dos amigos. para os amigos. iiJá pensaste em como seria se eu deixasse de existir? Espera. Não é desse modo. Deixar de existir apenas. Habitar um corpo mas sem compromissos de maior. Comer, dormir, falar e fazer tudo o que é suposto mas na verdade querer a todo o instante despir de vez a pele que nos circunscreve. Não vestiria outra se é isso que pensas. Apenas conseguir andar aí pelo mundo meio em coma meio alerta e poder praguejar e gritar sem ter que me preocupar se rebentaria de ódio ou de tédio ou de tudo… As vezes que eu te tentei dizer que morri e renasci. Não imaginas. E levava as mãos aos bolsos, sorria-te e enquanto o fazia os dedos pressionavam-se até doer. E sempre que te abraçava fechava os olhos para sufocar a dor. Não te consigo dizer nada, sabes? Desde que te foste embora que de tempos a tempos lembro-me de como era bom poder subir a rua e estar contigo. Tudo o que me restou foi esta impressão na barriga e o grande nó que tenho na garganta. Tu sabes que tudo sempre me foi difícil, não preciso dedos amigos. para os amigos. ii10 years ago in Biography & Memoir More Like This
You're FreeYou're FreeYou're Free4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Feeling the torment inside of you
The way you were being torn in two
Knowing the dreams and path
You would choose
I made the decision for you,
Entering your heart I got to see
Two different stairways and where
They would lead,
One of light, joy and peace
One of darkness, rage and pain,
That needed to be released,
Closing my eyes and raising my hand
Feeling your emotions that was echoing
The silent tears that you would cry
Ran down my face as if they were mine,
These words I whispered softly and firm
Filled with love, caring and all that I am,
"I weave a web of a golden gate
Separating the two and freeing you
From this fate
Your rage and pain I take within
In return I give to you
What you have craved
What you need
Light, love and peace
You shall know
It will bath your heart and your soul,
No more pain will you feel,
Only the light of love
No more rage will consume your heart
Only peace and happiness
No more darkness will fill your heart,
Only the radiance of what I
An Eternals Night FlameAn Eternal Nights FlameAn Eternals Night Flame5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In perfect love,
in perfect trust,
I give unto you
what you seek
knowing that you
would never drain
all of me...
No, just sate myself sister,
for where would I be without you.
I would have to walk eternally this earth
knowing I had taken your last life's blood
and be alone without you...........
I would rather stick the stake in my own heart,
than not have my sister by my side...
Come into my open arms
for I offer to thee,
the thing to calm your hunger,
the very essence of me.
When you're up close
I will close my eyes,
Leaning my head gently to the side,
Giving myself over to you,
In perfect love
In perfect trust
Maybe sister my dark heart does not deserve
your pure heart...
I will sate myself a small offering to keep you with me,
So eternally we can walk together.
Your crimson tears will flow into me, love lust will follow
And I will search for the being to sate me.
For I will never betray your purity and goodness,
to do so would be to lose yo
PeacePerception is the keyPeace6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everyone must count
All of us must live as one
Cast aside all doubt
Earth is our home
I Am Finally FreeAs I sit down in my room, thinking about all the pain you caused insideI Am Finally Free6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I want to forget and erase you from my mind;
All the moments we shared now replay in my head
Along with all the sweet lies you said,
I am feel my heart aches as my dreams fade away
I feel the loss and pain, each and everyday.
You think we are alright just because your pain has gone
Though you've seen my tears, you still left me alone;
Where are you now when I need you the most
Will you love me again? are you somewhere close?
Will you lend me a heart, make it easier to stay
And hold me in your arms and take all my pain away!
Now I know you don't feel my pain or even think of me
So, I will hold back my tears tonight as I know I can't have you with me.
Now I think its funny that I stayed around that long
Did you just pull me down to make yourself feel strong?
How many ways can I prove to you I do, how many times should I tell that I love you
But all I see in you is this distance,
You really did not love me the way i l
Siren's CallSirens CallSiren's Call5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am sorry the echoes became to much.
Blood tears I have, have shed and to silence...
The tears within.
Not so deep the kiss of the skin,
But enough to silence the noise within.
Echoes haunt us,
Showing us a path...
Leaving us to believe it,
To be easier and true...
Yet what we find out,
When the time is up,
Is that it is the path of no return.
I fought the sirens call you see....
Yet something took over me,
Don't know how it happened
But it did.
Lost to the song inside of me,
As crimson tears bled steadily.
I become aware of the deed,
Yet have no worries because I am still here,
I regained control of my red tears.
The sirens have a powerful voice,
Yet penetrate the thickest walls.
No amount of security,
Nor guard can block them.
Ocean of emotions,
Swirling all around,
Fighting for control.
A balance until I heard that sound,
A beautiful song that lulled me in,
Tempting me with words...
To grace my skin.
I fought so hard and for so long,
Hand And Hand We WalkHand And Hand We Walk5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Take my hand,
And go with me on this journey,
Don't let go ,
Feel my sorrow,
Taste my pain,
Drink of my tears,
Ok I will try...
Don't leave me alone,
Show me the way,
The way to a better place.
Hold my hand
Hold it tight,
Cause the road is too dark..
