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Amanda and John pt. IAmanda and John pt. I3 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Amanda Young threw herself upon her bed, tears running down her cheeks. She made a mistake, she thought, a huge fucking mistake. What was she thinking? Joining John on his quest to "help" people by forcing them into those hideous death traps that resembled some sort of medieval torture devices. Her fingers ran through her hair, her broken nails slightly scratching the skin of her scalp. Everything had gone wrong since she passed that damned test. If it didn't help her, like John said it would, she knew it wouldn't help anyone else. Her life was completely demolished, and she soon found herself tempted by old demons. Amanda didn't want all of
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Amanda and John pt. 5Amanda and John pt. 52 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Maybe she should leave.
Amanda was slightly surprised at his reaction; yet, at the same time she wasn't surprised at all. She knew he was calm at times like these. She completely ignored him, though, and moved the blade closers to the inside of her thigh, inches away from her sex.
She cut straight narrow lines into herself like she couldn't feel a thing. She looked dazed, as she gazed at the new wounds. They spit blood.
The memories enthralled her senses in an overwhelming way. She closed her eyes tightly and screamed.
Amanda threw the knife across the room, then her hands tracing over every cut she had made. She had suffered
Amanda and John pt. 4Amanda and John pt. 42 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Amanda looked just like a broken doll. With her back arched forward, her limbs laying out and her head hung down. Her long light brown hair was everywhere. Tears were dropping again from her reddened face.
Like always, she was a mess.
John's eyes softened at her submissive appearance. He walked forward slowly, trying to think over what he was going to say while also procrastinating as long as he possibly could.
He didn't want to do this. He was never too good at soft confrontations. But, as he stared into her face, he could tell the other way just wasn't going to work with this one. John knew he had to do everything in his power to let Ama
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Amanda and John pt. 3Amanda and John pt. 32 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
He decided it was best to do nothing though. It disturbed him slightly that she still resorted to the same routine for her emotional release; self mutilation. Wasn't Amanda the one who passed his test? John always thought that, because of this, she would have a whole new outlook on life itself. He hoped she still enjoyed life. He hoped with every fiber of his being that she would enjoy every minute she still had of her life.
John had always been worried about Amanda, ever since she came into his life everything turned upside down. There had been a point where he believed that he would spend that rest of his days alone with his work.
But now
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Amanda and John pt. 2Amanda and John pt. 23 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Amanda raised her hand, a knife placed in it. She squeezed the handle, gazing at the blade with amusement. The edges were covered with dried blood; her blood. She was proud of it. She pressed the dull side of the knife to her chest, nuzzling it lovingly.
She set it aside on the covers of her bed, standing up slowly. She looked around; making sure John wasn't around to see her. Once she was reassured that no one was around, she pulled down her pants to the point where she was only wearing her dark pink panties. She sighed as she looked at the scars that she had made earlier. They looked back up at her, as if taunting her. She rubbed her foreh
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Amanda and John pt. 8Amanda and John pt. 82 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Her thumb caressed his cheek as she continued to stare into his kind face.
"Everyone is discontent about something," John nuzzled into her hand. "It's just what we decide to do to relieve that that's important." She leaned over and rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes. John wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her closer to him as he leaned into her ear.
"I'm not going to be here long," he whispered after a moment's silence. He allowed them to cuddle a little more before he decided to continue. "And I know I need someone to continue my legacy, but..." his head against hers. He had to say it. It would be painful, but it
Amanda and John pt. 6Amanda and John pt. 62 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Her blood-drenched hands clenched his chest, pulling him to her closely as months, even years, of pain poured out of her. All John could do was hold her close, if not closer than she was forcing herself to be, and hope that the painful tears would cease soon so that he could try to talk to her.
It seemed like forever until Amanda's sobs began to lessen. She sniffed and let go of John. He looked into her eyes and then down at her thighs again.
"Do you want to talk?"
Amanda nodded quietly. Somehow, even at the worst moments, she managed to make herself look like a model. She was so gorgeous.
John shifted himself to face her dire
Amanda and John pt. 7Amanda and John pt. 72 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Amanda simply shrugged again.
"Amanda," John started "…you can talk to me. Tell me why you're doing this." She looked at John in the face then down at her feet.
"I don't know, John. It feels so good. I feel hurt on the inside all the time and I always feel so fucking relieved whenever I feel that first cut…"
She was so pitiful, she thought. She signed deeply and looked into John's eyes; his beautiful blue eyes.
"You know," he inhaled deeply "… You know, you don't deserve that,"
He grabbed her by her tiny hand and squeezed it. "You passed the test; you earned a second chance at life. It's depressing to see you wallow in sad
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John and Amanda pt. 9 ENDINGJohn and Amanda pt. 9 ENDING2 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
She kissed his shoulder and sniffed loudly. Her hands clenched on his body as she breathed slowly. His embrace on her in return was just as tight. She allowed herself to be comfortable with him for a bit before leaning sideways and whispering into his ear…
"I want to play a game."
John smiled and kissed her head again. And there Amanda stayed, in the arms of John Kramer, whom she loved more than anyone in the whole world.
"No one understands me"
She thought
"…No one, but John."
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