phycosis chapter 1 Psychosisphycosis chapter 18 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
[ This story is dedicated to my sanity, in its late passing It gave me some very good advice and helped me get to were I am today. Unfortunately it will not be missed.]
A poemI thought you cared, I thought you knew how I feel about youA poem6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But apparently you knew nothing about the pain I'm going through
Though my pain is easy to see, you just walked right past me
Not even a sympathetic look, which is all it took for me to feel happy.. at least for a while
Until my thoughts drift back to black and what reality really is
You didn't love me, you never cared. These thoughts make me scared, even though they're true
Even so, I still love you!
Buns in the OvenBuns in the OvenBuns in the Oven2 years ago in Sci-Fi More Like This
"That is not true, you are a liar!" Hatchworth could be heard yelling from the kitchen, "Just taste mine, it is better!"
Rabbit stops by the doorway and peers in. Hatchworth was arguing with the toaster oven and was trying to shove a freshly pressed panini in it.
Tick tick tick.
"U-Uh, Hatchy? Whatcha doin'?" Rabbit takes a few steps into the kitchen and looks over his shoulder at the offending appliance, his eyes going wide for a moment. "Hey th-there, pretty lady." He gives her a wink.
"No, Rabbit, you can not. We are in the middle of a disagreement." Hatchworth steps between Rabbit and the oven, blocking his view of her.
"Well, uh, I could h-help." Rabbit comments offhandedly, trying to move Hatchworth over.
He stands strong, "Would you be fair?"
"Cross your boiler, hope to permanently-shut-down?"
Rabbit eyes him suspiciously, "Okay."
Tick tick tick.
"Then you will have to judge who is better." Hatchworth shoves the hot sandwich into
Tell MeWhen I ask you if I look okay,Tell Me6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
if my hair looks good,
if my make up is all right,
if this dress makes me look fat...
All I want
is for you to hold
my face in your hands,
look me in the eyes,
tell me Im beautiful,
and mean it.
WickedVilified,Wicked7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Wicked is she.
She spreads lies,
she makes false accusations.
Wicked is the girl
who tries to talk.
Wicked is the girl
who holds her head high.
Wicked is the girl
who doesnt react.
Wicked is the girl
who isnt angry anymore.
Wicked is she
who stops caring.
SinOur sins color our facesSin7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
in its many different color-clashing scales.
They stain the fabric of our being,
smoldering us until we wash them away...
You cry and pray to be relieved of your burden,
You'll have to scrub a lot harder
to get those stains out.
WishI wished upon anWish7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wished for your
Because youre my best friend.
I wished for
help when I cannot give it,
and a happiness you dont have to fake.
I wished for you to be able to be true
to who you are,
what you want,
and how you live.
I wished for you
because theres no one else
I would rather wish for.
The SinnersThey break away from your beliefs,The Sinners7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your code of morale.
They dance with your enemies
and hide in their closets.
Smiling as they poke at your weaknesses,
they flaunt their strength in front of your eyes,
laughing when you crumble
Watch them as they live the life you only wish you could have.
Hide behind your beliefs
If you think it will save you.
DisguiseYoure not fooling anyone in that disguise.Disguise8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your scornful eyes show behind the contacts,
and the halo doesnt cover the horns.
Your face is still charred with battles lost,
knees still dirty from falling down.
Your smile is faltering at the edges
and it doesnt quite reach your eyes.
The threadbare lace isnt so handsome
when you stand in the light.
Take a look in the mirror,
Your mask is falling off.
I'll Still SmileI think I die a little every time you say her name.I'll Still Smile6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Its another stab to the heart,
another pinch of salt on the wound.
But Ill still smile,
hold back my tears,
and tell you how glad I am
that you are happy.
ElementFire,Element6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The makings of a soul,
The power of oneself,
The makings of emotions,
Rage and anger flows within all,
No where to run,
No where to hide,
Fire will find you in your deepest thought,
Fire will find you in your most sacred sanctuary,
Strength and power wanted and admired by all,
Earth is used by all,
Earth is wanted by all,
Wisdom and thought envyed by all,
Earned by the stronged willed,
A hair away by the slow and sloth,
Wind brings hope and dreams,
Wind brings tears and end,
Courage and bravery,
Given to only few,
Billions that are in need,
Water is plenty,
yet is so Scarce,
These four elements,
Were the universes tools for making,
These four elements,
Were god's tools for us,
These four elements...
The Chaos in my MindRealization hits.The Chaos in my Mind8 years ago in Other More Like This
:Nightmare:I dreamed of you:Nightmare:6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and we kissed.
Just a touch of lips
and a warm embrace.
I dreamed of your love
and woke up crying.
Because only a nightmare
could be so cruel
to show me what I cant have.
Forgive MeI used you.Forgive Me9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I used your heart.
To make me feel good.
I wasn't supposed to fall in love with you.
I wasn't supposed to feel,
like I can't breathe when I'm not near you.
I wasn't supposed to feel the ache in my stomach.
That ache that makes you sick,
because you think of someone.
I knew what I was doing,
And I cry.
I cry knowing what I did.
How could I,
Play this game,
Over and over again.
How could I
Play this game with you.
For I know not what I do.
The FieldSo many pretty coloursThe Field6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
So many shiny lights
What am I doing here?
How'd I get here tonight?
