn't happen, and it killed her
She sang her laugh
In a mighty chorus of smiles
How it hurts to see her tears
In a dream, In a dream, I have felt her pain
Come on, Come on, Come on
a new day, hard to see, even more depressing
It didn't happen, and it hurt
It didn't happen, and it killed her

HomeIs this home?Home2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'm sorry, I was mistaken
I thought home is where you feel most comfrotable,
But I shouldn't be so silly
Home is actually the small room closing in on you,
as you bed for just a moment of silence
Home is where nobody understands you,
nor do they make an attempt
Yeah, theres love. But for what I am, not who,
and quite frankly, it just doesnt cut it
But hey, what do I know?

4/15/2012Stand up, rip down the curtain4/15/20121 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'm listening to soft sprinkles of the rain
I've fallen in love
For the gently melodies it makes
'drip, drop, drip, crash
drip, drop, drip, crash'

StressMy eyes are blackStress2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
and my skull is cracked
I'm too tired
and I can't relax
I'm lost inside my doubt
Keep asking me things
I just want out
I cannot relax

I Saw Her FaceI took a trip, down memory laneI Saw Her Face7 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I fell, and scraped my knee
I can, I can remember her smile
with a helping hand, holding a bandaide
"are you okay, are you, you, you, okay!"
I saw the face of an angel
I saw her face
We sang songs so faint
Right before I fell asleep
I saw the face of an angel
I saw her face
We laughed faintly
Right before I fell asleep
Right before I, fell alseep
Before my eyes opened
She was already gone
Yesterday felt so right
and the morning, felt so wrong
I was sad, I was torn
I was ripped apart, ripped apart
ripped apart, ripped apart
I saw the face of an angel
I saw her face
We sang songs so faint
Right before I fe

Follow Me HomeFollow me homeFollow Me Home1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'll be waiting by the door
Softly singing
"Sweet Marie" to myself
Where we're you when I was fading
and watching the clouds melt in the sky
Follow me home
I'll be waiting by the door
Softly singing
Right before I break the window
Where we're you when I was fading
and watching the clouds melt in the sky
Follow me home
I'll be waiting by the door
Softly singing
"Marabel, please forgive me"

My Blue SkySunlight consists of light waves of varying wavelengths.My Blue Sky1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Each of them are seen as a different color.
The minute particles of matter and molecules of the air in the atmosphere
Intercept and scatter with the white lights of the sun.
there is a larger portion of the blue color in white light, which is scattered,
More so than any other color.
Because the blue wavelengths are shortest.
Therefore, My sky is not blue, because of you
But, because of phsyics.

Tonight.I swear I'm trying to hold on,Tonight.1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
But I know I'm losing the fight,
I just want it all to be gone,
I want that tonight.
I can't keep this fake smile,
Any longer upon my face,
I'll let it slip for a while,
I'll hide out in this place.
Somewhere in-between death and life,
Feel the cold spreading through,
As for the final time I drop the knife.
This time the rumours will be true.
Of how she took her sorry life,
Cut it short and disappeared,
Escaped the trouble and the strife,
She was more fucked up than we first feared.
Now she is gone far away,
Another name upon the list,
The memories of her will soon stray,
The fuck up girl will

Collab no. 1In my eyes, I know that I am wrongCollab no. 12 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Can't find my own refelction
I know that I am gone
and the rest of the people sing
a song together, and shout
Shout for the ones they love
and for the things that have meaning
They shout, and rejoice in the echo
Soon to fall quiet at the unaproving silence
that was his reply
But to this silence, these people will fall
Into the pits of sorrow and exclusion
But with this exclussion, we will rise
"Stand up!" and be struck back down
as the pain was too much
For even the toughest of men to handle
These people will just slowly fade away
But before they fade, they will leave a legacy
Waiting to

Ever Wanted?Ever wanted to just curl up and die?Ever Wanted?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Turn off the lights?
Or kiss the world goodbye?

A poet's broken words.Most people don't even knowA poet's broken words.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
what a poet is nowadays.
It's not someone who writes poetry,
but someone with the ability
to create beautiful things
with pain and hate them.
I traded my soul for letters,
that I later transformed to words,
together they wrote out all my pain
but I'm starting to miss my soul.
All I have left is these broken w o r d s
and I wish I could call myself a poet
but to hate something beautiful,
before you have to create it.
How can you write when your words are broken
and your soul is missing?

