I Am.....I am a girl.I Am.....4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am white. If you put it that way.
I have brown eyes.
But sometimes they're purple.
I am quiet.
I am shy.
I am loud.
I am ditzy.
I am a total klutz when I'm too happy to think.
I am short.
I'm barely five foot.
I wish I could be taller, but who doesn't?
I come across as cold.
As someone scary and mean.
I am just a bitch that way.
I am really quite nice.
I am loyal.
Especially to those so close to me.
I prefer the company of a few constant friends
Over that of many.
I constantly live in fear that my relationships are false.
I am sure that no one really cares about me.
I am unworthy.
I don't deserve my fortunes in life.
I try to push away those who care,
Even though I refuse to let go.
I wear a red rubber band around my wrist.
It serves as a reminder.
That there is one person,
Who's never given up,
Who's always been there for me.
I am always reminded
Of the one person
To whom I owe my life.
I am creative.
I am smart.
I am pretty, or so I've been told.
I am girly.
I am liter
Actualitywhen I was young, I wantedActuality1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
to be a punk rocker
metal holes lining my body like
trophies of war, hair teased
and bleached and styled for hours
on end until it looked effortless,
inked up with words and symbols
I swore were profound with
a cigarette hanging lazily
from my fingers, lonely
for a reason
(and he told me, sweetie,
you are like a fucking eclipse,
the bloody dawn
God plagued us with
I always wondered
if mistakes understood
the reason they
came to be in this world
I guess not).