Life is ..Life is …Life is ..7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Life is the space between your ears,
Life is the song that no one hears,
Life is the place that only you know,
Life is the grass growing through snow,
Life is the touch of a lover's hand,
Life is a castle melting in sand,
Life is the laugh that's stuck in your throat
Life is a poem that god wrote
Life is the shiver on a warm night,
Life is like death, only not quite.
I Hate Life When...I Hate Life When...9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When you have no choice
But to lie –
Especially to your friends
When people cannot accept you
For who you really are,
And you have to continue the act
Just for them.
When your darkest secrets
Are discovered by your friends --
The ones you never wanted to know about it
In the first place.
When you think someone loves you,
Then they go and let you down.
When people think
They know best for you,
When all you want to do
Is follow your heart.
When someone acts
Like your friend,
Like they really care about you,
Then the next day
They go and bitch about you
Behind your back.
When two people,
Who both like each other,
Won't go out with each other.
When the person you care for most
Will never know.
When your family,
Your own flesh and blood,
Turn against you.
Maybe water is thicker than blood?
When people make judgements
On your appearance
Instead of on the way you act.
When others cannot,
And do not,
Listen to your opinions
And simply think that your views
Do not matter.
she finally quitshe finally quit9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
who is that girl
she seemed so unbreakable
she seemed so stong
you thought she would never stop
thought she would never quit
untill she meet you
that unbreakable girl soon broke
that strong girl son crumbled
that laughing girl soon cried everyday
she just stopped one day
she finally quit
Worth Saving?People keep asking me...Worth Saving?5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"Are you okay?"
Why aren't you happy anymore?"
I just sit there
Wishing I could answer them
But if I knew the answers
I wouldn't be sitting here right now
Giving them a dead stare,
I turn around
Walking away slowly
They try to catch me by the arm
I just pull away
No once can bring me back
I'm off in my own little world
I don't think I'm coming back anytime soon
Someone waves a hand in my face
Once again the questions come
This time I put the fake smile on
But everything's just so fake now
People are starting to see through me
Almost as if I'm a ghost
I'm pale as the snow
Invisible like the wind
I'm a rather lost soul
And I doubt I'll be saved
Why would anyone save me?
I'm just a worthless piece of shit anyways
Don't bother wasting your time
You wont convince me otherwise
People have proved it to me through out the years
I'm meant to be broken
So I'm used it it now
The thought of being saved scares me in a way
I wouldn't be a
Save Me From YouNo words could tell you how much I miss youSave Me From You5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So I wont even try
All I'm going to say is...I miss you
It hurts to say this
But it needs to be heard
I'm no longer your butterfly
I can no longer save you
I cant set you free
Well I'm no longer free either
I cant soar through the sky with a smile
Now I am chained down to earth
Chained down with memories
Pain and hurt
I'm afraid I'll never break free
The only thing that can break these chains
The only person...is you
And we all know you're not coming back
Not this time
But that's ok
I think we're better off this was
Separate from each other
Don't get me wrong
I love you then
And I love you now
But we both knew it would never work
You had too much to worry about
I was just too heart broken
But it's ok...
This would've happened eventually
Better to have my hopes crushed now
They weren't as high
So it shouldn't hurt as much
Falling always hurts though
And this time I'm falling hard
You had me soaring through the clouds
All I want is a sign.So I did it again, was looking for you.All I want is a sign.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate that I have no idea where you are,
if you're happy, well, even alive.
It hurts to write this and think about you again,
I don't like that I can't let go.
My eyes are beginning to sting
and my throat's starting to close.
Damn you, you always do this to me.
All I need is a simple sign,
or a breath, a whisper, a few words,
a smile, a touch, a hug... A kiss?
I remember all the time we spent, together,
I know we probably never were going to last,
but you know me, forever the hopeful.
Even when everything seemed to pile against us,
you smiled when I said "There's always hope."
And yeah, there is always hope,
but now it's a different hope.
Now I'm hoping for a sign,
a breath, a whisper, a few words,
a smile, a touch, a hug... A kiss?
Just something to tell me that you're still around,
I know you probably wouldn't go out that way,
but... It's happened before when I least expect it,
so I don't really say never any
My Angel, My EverythingThis heart used to be filled with hateMy Angel, My Everything5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I was lonely and lost
Help always came too late
One too many times I had been crossed
Now this heart is filled with love
You're by my side and I've been found
Heaven sent an angel from above
I know you're always going to be around
I used to be heartbroken
Nothing in the world could make me smile
Words of regret and pain were spoken
I lived in the past for awhile
Now you're healing my heart
You're the reason for the smile on my face
Even though we're apart
I'll keep waiting for your embrace
You're my angel, my everything
Forever by my side
Protected under your wing
One day I'll be your bride
I could hate you....My heart may be cut and wounded.I could hate you....9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But wounds heal with some time.
I'll move on but,
I'll never completely stop loving you.
Thou I can still hate you.
For so long I fought for you.
But now I'm wondering.
