Unseen JoyHow beautiful is life?
More than my skills at prose can convey.
Light dances all around me,
Yet I remain in the darkness,
And I cry out for the divine.
Love flows throughout my being,
Yet my heart stays stubbornly closed,
While I wonder why it hurts so much.
I see you laughing, dancing, singing.
So beautiful, I go into ecstasy.
Then, I laugh.
For, while I had forgotten you were there,
And cried out in despair for your touch,
Behind all of it,
you were right here with me, around me, in me,
Wondering why I was carrying on so much!
LOZ:Twilight Princess:Ch.23 RevLOZ:Twilight Princess:Ch.23 Rev4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
PART II: SHARDS OF TWILIGHT
----Chapter 23: The Blade of Evil's Bane
Midna clung tight to Link's fur as he bounded through the fields of Hyrule.
Link's mind raged. Not in the attempt to digest all that had taken place within Zelda's company, but in the effort to keep his animal nature at bay. While he had been in the presence of the princess, his mind had been clear to the events--perhaps due to the enchanting power she held. However, now that her light did not surround him in all its purity, a war raged within him. Zant's crystal had been a polluted invention of the evilest of magicks. Not only had its darkness once again taken over his physical being, but now Link knew that if he stumbled for even a moment within his disarrayed mind he might lose his sense forever.
He growled at the inner evil trying to command him, and Midna gazed down at him. He felt her shift atop him, but he could not conce
[UPDATE] COMMISSION (OPEN)(4/5)COMMISSIONS[UPDATE] COMMISSION (OPEN)(4/5)1 year ago in Personal More Like This
Read it, Please
All of the commission that i've made are personal use only. The creative rights belong to me but it doesn't mean your character belongs to me, only the image I've made.
The background is not included. The background cost $5 - $20 USD (depends on complexity of the background itself).
I do not draw hentai/echi/porn, yaoi, yuri, etc.
If you have something to ask, feel free send me a note or just leave a comment in this journal
Head : $6 USD
Half body : $8 USD
Full body : $10 USD
[Bullet; Blue] Chibi
Chibi : $10 USD
[Bullet; Blue] Cell Shading
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Half body : $15 USD
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Heritage of a wolf -stolen from mishRULES:Heritage of a wolf -stolen from mish1 month ago in Personal More Like This
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
1. SOMEONE SAYS "ARE YOU OKAY" YOU SAY?
"Falling inside the black" ?? XD
2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"Ark Reactor" pretty much sums it up XD
4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"Turn off camera 3"
5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
"Shoot to thrill" Well, accurate!
6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
"Back in black" XD
7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"Too close" Pffte! Probably, I beat Anna up yesterday!
8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"Arabian End game" -_- Ouch
9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"The dark knight" XD she kinda is
12. WHAT IS YOUR
No Mask part 1No one cared when I placed this mask over my face.No Mask part 110 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
But when you saw it,
You hated it.
This mask of false emotions that I had kept for so many years,
Began to crack the more I came to know you,
What would you do if I were to take off this mask,
Show you my true self…
Would you still hate me,
Did you ever hate me…?
I've always wondered
How do you really feel about me…
I stand before you now,
This feeling of acceptance…
What do you think of me…
The real me…
Pokemon X and Y friend codes please~My friend code is 4210-4428-3558Pokemon X and Y friend codes please~2 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
Comment yours and I'll add you~? I have a couple of rare-ish pokemon and I'm always up for trades/breed swaps etc
My friend Safari is Fairy, but I'm not sure which pokemon are in it :c I play pokemon Y just for the record aha~
the flowersI walkthe flowers4 years ago in Open More Like This
the grey dusty streets
nothing but coldness about me
only a few dollars for a lunch and dinner
I wonder why I came out here
The rain starts to drizzle,
little more than pain and sorrow,
blows over and dissipates
the street is dusty again
transists to a subtle, continuous pain
nothing but cold and hate around me
The sun is dead, the dust chokes me
I'm in pain
yet something compelled me to come
come to these forbidding streets
these harsh, unforgiving streets
one could lose their way here
lose something of value
something material or deep inside
Today I lose nothing on these intimidating streets
I stop, I make the most of my trip
smell the thistle-bearing roses
that line the roadside
and continue on my way
passion for all renewed
Somehow, now, these streets feel peaceful,
welcoming, and more
the drizzle of rain returns
I relax as it pelts down upon me,
wash away my pains
yielding again to the warming sun
I return home
refreshed and renewed
on missing him: in five partsi.on missing him: in five parts4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I do not know where you have gone, how
you have gotten there. I imagine you with
your forehead against the window on the train,
your hands on the steering wheel with
the windows down, the breeze coming in
lifting up your hair
like small birds.
