Faking My Own Suicide sasusakuFaking My Own SuicideFaking My Own Suicide sasusaku7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
How are you supposed to know if he really loves you? When the only time hes said it was too get me to sleep with him. When he barely even speaks to me anymore, when he hits me.
I love him so much, I always have. But I dont know how much more I can take it. If he should ever come to visit me, he will have left completely satisfied. Apparently unaware of my pain. Thats why Ive decided that it be best if I faked my own suicide.
Hes supposed to meet me at my house in two hours. By then, I will have left. He will read my suicide note and not a tear will come to his eyes as he gently will place the note back on the table and walk away, moving on.
I want him to feel what I feel, feel the pain hes caused me over the years. Hear what I hear. Hear him screaming at me calling me names, mocking me. I want him to see what I see. I want him to see the look on his face whenever he hits or shoves me.
Theres a half an hour left before he s
Never Underestimate a ChuninNever Underestimate a Chunin7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
It was an odd tradition among the jounin and rarely was anyone other than fellow jounin allowed in on the fun. Mostly because they'd discovered few others were crazy enough to think of really good gifts. They decided it took a certain kind of broken to find the right gift to torment their friends with and most others really just weren't up to the task.
So when Kakashi insisted to Genma that Iruka be allowed to come, Genma had his doubts. He believed the chunin to be one of the most sane, rational, well balanced shinobi he knew. But you didn't really argue with Kakashi. More importantly you did not under any circumstances tell the crazy copy-nin his boyfriend couldn't come to the annual Christmas party. Why? Not because he'd hurt you. Which he might. But rather it was because Kakashi had come up with the most insane of all gifts. The sacred survival guide.
So when he was 'asked' if Iruka could come. He said yes and shoved those doubts into the deepest darkest corner of his mind. Which i