Laugh, Love and LiveLaugh, Love and Live.Laugh, Love and Live1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The only contagious and infectious cure.
Considered something natural and pure.
Uncontrollable but influential,
In times of need it is deemed essential.
We each have our own signature expression.
The ever lasting opposite to depression.
Known to provoke tears of delight.
Even when heaven seems out of sight.
Something that can lighten any situation.
It has the power to tighten and fuse any relation.
An antidote we are all able to access.
Something we

Subdued by Demonic Flames Subdued by Demonic FlamesSubdued by Demonic Flames1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Embracing darkness is the light of my day,
A time for secret activites and chaotic dismay,
Staying up all night and melting into the shadows,
Keeping out of the headlights and dodging hedgerows.
Those thoughts are gagged when the mind is engaged,
The demons stop clawing, and accept that they're caged.
But stop moving for even a second and they'll catch you,
Strike at your senses, so you have no idea what to do.
Scream you down to the ground, alone and cold.
Take away your courage, no longer brave or bold.
Claim your head as thier kingdom, bathed in flames,
Lock out the future, and any of your desired aim

I Like Being MeI once was so cynical, maybe I still amI Like Being Me2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I once was so sad, maybe I still am
But simple melodies, my smile reveals
I like smiling, I like being me
I like singing, I like being me
I might not be good at what I do, but I try

MoodAboveMood1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
And below
Sunrise to sinking dusk
My seasons change
From the chilled solstice
Deep into the heart of spring
Above
And below
My interweaving thoughts
Shifting on a tilt
The black dawn,
Transitions to the sparkling night
A glorious spectacle
Tall and joyous
Above
And below
Swallowed to my neck
Within the vicious current
Swept away, I shut my eyes
Whole
Tranquil
Calm as one
Above
And below
I wake to find
Im right where I started
Grim
Damp
Empty and starved
Wandering the broken roads
Homeward bound
Above
And below

Some SaySome call me a pessamistSome Say2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Some say I am depressed
Some say I'm a cynical ass hole
and some say I am a friend
Some say I'm dumb
Some say I am smart
Some say I think too much
and some say, Not enough
I don't care
But I guess I do
Those who say they "dont"
More than likely do
I know I care
What about you?
Some call me a liar
Some say I tell the truth
Some say I'd be sad
Some say "I hate you", but thats fine I guess
and I wish I was more than
a smile and a frown
I wish I was more than
a joke, a silly clown
But I know that some say I am wise
and to others, I am one they despise
and, I wonder if I'll ever shed a tear
all th

Its Just a CrushIts A CrushIts Just a Crush1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
It feels weird to see you two together
Jealousy perhaps?
I like you...Kinda?
But You like her, I can tell.
She acts like an idiot to get your attention
You smile brightly when she does
I think I annoy you. Am I paranoid?
That's the reason I avoid you.
I force myself to look away
I can't handle this pain right now
Everything is messed up!
All of my friendships...
I had a dream about this
You smiled and accepted me
But that was just a dream
It could never be reality
I notice things I wish I hadn't
The way you look at her, how you laugh easier
I don't know this feeling well enough,
but I can't let it go.
It's a painful crush
It's irrelevant. Unimportant. It hurts.
Joking around is easy
Lying is the hard part.
I wish I could voice my heart out like she would.
I envy her.
You don't have to deny it.
Don't pretend, you really do like her.
Admit it.
Still this is just a crush
Nothing more. Nothing less.
It wi

DyingI am, I am, I amDying1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Going to die
I am, I am, I am
Going to die
You will, You will, You will
One day die
You will, You will, You will
One day die
Where will our memories go?
What will happen to that smile
What will all the sad people do?
When the laughing stops
I am, I am, I am
Going to die
I am, I am, I am
Going to die
You will, You will, You will
One day die
You will, You will, You will
One day die

ReplaceYour face, your skinReplace1 year ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
That smile, this feeling
Almost forgot that day
This time, this day
You forgot, You're forgiven
Almost gave up then
Not yet, Not yet
I'm on top, yet I'm falling down
Not yet, Not yet
I'm bored as usual, and gave up trying

Into the dark no moreNo more dives into the deepInto the dark no more1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let me stay in the shallow
I'll dive into the deep again
But not now, not today
I'll stay away from the dark
and the dangers down there
Let me stay inside the light
Where I can restore again
Let the light touch me
The dark won't get me
I've seen enough of it
turned my back at it
The sun can warm me up
To the inside of my heart
No more darkness inside
what I call my mind
Maybe a spark left behind
To remember how it was
So I don't want to return
To the darkness ever again

Feed MeFeed me the bottle of tearsFeed Me2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
My mind thirsts for empathy
The sweet nectar that riddles my addiction into full force
Relapse, the child laughs as I lay in the street
Overdosed, My body and mind give up
Not enough energy to stay alive

Where Am I Going?I'm afraid of the futureWhere Am I Going?2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'm afraid of the past
I'm afraid of happiness
and how long with this last?
Where am I going?
Where will it go?
I have an idea
I'm not certain, I don't know
I'm afraid of the future
I'm afraid of the past
I'm afraid of love
and how will it last?
Where am I going?
Where will it go?
I have an idea
I'm not certain, I don't know
and, thanks for this, and thanks for that
Where am I going? is that my plan
I don't know, and either do you
I've lost all hope, and this is true
I'm searching for a lost cause
My dreams, and all my wants
Where am I going?
Where will it go?
I have an idea
I'm not certain, I