Book one Chapter 0Book one Chapter 03 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Book one Memories and fantasies
By Kate E Lore
0 : prelude : betty
Yellow flames flicker in the dark. A figure sits, watching, unmoving. The flame grows brighter and stronger; it spreads all across the pile of dry dead kindling. The sound of the fire as it cracks and sizzles is the only noise to be heard for miles in the dead silence of this an
Giving UpNothing I ever doGiving Up4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Is ever good enough.
I cry alone in my room.
I feel like giving up.
Whats the use of living
When you don't have a purpose.
And everyone around you
Makes you feel so worthless.
Everyday when I wake.
I wish I was asleep.
Because I hate my real life.
I'd rather live in dreams.
Nothing seems to ease
All this pain inside.
I just cant help but feeling
Like i have to hide.
So whats the use of trying.
Even though my heart is beating
I feel like i'm dying.
Blueberry - a Gargoyles one-shotBlueberry - a Gargoyles one-shot2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
A/N: I know I'm not that good of a writer, so please don't send me any reviews stating that. I just wanted to write a fanfic, and to actually finish it. I have a major issue with finishing things I start, especially fanfiction .I hope that everyone likes this I kinda created my OC on a whim . Oh, and yes, there are some Tokyo Mew Mew references (pre-Tokyo Mew Mew, anyway) and a very, very small Yugioh reference.
I took in my surroundings, realizing that I'm in what looks like Egypt. It was nighttime; I noticed that I was standing next to a huge building a building much bigger than the rest of the buildings that lay in front of it.
The night air was chilling; I wondered why I wasn't back home on Avalon, in my cozy bed. I felt like I've been in this place before, but it kept escaping my memory just as I was about to grasp hold of it.
My body began moving on its own, into the, what I guessed was, the palace. The guards to the front doors allowed me in
TormentThe TormentTorment4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The darkness is closing in around you
It will swallow you whole
It will consume you
And make you break
The world closes in around you
You can't take it anymore
Life is too hard to bear
You can't even look at yourself
You'd rather perish in the darkness
And be left alone
Because its all you deserve
Its all your good for
Random poem...Feeling lost and alone in the darkness.Random poem...10 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
My invisibility cloaking me from the world.
Flying through this cold planet, looking for hope;
constantly looking over my shoulder in paranoia.
Will the paint of life finally make me be seen?
Will others finally see the iridescent butterfly arise from the cocoon?
Will lives be changed
when that butterfly manages to sprinkle the dust of life
onto this frigid planet?
NothingThe pencil slowly scribbles doodles,Nothing10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As the writer starts to think.
Her imaginations blunted,
So her feelings start to sink.
She's filled with blank emotion.
She doesn't have a thought.
And although she wishes poetry,
Time spent is all for naught.
If by chance she writes a line,
It too would be bereft,
Of any strong emotion,
So there's no need to write the rest.
The rhyming all is screwy.
And vocabulary poor in taste.
So why should she continue,
If the poem is a waste?
The stanzas are not constant,
In their flow and beat,
And a topic forced to paper,
Will always come out sounding cheap.
And so she drops her pencil,
And with it all the rest,
Of the little world worth living in,
Her apatite for life suppressed.
this is nothingthis is nothing11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
everyday I'm led on
but it's hard to
if I won't allow
but continue the
you tell yourself
you'll be thinking that
when I'm crying in your
dying for your
numb so deep
frozen to the core
against my will
like the others
I won't feel
bruised and broken
I'll try another
this is different
you'll ever be the
unknown but still
you tell me that I'm
don't die while
tearing down the wall
and watch for
pieces of me
don't fuck with me
I'm not ready
back and forth
I'm sick of
I'm sick of
lines describing love
but love's not real
I'm of sick
I'm sick of
words to describe
I'll just shut mine
You and Me, Black and WhiteYou and Me, Black and White4 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
*You and Me = Black and White*
There as something about you I cant figure it out
I feel different things all messing me up.
These emotions and actions are confusing and rare
Ive never felt them before for anyone I know.
I hate you so bad but I love at the same time.