I remember you leaving, once, and--the memory
grows hazy--you were illuminated by all this
thrown light. You lifted one hand up to say goodbye.
It was night, you in your trench coat and me
with my backwards shirt with
my fluids on your fingers and your fluids on
my thighs. This was always how life seemed
to work with you--we offered and received
the same, but always distorted so it was
never ours. This was how life always
seemed to work.
I imagine you
writing me a letter on the train, balancing
paper on your thigh, telling me jokes
you couldn't in person, saying you loved
to bury your face in my neck.
And I loved your breathing, the music of it, the way
it became mine very easily. The soft animal
desire, the low animal sounds, the ani
Con Report: Unplugged Expo and Anime North DoujinkSo I have returned from these two cons a week or so ago...Con Report: Unplugged Expo and Anime North Doujink1 month ago in Personal More Like This
This is my Table at Anime North Doujinka:
I forgot to take a picture of my table at Unplugged expo..but it looks a bot better than this one cuz my boyfriend setted the Anime North one up for me DX...
(btw the artist beside me is too awesome and im in shame right now)�
Another shot at Anime North Doujinka:
Ok Unplugged Expo...
This is only there second year so their floor plan is super duper problematic...so the sales were kinda bad for all artists....The table fee is super expensive too....my half table costs $86 and some ppl paid $300 for a pro artist table...some of them just made bak the table fee during sunday afternoon LOL....and no they r not bad artists they r super pro..
Regardless of that...I met some awesome ppl at Unplugged Expo, and i got this free poney cupcake haha
Sadly i only got one bite..my bf swallowed the whole t
What's Behind A Fake Smile?What's Behind A Fake Smile?What's Behind A Fake Smile?1 month ago in Free Verse More Like This
Not my sire but someone who could have been a father
Pouring the smooth release of liquor down his throat
And forgetting his daughters
Alone and home with the silence of disharmony
A place foreign and devoid of welcome
So set instead of dreams and screams
Doors slamming in the middle of the night
Cabinets bang and voices follow
A violent exchange of false and drunken insight
With ears to the floors we hear it all
Children swept away in the tide of hate
We found our feet the moment we learned to crawl
Forced to see the darker side of reality
Long before our due time
Ideals flooded with obscenity
To be so young and feel such pain
Mother's tears all cried in vain
Left to smother our own disdain
Innocent eyes scarred with images of neglect
Neglect of our delicate minds and aching hearts
The venom of rage and betrayal infect
To leave us crippled emotionally within
Making us hard to love and more difficult to smile
In the shadows of our father's sins
Papa's Fist Was A Rolling StoneScars, baby,Papa's Fist Was A Rolling Stone2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
lick your wounds with a tongue
of tar, lady,
'cause papa's fist is a rolling stone,
and what you inherited from your mama
is her backbone,
and it's only the romanticists
who will tell you
her heart broke harder,
when violence came faster
than your virgin boyfriend's
Don't keep holding on, baby,
there's a world out there
that will treat you, lady,
but there's a lot of people
who would put you in the grave
if they can't keep you in the cradle;
and there's that romance again,
that lingo of lies and belligerence,
the words of the ignorant
telling you to hang in there
(their words beat as fast as
your mother's heart,
your father's fist)
but they're so blind
they don't see the rope
dangling from the ceiling
like a broken arm, but
they'll tell you they can see
your dad's deep-down feelings
(they just won't give up,
but they'll ask afterwards:
why didn't you get out sooner?).