Were you worth that fight?
Tears fell,blood stained and heart shatttered.
You may say I can't hate you, or hurt you.
But would you like me to prove you wrong?
I can easily ignore you,
causing you to some pain, making you think
that i do hate you.
All I'd have to do to hurt you,
is choose another to be with.
I know you and I know your jelaousy.
So remember I can easily hate you.
Have you learned enough about hate?
I'll push you away,
and watch you fall to the ground.
I hope you've finally learned
I can easily hate you.....
but I don't,I love you!
LifeLife happens...Hurts like hellLife3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
It seems that life doesn't care what or how anything happens as long as it gets to the end.
I want to find out why I'm here. But like I said life hurts like hell.
You, I, and everyone else have been screwed over by life.
Life will always hurt. It will never give you the easy way, always the hard way.
Life will never tell you anything until the end, when it's to late
just another empty promise.She's the type of girl who sleeps next to her guitarjust another empty promise.3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
because she lingers to feel the guitar strings as she falls into a deep slumber.
She's the type of girl who smiles over necklaces and promise rings
because she holds them dear to her heart
in a second heartbeat.
She's the type of girl who enjoys wearing ripped jeans
and oversized t-shirts,
because she's too afraid to expose herself
to the world
that broke her heart.
She's the type of girl who sings in the shower,
as she daydreams about seeing your face,
how dare you even see a smile.
Haters, please.I finally understandHaters, please.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why there are haters out there
They just yell, instead of lend a hand
They just rant, not giving a care.
They're just jealous
Of the skills they cannot posses
When they see the great art, the hide how zealous
They really are, the are obsessed
So I laugh in their faces
They think they can get me down
I erase yesterdays traces
Of when I would cry and frown
At what they would say
it's just words of shit, I now know
The can't bring me down this fine day
That only happened a long time ago
So take my advice and shove it back
Show them that you aren't weak, show them you can fight
Express everything, show them that courage is what you don't lack
Show them that you are strong, show them you're right.
Because you are...
What I really hateI hate how the thought of you never leaves my mindWhat I really hate5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
How I cant close my eyes without seeing your face
Sometimes I wish I could just go blind
But those images are something I can erase
I hate how no matter what I do I cant talk to you
How everything you ever said replays in my head
Sometimes I worry that we're done, that we're through
But I know if we were, I'd already be dead
I hate how I cant hear your voice
How if I turn my music down I hear it anyways
Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing this by choice
But everyone keeps telling me this is just a phase
I hate how I cant say I love you
How I have to whisper it to myself instead
Sometimes I wonder if you were untrue
But I'll wait for the answers are ahead
I hate you don't care
How you pretend you do
Sometimes I wonder how much pain you bare
But I'm sure this all means nothing to you
I hate how you always lie to me
How I always seem to believes you too
Sometimes I wonder if you can see
But this sad story is way overdue
I hate how I worry you
HelpI look into my soul,Help8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My heart, my mind
i search and i hunt.
though Nothing i find.
that place where they were
is empty and bare
i've Lost my Emotions,
my thoughts, and my cares.
I'm trapped. No escape
as I search for a key.
anything to save me
from the Horrors i see.
"oh what have i done?"
I Scream through all space,
cross all stars i hurtle
seek some Safer place
i tossed her a smile
as she passed in a car
she glared at me inanely
Left me Trapped behind bars.
Someone Please save me
Can't take this no more
Anything! Help me!
just don't close the...
Self InjurySelf Injury9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The pain that you feel,
Pain that feels so real.
This is your only,
Single way to deal.
Warm crimson liquid,
Leaking from your skin
Riding your body of your pain,
All your shame, and all your sin.
You know it's wrong,
But when it feels so right,
You just give up
And stop your fight.
In silence you scream,
Your struggles unknown,
Your pain goes unseen,
You suffer alone.
The Truth to LifeDo we have a purpose, is a question one will often askThe Truth to Life9 years ago in Open More Like This
Is there a higher power out there, some greater task
The truth will hurt many, not only a few
People have a hard time dealing with that which is true
There is nothing greater that watches your back
Deal with it, stop crying and build your own stack
You are responsible for the life that you lead
It is not someone else's fault when you don't get what you need
If one wants the stars, they must be grabbed by one's own hand
Nothing in life is freely given there is no promised land
So the question remains, why are we here
For those without faith, the answer is painfully clear
We live only for today and if we are lucky the morrow
To us there is no afterlife, but that brings us no sorrow
Self improvement is our main goal and it starts in the here and now
We refuse to be filled with illusions of grandeur and get fat off them like a cow
The best of us seek improvement in every area we can
Without the proper balance of self there can be no co
I Hate YouThis is to youI Hate You4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate you
I hate you so much
All you do is shout
All you do is scream
All you do is put me down
You've never sincerely told me I did well
You've never been proud of me
You've never smiled at me
You always think of me as a disgrace
You always think I'm some embarassment you can hide
You always assume I can't do this and that
I hate you, dad
I hate you and you should know it
I hate you because you just don't get it
I hate you because you just don't care
It's the way you always tell me I'm stupid
It's the way you always expect me to be perfect
It's the way you always yell at mom
It's the way you always put yourself above her
It's the way you critique every person I meet
It's the way you never let me have a life
I hate you, dad
And it's because you're unfair
It's because you're the police
It's because you're the judge too
And it's because you're also the prison
I'm stuck here, dad
And I hate it
I wake up
And I just want to crawl out of my skin
I just want to die and nev
Self HateSelf HateSelf Hate6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They tell me I cant be perfect,
That useless Ill always be;
They say Im so worthless,
That failures the only thing Ill see.