Alone you shall never be
I will be by your side,
Together we shall face this darkness.
Bathing in its beauty,
Dancing under the moonlight,
Never will I let you fall.
As you hold my hand,
I shall hold onto yours.
Together things seem more real,
More possible paths light up...
The dark seems to fade,
Crawling back underground.
Leaving our shadows to shine in the moonlight,
Our hands still tight,
Like an intertwined chain..
With your hand in mine,
A bond so tight,
I can breath again,
No longer choking on my tears.
For I am not alone,
You are with me; by my side
Dancing with me under a star lit sky.
I could never leave you,
For you were there for me,
You wiped away my tears,
When the pain engulfed
Angel's Recovery: Nightly Work-Out8: Nightly Work-outAngel's Recovery: Nightly Work-Out2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
After eating Angel went back to her room to get some rest before her first night of training. Once she laid on the bed she sighed and tried to get comfortable, but ended up tossing and turning. Eventually, she sat up against her pillows and rubbed behind Omega’s ears. She went to reach for the book she used to read when she spotted another rose. This one was a pure white rose and was put carefully across her book. Angel reached over and picked it up. Bringing it up to her nose she took a small whiff of the fragrant blossom. “Beautiful.” She whispered as she gazed at it. She ran her fingertips across the tender petal and her thoughts drifted to whom could be giving her these. When something suddenly dawned on her and her hand paused in the air as she turned and looked at the door. “It is gone.” she said quietly. No one has ever been able to get into her room. She had too many magical locks and spells on it. Angel had safety proofed
Land and Sea UniteLand and Sea UniteLand and Sea Unite9 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
She has watched him for what seems a lifetime, sitting on the beach, looking out at the sea. Every night at dusk, he comes and watches as the golden rays of the sun sets, lighting the sky with its fading embers. And now it is time....
He knew she would come; that she would be there waiting for him, watching him. He
approached the water; walking slowly to the waters edge. He saw her then. She was slowly rising out of the water, his Sea Princess. She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
She rose up out of the water; gliding on top of the waves, riding its crest. She came to the shallows and waited for him. waited for him to come to her, to feel her, to hold her, to look into her eyes, to love her. Her body quivered in anticipation.
He came to her, gazing at her intensely with desire and passion rising in his body. He pulled her close, taking her mouth in a kiss, deep and searching; tasting her. She opened to him, holding nothing back, for she wanted his touch
Angel's Recovery: Walk Before You Run9: Walk before you runAngel's Recovery: Walk Before You Run2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The training continued for weeks and little by little Angel got stronger, faster and in better shape than she had ever been. She had a schedule and she stuck it to like glue. It was an intense, but it was paying off. Sadly it consumed a lot of her time, therefore she wasn’t seeing the other crew members as much as usual. But this was something she wanted more than anything, it was the driving force that kept her going.
The regiment consisted of toning her muscles, strengthening them, practicing stealth, training the use of her weapons and kept her busy from morning until night. “No pain, no gain”, was Angel’s new motto.
Zipping on her boots, Angel stood and looked in the mirror. She was dressed in a pair of black leggings, a half shirt showing off her toned stomach and a pair of black arm guards. A small dagger was hidden within each arm guard. Wrapped against her thighs were Justice and Vengeance, and two more daggers each in
The Call of The MusicTHE CALL OF THE MUSICThe Call of The Music5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Loud vivacious music fills the room,
Energy pulsating all around,
Feeling the music,
As it vibrates through my body,
I sashay my way to the dance floor,
The music controlling my every step,
I hit the dance floor,
Not caring who is around me,
The music lulls me in,
Slowly it takes me over,
Each beat coursing through me,
Fueling my movements,
Each step surer than the last,
Each move saying that I am here!
My heart is pounding,
Filling with excitement,
My pulse races,
From the adrenaline in the room,
My hips sway more and more
My body bending,
I give myself over completely,
Only feeling the music that calls to me,
Head thrown back,
My lips part slightly,
I answer this call,
By abandoning myself to this music,
Forsaking all my problems,
Disposing of all my inhibitions,
I let the music saturate every fiber of me,
Letting it radiate its energy within me,
It is almost orgasmic.
I answered the Call of the Music!!
Confessions Of A Broken HeartA wonder, a strivingConfessions Of A Broken Heart6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
A thought incomplete . . .
A fear that we probably
Never will meet;
The tears fall slowly down my face
And my heart aches,
Dreams and expectations
Is now just a vision with no reality;
Surrounded by silence
Each second an eternity of misery!
A love out of reach
Saved deep in my soul,
I remember it all
You watched me fall;
You choose not to care
To act like I wasn't there,
You attacked my religion
You made a decision;
You lied; I cried . . .
You manipulated my feelings,
You crushed my heart
Now we are apart; apart forever;
Why couldn't time stand still
Letting us love forever?
Can you count all the times
That you've mended my heart,
Just so you could again
Crush it, Break it apart?
Yet, you've got no idea
That I'm hurt all the while,
Cause I hide all my pain
With a laugh and a smile;
You have no idea
What I've been through,
So much pain I go through
I miss you but not you now
The person you used to be
Or who I thought you were;