I'm in the middle of a field
I'm looking at the stars
The sunset is just fading
Leaving clouded scars
You're laying there beside me
You're holding my hand
I think that you're asleep
But this night is just so grand
Then you whisper softly
And I know that you're awake
"I could stay here forever" you say
"For as long as forever takes"
I'm hoping this isn't a dream
Because it's just so real
The way the stars look down
And how they make me feel
The night sky is so amazing
And believe me, so are you
I wonder if I'll fall asleep
And awake in morning dew
You are still holding my hand
And I know everything's alright
So lets you and I just stay here
Together in this field until mornin' light
©Mackenzie "jadefyres-freedom" Wall
December 27, 2008
AloneI stand alone, on an empty dock.Alone6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Lost, wanting to drown.
Leave it all and live in quiet,
Impossible, until dawn.
I feel myself fall into black.
I breathe in something soft.
I am no longer there.
What's this here? An angel of mercy?
Just a friend to save my life.
Too bad we couldn't go together,
Be in peace.
Ways to annoy your parents Ways to annoy your parents!Ways to annoy your parents7 years ago in Humor More Like This
1)Hold thier hand and say'I see dead people'
2)Call them Mr. or Mrs.
3)Shout really loud in the shower'I am a NINJA'
4)Try to kill a person through the tv
5)Run aroud srceaming'aleins are taking over the earth'
6)State the ovious
7)Run around the house with a lamp shade over your head asking 'who turned out the lights'
8)Every time they say your name make a animal nosie
Shadow on the SunThere's a shadow on the sunShadow on the Sun6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
There's a cloud in my mind
Day and night, just thinking,
thinking all the time
About the past, the now, the future
And then further still
I'd love to know what I'll see
What could be and what will
There is only forward
no rewind or turning back
One day we'll have memories
That at the moment we lack
So many possibilities
So many ways to go
So many places to see
So many people to know
If I could see now
Where I'll be in twenty years
Would I see amazing hope,
or unfathomable fears?
So I'll live for now
And stay alive till then
As the years pass by we'll say
"Do you remember when...?"
© Mackenzie "jadefyres-freedom" Wall
December 9, 2008
All Rights Reserved
School TGSchool TG2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Liam had just moved into town. His father had gotten a new job in London and so the whole family went there. They had a small, nice house in one of the suburbs. Everybody was happy. Everybody except for Liam. He missed his old friends. On top of that his new school was awful. The teachers were mean and the older boys bullied him. It even went so far, that he thought about ending his life, but luckily he discarded that thought immediately. His parents didn’t seem to notice his misery, they were too happy with the new job and house, so Liam didn’t want to bother them with his school problems. A month ago they nearly broke up and only this job saved the relationship. Liam didn’t want to ruin it all. He loved his parents too much to do that to them, so he decided to somehow find a way to cope with the problems at school.
The next day, in the lunch break, Liam regretted that he didn’t tell someone about his problems. The older boys had him cornered in an em
fireworksThe boy was an artist.fireworks4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
He worked with his eyes and hands in perfect unison. The teachers sighed as he swam through his classes absentmindedly, imagination focused on higher goals. Numbers and report cards were meaningless. Math instructors were more eager to see his artwork, crammed into the margins of his assignments, than to award his effortless high grades.
He didn't think he was special. I don't think he thought of himself at all. The world he had created was one of pure fiction and impossibility, and was as limitless as the heavens. He was not included. Maybe the same way God doesn't participate in the earth he made.
He loved people. He loved me especially for who I was. I'd never met anyone more honest or, coincidentally, more kind. His compliments would breathe life into a dying day, for they were as genuine and precious as diamond. That smile of his let me know that it was free.
"Your confidence is the reason people like you. They see that you love yourself and they reciprocate
The Scream for HelpThe Scream for HelpThe Scream for Help6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Loneliness walks through the crowded street.
Our nightmares haunt while the peaceful sleep.
A child's scream echoes along the silent halls.
This pain causes our heart to weep.
By Eli Kimlin
Don't RememberDeep breath.Don't Remember8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In your nose and out your mouth.
Calm yourself. Don't let it take control.
You will embarass yourself.
Don't shed the tears that are welling up.
Cover your face with your hair so they won't see your face get red.
As the tears drip down, don't let them hit the desk.
And the sniffle thats coming should be quick and muffled.
When the hurt gets worse, don't cry hard.
As your body starts to shake, don't make a sound.
Run when you whimper, no one wants to hear your pain.
And when the feeling subsides,
Synchro-CityThey breathed in unison. All over the city, all over the planet, the bots were breathing together. They moved and walked and spoke as their individual programming dictated, but their breathing was synchronised, in and out with the constancy of a ticking clock. She was in her twenties when she first managed to make her own working robot and it breathed with inexorable regularity. In out. In out. In out.Synchro-City6 years ago in Science Fiction More Like This
"Hello," it said. In out. "Are you my mother?"
"The female creator of my form," it insisted, "The instantiator of my existence. Are you my mother?"
She had to concede that she was, although the term made her uneasy.
In out. In out. It breathed just like all the other bots did.
Without access to the research databases, she had made a very basic effort at its programming, and that meant it needed to be taught.
"Do I have a name?" It asked her, as she was showing it how to clean the windows. It was standing very close. She could hear it breathing in out, in out.
"No. Would you
In The RushIts like sunshine in the midst of rain,In The Rush9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I mean you just cant believe that they are so perfect,
And right for you,
And your heart just wants to burst,
And you want to cry,
And you want to laugh,
And you get so caught up in the rush,
And you cant breath,
Because every breathe is full of them.
You cant see,
because your vision is filled with dreams of them.
You are caught in the rush.
Now you can only hope that you'll survive,
when thrown back out.