'Cause he loves you and your mum,
baby, but oh, lady, he'll put
one of you as deep down as his
Back from Brisnova, Adelaidenova, PurpleKecleonovaSorry this is a bit late, but I have a report to give. On my trip at Brisbane and Adelaide Supanova. It was a good 2 weeks, met lots of people and ate lots of delicious food and just a very good time. Oh also the title is misleading I know, I only attended 2 cons. PurpleKecleonova is not a con, but she might as well be one cos she's so awesome. And yes it was lovely meeting *purplekecleon in person, she gave me one of the best suggestion of the year ever, increase my price :I and so I did, cos when a Pokemon Goddess tells you to do something, you do it. And that has been the best decision I made. It was also good to see my Bulba friends again, owner of Bulbapedia Liam Pomfret and his lovely wife and a good friend of mine ^KasumiCR. Also saw ~Mamath again, shes the one who suggested I get a Wacom Cintiq, which I did and yes it did help with my drawing speed. Also met =coloursupply who was gonna do a dev meet but we ended up doing a small dinner gathering instead, she alsBack from Brisnova, Adelaidenova, PurpleKecleonova2 weeks ago in Personal More Like This
intertwinedi'd like tointertwined2 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
knotted strands of
(and to think
it all began
when i first
ran my fingers
through the hair
on your head)
Butterflies with Razor WingsHands Grasped,Butterflies with Razor Wings10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Looking into you eyes,
Feeling everything that hurts you.
Wondering to your wrist
Touching softly your cuts and brusies,
Where butterflies with razor wings
once pondered the thought
of playing with your arterys.
I pulled you tight to my body,
so you could never let go,
I'll be your anchor to this life,
Your light at the tunnels end.
Holding you to this world,
As the butterflies kiss your wrist,
Kissing you, breathing life
into rosey lips which I'll never let embrace the cold.
Never again shall they taste the nector of your blood
finessing a wing through skin,
Never shall you leave before
all problems are solved
not run from.
My friend, my love
Bid the butterflies Fairwell.
2013 Convention Schedule (ECEE recap)Upcoming Convention:2013 Convention Schedule (ECEE recap)9 months ago in Personal More Like This
Ah yes, the big apple. <3
I've been so busy with work that Con season kind of crept up on me this year. SHIT IS STRESSFUL YO.
Drop by for a 8.5' x 11'' Sketch commission or to buy 12.5' x 19'' Prints of my illustrations and volumes of SIN! Here's a complete list of conventions the girlfriend and I'll be attending this year:
Emerald City Comic Con, Seattle, March 1st - 3rd
Toronto Comicon, Toronto, March 9th - 10th
Fan Expo Vancouver, Vancouver, April 20th - 21st
Calgary Comic & Entertainment Expo, Calgary, April 26th - 28th
Ottawa Comiccon, Ottawa, May 10th - 12th
Otafest, Calgary, May 17th - 19th
Anime North, Toronto, May 24th - 26th
Animethon, Edmonton, August 9th-11th
Fan Expo Toronto, Toronto, August 22nd-25th
LOZ:Twilight Princess Novel FULL Table of Contents T H E L E G E N D O F Z E L D A: T w i l i g h t P r i n c e s sLOZ:Twilight Princess Novel FULL Table of Contents2 years ago in Personal More Like This
[Note: I am currently powering through my FINAL revisions. Once you click on a chapter, all completed chapters will read "FINAL" in the title. Those I'm still reworking will still be listed with "Rev" to note that they are still only in their second or third revision.]
Chapters with their revised versions uploaded are marked with an (*).
Chapters having received further revisions (sections edited/revised after previous edit) are additionally marked with (ђ).
Please note that the first few chapters with the bullet are OLD versions of the chapter above it!
*PROLOGUE: Of Symbols and Whispers [FINAL version] Audio Book 2 Minute Preview!!
being dawnistart late-- come into the worldbeing dawni2 months ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
all screaming face and flailing limbs
and grasping fingers
that hold to the womb, the room
you've lived. welcome a brother
before you have learned what the word
should mean; before you are carried
on the shoulders of another brother;
before you can begin to understand
the responsibility of you. watch yourself,
your existence, tear apart your family--
be the reason she wants him to leave,
be the reason he can't control
himself. be the reason two brothers
don't understand a father's love.
drown. be flailing limbs and stolen breaths
and splashing water and your father's hands
holding you down. when he is bored,
gulp for breath, gulp for air; don't let yourself
remember this for long. drown again, drown
again; each scenario a different prison,
and you, barcoded into bravery you don't feel,
can't breathe. trail a teddybear from loose fingers,
but be a big girl. stumble over words
like daddy and love and no, no, no,
please. fall up stairs instead of down,