If Only I Were A BoySome days,If Only I Were A Boy4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wish my dreams of you,
Would they please come true?
I'd be so happy,
just to have you
Safely in my arms,
If I were a boy,
if you only loved me
I'd give you the moon,
Words like wingsI caught a bird, the other day. Opened my window, leaned out, and there it was, right in front of me. Almost like it wanted to be grabbed. Strange little thing, all bones and breath and that frightened heartbeat thudding against my fingers - and warm, warm as blood.Words like wings2 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I cradled it in my hands and, fingers cupped tight around it, pulled my arms back in and tugged the window closed with my elbow. Not locked, mind you - just closed enough it wouldn't fly away the moment I let it go. Not before I'd had a chance to look at it, anyway.
I sat down, back against the wall. Opened my hands.
The bird stood there, balanced on the platform of my overlapping palms, tilted its head on one side and looked at me.
I looked back. It was a strange kind of a bird, all told - unblinking little black eyes, red-tipped claws, and feathers that, once I looked closer, looked more than a little odd.
It tilted its head to the other side, eye fixed on my face. Hopped closer on my palms. Spread its wings
Another Chapter of MeHorrific images fill my dreamsAnother Chapter of Me4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
as I lay drowning in my blood
in my visions all I hear are my screams
I stumbled into the rain, fell into the mud.
My eyes hold no more fire, just another dud
my memories are on a reel, set on repeat
like a dam set open, rushing like a flood
now an adult, I think if we should ever meet.
He shall fall down and beg, kissing my feet
such torture I shall set upon him
things of horror stories, for my special treat
and like my child hood, his life shall dim.
The structure of my life started to fall apart from there
my soul-house fell apart as well, all but the beams
now I'm afraid the walls I have are glass, fragile, so sheer
and I shall sew my world shut, with perfect seams.
A Rapist Will Always Be A RapistYell at meA Rapist Will Always Be A Rapist3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Try to break me down
Grab my wrist
Squeeze it hard
C'mon why dont you break it?
Push your fingers
Into my neck
I know you want to feel me no longer breathing
Touch my body
With your knife
Run it along the old scars
Kiss my bruises
Say your sorry
Make sure your words sink in
Now we can really see
Just how deep those cuts were
Just how bad you broke me
Now that Im finding all my pieces
Now that I almost feel alright
I can show you who the most dominant is
Live a happy life
Succeed, fulfill your dreams
But I know who you really are
Time can heal me
Love will free me from 'Victim'
But a rapist will always be a rapist
Marked SkinA mark upon my skinMarked Skin4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a symbol of all for one
never for another
the angel I am
this a song to be screamed
no home, the ruins I own
the mistress of torture
see no ice tears that fall
I am the fallen one
to deliver no hope
to be a test of mankind
torture given and I disperse
to be killed is my destiny
worthless, a mark upon my skin
INEPT EBAY SALESMAN FAILJust wrote a "stop selling my art" email to this ebay store from England:INEPT EBAY SALESMAN FAIL2 years ago in Personal More Like This
His sexy excuse for selling stolen art is:
"You can find this image on many wallpapers websites and there is no copyrights on it.
You should start with all these websites who are permitting everybody to download the image and do whatever you like with it."
Oh, la di da.
Let me just go after millions of blogs all around the world that re-post my art and write all of them to delete everything.
Because that's the most logical thing to do.
Essh, some people.
Art salesperson, Why u no respect original artists?
Image sharing sites like imgur and reddit make it super easy to spread art without ever crediting the original.
Even the deviantart DMCA takedown notice is ridiculously long now.
Deviantart, why the fuck are you making it so difficult for me to report stolen art? Is it really necessary for me to fill a freaking application with my place of residence, and click on lik
To NothingThere are things...To Nothing9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In my life...
That few people know...
I hide myself inside...
Holding everything deep within...
For fear of being hurt...
All over once again...
As I have been...
In my shattered past...
Ran away from...
Thrown aside like...
A small rag doll...
I am ready to give in...
To the evil inside...
I am ready to give in...
What's Happening?It's late, it's darkWhat's Happening?4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's calm and peaceful
I'm just reading
The lights go off
I'm all alone
It's to crowded
My breath quickens
It's hot, I'm sweating
My fingers are icy
I sit up to try and calm
I'm crying now
I'm all alone
Premonitions will come true
Never with a family
Never a child
No choice, just fate
I rub my thighs
Try to calm
I'm choking on my breath
Choking on my tears
My head hurts
Pain shoots down my arms
My heart aches
Why, Why, Why
I'm all alone
Is That Tear in Your Eye-Your eyes changing color could mean somethingIs That Tear in Your Eye-3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
maybe i'm thinking too deep into it
the teachers always told me to think outside the box
but i've lost my way and can't back into it.
you said that what we had was bullet proof
that is until you pulled the trigger.
no matter how hard you try, baby,
you can't be a saint cause we're both sinners
and i'm not sure if you're still breathing
but if you are just listen don't speak
cause i have to get my point across
before you talk or go weak.
i was honest when i told you
that i loved you,
but now i've changed my mind
so it's not true.
these words will cut soo deeply
into your chest
you may need to lay down
before i finish what i've
got to say.
so this was a good run, honey
but i just can't stay.
of all the things to say
i have to tell you i'm surprised
that after all these years
you never crossed your lies.
so let's make this short and sweet,
i'm done with you and your cheating
you never knew when to stop
never saw the heart after it's b
63. LipsI did not dare to kiss her63. Lips4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
lips so cold against mine
for if I did the ice would burn
a sin I would commit
one does not love the soulless
her eyes bright as the sky
cold and sharp like a glittering jewel
her brown hair, thick, always braided
trailed down her back
her curves tempted me so
but I would not dare to kiss her
for I fear her lips would capture me
always to be her prisoner
either of devil's magic or adoration
her voice a dark melody
so inhuman just as herself
and her steps perfectly gliding
If I had not known she a demon
I would believe her an angel
My thoughts of decades pass
still in a youthful grace
I am a demon now to drain
I dared to kiss her ruby stained lips
Speed Writing 5The seamless metal mask split open and slid back behind its bearer's head, revealing the dirty blond hair and light blue eyes or its wear.Speed Writing 54 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
She gazed at her kill, her finger off the trigger, but just barely. These creatures were known to play dead, although the purple blood seeping out of the many bullet wounds was a good indicator of death.
Her skintight suit shimmered as the millions of miniature CPUs switched from attack mode to guard mode, constantly scanning the area for hostiles while their owner was distracted.
The suit stretched out tautly over her belly, the diamond hard polymer accentuating the fecund growth she harbored. While she may have been a soldier, she was still carrying the next generation inside her.
"Danger!" The microphone in her ear shrieked as the suit detected enemies moving near.
Instantly the mask closed over her smirking face. "Sorry kiddos, Mommy has some killin to do. The Chinese food your making me crave will have to wait." She told h