dos amigos. para os amigos. iiJá pensaste em como seria se eu deixasse de existir? Espera. Não é desse modo. Deixar de existir apenas. Habitar um corpo mas sem compromissos de maior. Comer, dormir, falar e fazer tudo o que é suposto mas na verdade querer a todo o instante despir de vez a pele que nos circunscreve. Não vestiria outra se é isso que pensas. Apenas conseguir andar aí pelo mundo meio em coma meio alerta e poder praguejar e gritar sem ter que me preocupar se rebentaria de ódio ou de tédio ou de tudo… As vezes que eu te tentei dizer que morri e renasci. Não imaginas. E levava as mãos aos bolsos, sorria-te e enquanto o fazia os dedos pressionavam-se até doer. E sempre que te abraçava fechava os olhos para sufocar a dor. Não te consigo dizer nada, sabes? Desde que te foste embora que de tempos a tempos lembro-me de como era bom poder subir a rua e estar contigo. Tudo o que me restou foi esta impressão na barriga e o grande nó que tenho na garganta. Tu sabes que tudo sempre me foi difícil, não preciso dedos amigos. para os amigos. ii9 years ago in Biography & Memoir More Like This
Siren's CallSirens CallSiren's Call4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am sorry the echoes became to much.
Blood tears I have, have shed and to silence...
The tears within.
Not so deep the kiss of the skin,
But enough to silence the noise within.
Echoes haunt us,
Showing us a path...
Leaving us to believe it,
To be easier and true...
Yet what we find out,
When the time is up,
Is that it is the path of no return.
I fought the sirens call you see....
Yet something took over me,
Don't know how it happened
But it did.
Lost to the song inside of me,
As crimson tears bled steadily.
I become aware of the deed,
Yet have no worries because I am still here,
I regained control of my red tears.
The sirens have a powerful voice,
Yet penetrate the thickest walls.
No amount of security,
Nor guard can block them.
Ocean of emotions,
Swirling all around,
Fighting for control.
A balance until I heard that sound,
A beautiful song that lulled me in,
Tempting me with words...
To grace my skin.
I fought so hard and for so long,
Nobody KnowsNobody KnowsNobody Knows3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Behind closed doors, no
one can see, I bare my soul
as my tears run free.
LIKE I KNEW IT WOULD BELIKE I KNEW IT WOULD BELIKE I KNEW IT WOULD BE8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I should have known,
I should have seen,
Nothing ever wonderful can happen for me
Up on a cloud nine
Feeling the light,
Now I am drowning inside,
With no end in sight.
Why did I open my heart?
That hidden door I unlocked
Feeling hope, joy, and anticipation
Feelings I thought that were lost.
Like for once it may be for me
But alas I am just destined for disappointment,
Pain and misery.
Tears flow out my eyes at the pain I feel.
I still can't believe it's happened again
I listened to you and opened up
Letting my guard down,
Letting these emotions loose.
Believing and dreaming like I used to
Yet in the end
Its like I knew it would be,
Love and happiness just isn't for me.
Now I know,
Now I can see,
Now I know the truth,
That true happiness will never be for me.
Only pain and loneliness are my path
The road I walk will be alone,
Never ever again shall I open the door.
It shall be closed for all from this day forth,
I Am Finally FreeAs I sit down in my room, thinking about all the pain you caused insideI Am Finally Free5 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I want to forget and erase you from my mind;
All the moments we shared now replay in my head
Along with all the sweet lies you said,
I am feel my heart aches as my dreams fade away
I feel the loss and pain, each and everyday.
You think we are alright just because your pain has gone
Though you've seen my tears, you still left me alone;
Where are you now when I need you the most
Will you love me again? are you somewhere close?
Will you lend me a heart, make it easier to stay
And hold me in your arms and take all my pain away!
Now I know you don't feel my pain or even think of me
So, I will hold back my tears tonight as I know I can't have you with me.
Now I think its funny that I stayed around that long
Did you just pull me down to make yourself feel strong?
How many ways can I prove to you I do, how many times should I tell that I love you
But all I see in you is this distance,
You really did not love me the way i l
The City teaser Some days it's hard to remember what it was like; what it was like before That Day. Some days I forget what it was like to hear the ring of a telephone, or the quiet murmur of a television in the background. The way a Double Cheeseburger from Mickey D's tasted. The way The City used to light up after dark. The way my wife's hair smelled.The City teaser5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
But most days, those things are all I can think about.
I sit, and I smoke my cigarette, and I think about all the things that ceased to exist on That Day. I think about them, and I wonder if I will ever experience them again.
And most days, I come to the conclusion that I probably never will.
Starry EyedStarry EyedStarry Eyed5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
as if God
Land and Sea UniteLand and Sea UniteLand and Sea Unite8 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
She has watched him for what seems a lifetime, sitting on the beach, looking out at the sea. Every night at dusk, he comes and watches as the golden rays of the sun sets, lighting the sky with its fading embers. And now it is time....