Looking in the mirror,
Ill list all my flaws;
I will stay secluded,
In these four walls.
Since its what I deserve,
Ill endure the pain;
Im no longer sane.
Its horrible to know,
There is no end to this I can see;
Its even worse to say,
The one telling me this
hateit boils down in your insideshate2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it creates fire
it makes your whole world see red
it makes you blind with anger
it is abhorrence, aversion, anathema
and i can't tell where it hides
it starts war.
the venom sinks into your skin
and poisons your heart
it breaks relationships
it creates jealously
the animosity of
the pain never
seems to fade
it holds grudges
it never lets go
of the past
it has forsaken
it has turned bitter
died so long ago
it is a gift of
it is an abomination
that can't be stopped
it only hurts
it creates pain
it feeds sorrow
till death, hate
will move along.
I Hate My LifeI can't stand being here. My life is not worth it. Sometimes I wonder why I'm here. Sometime I wonder if any one caers. I just bring pain to all of my friens. I keep draging the one I love into my problems. My frinds say they love me and yet they feel sorry for me. No one cares about my prblems. No one cares about me. I have so many Problems to many to handel. I can't say i was never happy. There always a time I was. But happyness doesn't matter now all I have is sadness and pain. I can't keep my self happy as much as I try. Maby I shouldn't be here. Maby it would be better if i was never born. I don't know. All I know is I'll never find happyness again. I can't stand being here and now you know why.I Hate My Life10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hate, hate, hateI hate having to speak to youHate, hate, hate7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
But I hate when you ignore
I hate when you don't return my emails
And I hate when you don't call
I hate the way you avoid my eyes
When I'm trying to look into yours
And I hate what you say behind my back
And all the trouble that you cause
I hate the dot to dot acne just above your nose
And I hate your nearly-a-monobrow too
I hate the way you're so selfish
And how it always has to be about you
But mostly I hate that none of this is true
And the fact that I hate myself
For not being to hate you
LifeLifeLife4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Define it yourself
Show the world who you are
Don't let it define you
Don't let it tell you what to do
When it gives you 100 reasons to cry, give it 1000 reasons to smile
Don't take a single moment for granted
All the world's a stage, but you're the star of your own show
Dance like no one's watching
Love like it doesn't hurt
Laugh like it's your last day on Earth
Sing like no one's listening
Life isn't about finding youself, its about creating yourself
It's about the roller coaster ride of an adventure
The thrill of the ride
It's not about the friends you have
Or the clothes you wear
It's about commitment
A drive to live
The will to stay alive
The competition for happiness
The strive for sucess
Live a crazy life
And enjoy every minute of it
It's about rising above the rest
Living your life the way you want to be remembered
Is about not having regrets
Goodbyes only being until tomorrow
Breaking the rules
Ignoring your head
Following your heart
LifeSame old thing,Life2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Memorys of scars, running through the mind.
Just smile for everyone.
Prove your strength, because no-one will leave you then.
Does it really matter what they have said?
Take anyone who offers you friendship,
But trust them with nothing.
This world brings you up with hope,
Then crushes it all.
Still we enjoy it,
Because our lives are so short.
So why take them?
Even if I'm changing,
Even if I'm different.
I guess no-one could ever change it but me.
Believing the lies was step one,
But faking a smile, to make others happy was step two.
Why don't I cry for help?
It's not possible now is it?
Moving on, never looking back was step three.
Still you cry when head's our turned.
Even if they notice, lies are given once more.
Can't this world be perfect?
Ended it all.
If nobody stops me, it will keep going.
If nobody wants me, it will keep going.
Losing count of days,
As they roll on
Every day alive, is that really
All of These LiesI am a monster stalking my prey.All of These Lies3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I am a killer waiting for my victim.
I am a loon on the loose, killing as I please.
I am a freak of nature destroying all that is loved.
I am a disease waiting for a new vessel to kill.
I am your hatred.
I am your suffering.
I am your death.
And all of this is a complete lie,
For I am none of this.
I am an angel sent from heaven to spread happiness with my people.
I am a hero saving yet another maiden.
I am a rescuer saving someone from their retched nightmares.
I am your hope.
I am you happiness.
I am your life.
And all of this is a complete lie,
For I am none of this.
Yet, I am all of this.
Every last thing.
Do you even believe such lies?