WorthlessWorthless, what is in a name?Worthless3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
All my life i've been told i'm nothing,
my mother, my beloved mother, why do you look at me like i'm a criminal?
Father, father dearest, do you not look at me like a normal person?
If I am hurt, do i not cry?
Do I not bleed?
Everyday i look up to the sky wondering why i'm still here...
I feel used.
I feel hurt.
My lungs, they fill with pain, no one can imagine.
Not just my heart, but my body feels like its shutting down every time i wake up for the next day!
I am ill often.
I can not help that.
You know, i have not always been this way.
Looking up at the sky hoping that this nightmare would end.
Hoping to wake up to the girl of my life.
Waking up to a better ending.
I look at my reflection in the mirror.
My eyes, they look tortured.
They carry the light to my soul,
but its growing dimmer and dimmer...
When will it come?
that i will take my last breath of this world and enter the next?
Will i enter the life of the good?
or will I end up in the life of hell