He knew she would come; that she would be there waiting for him, watching him. He
approached the water; walking slowly to the waters edge. He saw her then. She was slowly rising out of the water, his Sea Princess. She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
She rose up out of the water; gliding on top of the waves, riding its crest. She came to the shallows and waited for him. waited for him to come to her, to feel her, to hold her, to look into her eyes, to love her. Her body quivered in anticipation.
He came to her, gazing at her intensely with desire and passion rising in his body. He pulled her close, taking her mouth in a kiss, deep and searching; tasting her. She opened to him, holding nothing back, for she wanted his touch
Hand And Hand We WalkHand And Hand We Walk4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Take my hand,
And go with me on this journey,
Don't let go ,
Feel my sorrow,
Taste my pain,
Drink of my tears,
Ok I will try...
Don't leave me alone,
Show me the way,
The way to a better place.
Hold my hand
Hold it tight,
Cause the road is too dark..
Alone you shall never be
I will be by your side,
Together we shall face this darkness.
Bathing in its beauty,
Dancing under the moonlight,
Never will I let you fall.
As you hold my hand,
I shall hold onto yours.
Together things seem more real,
More possible paths light up...
The dark seems to fade,
Crawling back underground.
Leaving our shadows to shine in the moonlight,
Our hands still tight,
Like an intertwined chain..
With your hand in mine,
A bond so tight,
I can breath again,
No longer choking on my tears.
For I am not alone,
You are with me; by my side
Dancing with me under a star lit sky.
I could never leave you,
For you were there for me,
You wiped away my tears,
When the pain engulfed
Melt My HeartA frigid ice princess,Melt My Heart5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
cold and unfeeling.
I protected myself,
too well, perhaps.
But I took no chances.
I would take no more pain,
not from him,
not from anyone.
A heart encased in ice
cannot be broken,
the cold numbing,
keeping me from feeling,
from falling and breaking again.
But the ice drags me to the bottom
of a dark abyss of loneliness.
A frozen heart knows no pain,
but knows no joy either.
The darkness of a hollow soul
terrifies me, is it my fate?
Save me from myself.
Melt my heart,
teach me to love once more,
never let me break,
show me the joys of ecstasy.
Help me to live again,
bring heat and light
to the cold, dark recesses of my heart.
I beg you,
melt my heart.
I Will Never Love AgainLove doesn't exist in this world, it's just a four letter wordI Will Never Love Again4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Love doesn't mean anything, atleast not to me, love dont exist in my world
I thought love was joy, happiness.. but I have got nothing to gain..
Apart from sorrows.. tears.. broken promises and pain..
The day the pain started .. the reality came too..
It was the day I realized that I will never be with you
I no longer think you to be the greatest thing that ever happened to me
Now, you are not as perfect as I thought you to be;
I know that, me and my true feelings meant nothing to you
This is shallow, pointless and doesn't have any value to you
Maybe you lied, maybe you felt nothing inside
But I was sincere with my heart, and I really tried;
Now I gave up, I gave love quits, never to love again
All it leads to heartaches, love means nothing, love is pain
This is the day I have decided to put away the pain
And realized that I have more in life to gain.
You're FreeYou're FreeYou're Free3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Feeling the torment inside of you
The way you were being torn in two
Knowing the dreams and path
You would choose
I made the decision for you,
Entering your heart I got to see
Two different stairways and where
They would lead,
One of light, joy and peace
One of darkness, rage and pain,
That needed to be released,
Closing my eyes and raising my hand
Feeling your emotions that was echoing
The silent tears that you would cry
Ran down my face as if they were mine,
These words I whispered softly and firm
Filled with love, caring and all that I am,
"I weave a web of a golden gate
Separating the two and freeing you
From this fate
Your rage and pain I take within
In return I give to you
What you have craved
What you need
Light, love and peace
You shall know
It will bath your heart and your soul,
No more pain will you feel,
Only the light of love
No more rage will consume your heart
Only peace and happiness
No more darkness will fill your heart,
Only the radiance of what I
She Never Will "You are unwanted."She Never Will4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am unwanted.
"You are unneeded."
"I am unneeded."
Her eyes grew hollow.
"I am unwanted."
Tears silently rolled down her cheeks.
"Ivy...! Ivy!" Lilium screamed, as she shook Ivy.
"Ivy, don't lose yourself! Ivy listen to me!"
"...I am unwanted." Ivy spoke quietly.
Calm, Lilium soon replied. "No you're not."
"I am unneeded."
"Don't think that." Lilium gave Ivy a warm hug.
"...why do you care...so much...for a fallen angel?" Ivy asked into Liliums shirt.
"Because I can." Lilium replied.
Ivy softly cried into Liliums shirt.
She does not care for you. She never will child. She never will.
If I CouldIf I could write a love songIf I Could4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I would write about my love for you
I would fill it full of sweet words
And sweet things I would want to do
If I sang that love song
I would look you in the eyes
Pledge my love to you
And try hard not to cry
If I wrote you a poem
I would tell you things and how you would be mine
I would tell you that I love you
And how I would love you till the end of time
If I let you see the poem
You would know how I love your kiss
And how I would promise that it's you
That I will always miss
I would tell you honey
You mean the world to me
And how I want your arms around me
And there, with you, I will always be.