My friends think im crazy for falling for yo
Letter to James DurbinDear James,Letter to James Durbin3 years ago in Letters More Like This
"You Shook Me" ever since your audition. You've taught a lot of people to "Dream On". "Oh! Darling" you're awesome!!! You've given hope to those with abnormalities that they've got "Somebody to Love", not just themselves or their families. Ever since I heard you sang I kept telling my self that "I Don't Want to Miss a Thing" so "Get Back" on that stage and rock out! I thought to myself "A Change is Gonna Come" with you in American Idol. If you ever thought that you'd never make it this far, well "You've Got Another Thing Comin' ". So what if people critic me for liking how you sing? "Maybe I'm Amazed" by you and always know that "I'll Be There For You". Sure "Living For the City" gets pretty tough but there's a reason why "Saturday Night's Alright for Fighting" To keep the spirit alive!! Every time I think about your elimination, I really feel sad "While My Guitar Gently Weeps". You taught me how to love and appreciate "Heavy Metal" music and have inspired YOUR DURBINATORS
Letter From AnneDear Rachel,Letter From Anne3 years ago in Letters More Like This
It is with the utmost bitterness and hatred that I write to you, and I shall not refer to you as my sister, for you do not deserve such a placement. I should have known that what we were doing was wrong and unholy. We are deviants and I will no longer go on as a mutant, a mockery of God. I have done my best to forget all of you and what we have done. I have tried to become a norm, but you and everyone in your group have made sure that is not possible. You have taken away my happiness, my husband and my life. I will make sure that each and every one of you pays dearly for the blasphemy you have carried out.
I am going to leave a letter to the inspector, telling him of all of our sins, committed against the will of God and his true image. I was out gathering some food to bring home and make a nice supper for my husband, when I saw a figure on the path out of the corner of my eye. I dropped everything when I saw it was my beloved Alan. I ran to him calling out his name, prayi
HelplessnessHelplessness3 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
The cry pierces the air;
You see no one there...But wait!
You see in the distance, a poor soul
on the floor;
p i e c e s of a broken he/art,
scattered like broken glass,
tears marring a beautiful face.
You run, run,run as fast as the wind until.... SMACK! You
You try to get the person's
attention by speaking,
waving your hands,
tapping the wall,
but it gets no response.
You become frustrated,
banging your head on the wall,
trying over and over to reach that soul,
Who yearns for a
pray for a way to pass the wall
but it falls on deaf ears.
In one last act of desperation, you
YELL at the top of your lungs,
But then... you hear
Arctic heartI feel so cold is that from the hole inside my chest? Is it from all the poison inside my vein? I know this is the light but I can't help but miss the night. Every dying whisper every desperate murmur, oh sweet chill that calms the bones there is no jacket to protect my heart from your sting I am frozen a hole inside my chest where love passes through me but misery seems to stay, it is the nightmarish guest and I am the lonely host broken forever just eternally misunderstood you'll never understand the chilling the breaking the chips within my heart like the glass of a shattered mirror that looked upon me I am te monster my heart is the vi Tim and like the creature of a mad mans work I only wish for solace that my heart be with comfort but still it beats alone as ice forms around the cracks of my arctic heartArctic heart3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
back in the daywhen did corruption set in? when did hero's become hacks? was everything that we once knew...just a lie? im tired of it, i wanna go back, back to a day where hero's were strong and brave, unafraid of to put danger at bay. when was the last time, a hero thought of others, before his own reputation? how long has it been, since people actually felt safe seing the colors on their chests? but even now their afraid we've lost our hope. cant we start today? and make hero's what they used to be? instead of hollow masks?back in the day3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
spacious skiesi am just a seekerspacious skies3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
one that has no reason
just a wanting to wander
to nothing, and yet find everything
as i look i see a tree
so alive and covered in green
its shade too tempting i sit under him
the leaves blow as if a symphony just for you
i listen to the skies
my trouble float away
i watch my heart
as it flies
into the chest
of those wide
Because It's TrueWhen I look in the mirrorBecause It's True3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All I see
Are the fat parts of me
The ugly parts
The parts I think everybody sees, which they may, but that's ok
Because then I think about
How special I am
How there is no one out there in the world like me
And that makes me
Ta DahOh, how the days and nights go byTa Dah3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You and I
One by one by one
The glowing moon and the shining sun
Rising, up and out and beyond
But drawn back by an ancient bond
Falling, down and down and down
With a soft smile, but never a frown
Oh, how these days and nights pass through
Making my way back to you
You and I
As these days and nights go by
We find our way back home
No matter how far we roam
Here we are
You and me
Rich or poor
please dontplease dont leave me this way, I cant hold on, I cant move forward. For every step i take is another pain staking mile i live without you. i just cant see with this ink that covers me lost within stories of superficial love i cant keep this up i just cant hold on i just cant keep going. if i tried to write a story without you it would go nowhere, if i loved without you i'd be heartless if i cried without you my tears would dry. you are the light within this shell you are the flame that kindles this soul. you are the love that gives me life.please dont3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Breathing isn't hard....Getting harder to breath.Breathing isn't hard....3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Control your self.
I can't, I can't!!
It hurts to much.
What i've lost.
And oh God does it hurt.
Hurts so bad.
Why is love so painful?
I wish I never lov..
I'm glad for the memories.
But they tear me apart.
Weigh me down until i'm sinking.
Sinking into depression.
Down, so far down.
So far so fast.
I never thought it possible.
So now the tears will come.
Now, they'll fall for hours.
As I feel my heart breaking.
Pieces that people have taken.
Making it hard to breathe.
I miss it...Just talking to you,I miss it...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Without even hearing your voice,
Makes me miss you,
And I miss it...
I miss how I get to say I love you,
I miss how I get to say I miss you,
I miss how I can hold you close,
I miss how I can kiss you softly,
I miss how I can squeeze your hand,
I miss how you were mine...
I know I think I'm better off,
And I just might be,
But I cant help it,
If I miss how we used to be...
do you fear yourself?burning with the water im in flames like the sea, how could it ever be that the world is so much different than me. i am the darkness you are the light but how is it i dont fit in with the night? i dont know where... i cant see when. where and how i could belong... i am the sin i am the torture. the burning flame of infection that appears on your X-rays. oh how can you believe me when i always say its done that im trying to follow faith? can you protect yourself when your too busy protecting me? why cant you forget are you cursed with my infection? is it cause i refused to swallow the pill? this isnt a repo declaration this is a repo order im taking back the darkness im cloaking from the sun. its a city built on top of the dead and im under the concrete below. im not a hero spiderman has no say the dark knight, venom would be my mask. and its my job to steal and rob.....if you trust me you'll surely fall how longer must i go to show you that im wrong....for you? is it midnight? or is tdo you fear yourself?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why don't you love me?Why don't you love me?Why don't you love me?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Am I that ugly?
Why don't you love me?
Do I scare you that much?
Why don't you love me?
Am I just unlovable?
Love me so I can finally say I am loved by someone.
mothers asylum.im a slave....im a prisoner....im a patient of your lies!! whats your deal when you feel like i need you! you trap me encase me in the ice fortress of your home! why wont you listen when i fucking scream! im yelling out your name im tired of this game so many years of MY life not yours in this fucking home! well fuck it, im done, im breaking out im tearing down these walls you've closed around my mind. its time for me to see that i've finally broken free! look at the damage look at the unreparable breakage, can you hear the cracking my mind is breaking down and when im ground level i'll dig inside your soul and burst out through your mind dont you see that this is clearly the sign that im insane! im a slave of your asylum a prisoner of your hold im tired of these arms said to be warm but instead as cold as steal while im laughing in your face you'll see it was your fault you caged me, enslaved me.....you made a slave....out....of.....ME! now its time to move im following my own groovemothers asylum.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
two bullets in the same gunyou told me to stay away, and yet somehow i cant obey. your heart yells and tells me to leave but the farther i get the clearer i see that without you i cant be me. your my darkest burning star, im your most addicting poison as i look for a cure as you try and hide i still see you in my mind. i might be just a boy but trust the man inside when the world threatens i will enlighten with words or force they'll drop one way or another demon or angel i'll be the fighter until my heart stops and the stone drops, i'll fight til im in the ground i'll work until i break i wasnt made to last but i'll take the time i have i'll shatter the ice i'll burn the bones i'll embrace the dark i'll run in the light i wont give in til i hold you again seperated forever and yet you never seem so close i cant make it without you when your gone i feel so dark when your hear i feel so guilty im your poison your strongest drug but in the dark you still glimmer in the sky you'll light and shimmer with the night wtwo bullets in the same gun3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I love itIt's the little things you know,I love it3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
That we say and do.
It's all the little things,
That make what we have true.
And all I ever want from you,
Is for you to hold me tight,
All I ever really need,
Is a kiss from you each night.
And so I'll say it like I always do,
And say it one more time,
I love that I love loving you,
And I love it that you're mine.