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Jason 24 years ago in Other
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Shadow The Hedgehog 34 years ago in Other
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Angel 24 years ago in Other
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little house3 years ago in Still Life
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Letter 7: Your ExSamantha,Letter 7: Your Ex3 years ago in Letters More Like This
I know this may sound harsh, but I honestly look back and ask myself Why... All of the pain you put me through was definitely not worth it in the end. It wasn't the breakup that made me so insensitive, it's the way you shoved it all back for the following month. Attempting to boast about who you're going out with now, calling me, seemingly, just to piss me off. Even singing that song that you picked out for us. I'll let you know that every time I hear that song on the radio I just walk away until I can't hear it anymore. I honestly don't look back and wish that we could have what we had in the beginning back again. I do wish I coul
Don't CareDon't Care3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
crimson liquid, flowing through the edges
feels warm, leaving red trails wherever it goes
call me a heretic, an emo! or even a sinner
why should I ever care? I live my life!
but let me tell you one thing. I was once a lover
You all must 've been sick of my stories and propaganda
But why should I care? I don't take rules, nor permissions
I live by my own, not yours and write without agendas
lover us just too short, I used to be a live-er
it has been so long, that I've not been a believer
of love, life and God!
I've lost the feeling, and now It's gone and you ask, "what's wrong?"
something beautiful was dying, when she turned away
MemoriesThey hit me suddenlyMemories3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Out of the darkness they creep
From the depths of the earth they seem to appear
You try to forget
You try to stay mad, angry, sad, depressed
But they persist
And you fight it with all your will
But alas, the side of your mouth begins to twitch
It moves upward
And a smile appears
As you remember
And life is once again good
Damn you memories!
Your EverythingYour Everything3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your Everything
Your smile makes my heart explode
Your hug makes me feel alive
Your face lights up the room
Your eyes locked against mine
Your voice makes my heart beat
Your pulse, it's matching mine
Your hand around my shoulder
Your disposition, oh so kind
Your words make me feel welcome
Your meanings, they do too
Your answers to my questions
Your evil and anger few
Your smile makes me quiver
You're really so divine
You're seeming to really like me
So why are you not mine?
AutumnA leaf falls from the highest branchesAutumn3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Glossy surface catching on the breeze
The sunny yellow contrasts with the sky
That looms, grey, above it
The leaf flutters and floats
Spinning violently as it is taken away
Slowly, gently, it comes to rest
Laying upon the chilly concrete at my feet
I bend over, grasping the leaf by the tail
I twirl it between my fingers
For several moments, I remain still
Engrossed in its vibrant golden hue
My fingers trace the rough edges
And its delicate network of veins
It reminds me of childhood autumns
The smell of winter on the horizon
Bundling up into jackets
ConfessionsOnce there was a time when this was a dream;Confessions3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I don't think you remember it at all.
We were younger and so naïve it seems;
Out in the world just beginning to crawl.
How I was told that you would be the one!
But your deep eyes ne'er once wandered my way,
And yet the way I felt could not be undone.
You charmed me and would lead my thoughts astray.
The soft words that you spoke were never mine.
Not friends, nor foes, on which we could agree;
Hoping for something more, my world would shine
Though sadly I knew this would never be.
Now finally I bid this "love" adieu;
I've found a happiness that isn't you.
I want...I don't know how it happened or why but it seems that life has started when I wasn't looking. I step back for a moment and realize that life is happening all around me and I'm stuck wishing it wasn't. Somehow when I blinked everything changed, friends went away to college, school stopped, and I was alone. I feel like I'm standing in the middle of time square watching all the cars whiz by and I can't move. My feet are stuck where I am because I don't want things to change. I want to be sitting the cafeteria laughing with my friends or in class trying my hardest not to get caught talking with a buddy. But I'm not there. I won't ever be there agI want...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The Taste of BloodThe Taste of Blood3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Determined
Driven by a thirst I cannot quell
To partake of your life
The essence coursing through your veins
The distributor of oxygen and energy
Your inner saviour from microscopic distress
It cannot stop the blade
My instrument and extractor
Piercing the flesh
Your blood flows free
And receive what I seek
The taste of blood
It fills my mouth
The taste of blood
I feel the surge
Your being I consume
With every bit I imbibe
Your memories now mine
I drink your very soul
Your body's dying
As I cut you further
The taste of your blood
It's like no other
The taste of blood
I must find another
No HeroNo hero,No Hero3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just broken dreams and a half written song.
No hero.
Just me and my empty heart.
Just me and my guitar.
No hero?
No hero.
No hero.
Just my broken voice and a cold requiem.
No hero.
Without smiling he ran away.
He left me by myself.
No hero?
No hero.
Playing my guitar once again.
Lonely on the rode waiting for a ride.
I think of him and I just want to cry.
No hero, without him, no hero.
A female figure fades away on the rode…
Lonely lady… waiting for someone to stop.
A guitar on her back, a letter in her hand,
Without a hero in her life,
She walks.
Farewell cold WorldI've gone completely crazy.Farewell cold World3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've lost track of reality.
I feel safe in my dreams.
Don't know what to believe,
I surely need a gateway,
I don't know where I'm standing.
I'm here.
In between you and you.
Them and them.
Cold and wounded…
Life is senseless.
To laugh Is useless.
I die day by day.
Day by day I fight this pain.
But every minute becomes a heavy chain.
One day I'll touch the ground for once.
I'll look and I will see their backs.
Even my dreams might be a lie.
I've gone crazy.
Confused and hungry.
Dirty and lonely.
The day I touch the ground…
I swear I'll write for once:
"Farewell Cold
Cananana 3 years ago in Cityscapes & Skylines
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INCOMPREHENSIONShe screams,INCOMPREHENSION3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She scrams with terror,
But nobody listens,
Because nobody cares.
Nightmares come to her.
Confusion takes her mind.
She is alone in her world.
Because her voice isn´t heard.
Now running,
She tries to reach a safe place.
But she never gets there.
She´s moving no where.
Voice without meaning.
Legs with no movement.
Despair everywhere.
Incomprehension is her name...
ANSWERYou won´t have to give me anything,ANSWER3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can assure you I have no doubts,
That your heart belongs to me,
From a long time.
Insanity has knocked my door,
And I swear I´m fighting,
For I know you´ll be back,
To calm my grieved heart.
Now I´ll ask you,
For just one promise….
Don´t suffer.
Don´t let them hurt you.
Because the only thing,
That could ever harm me,
That could defeat me,
Is you, your pain.
Don´t tear my heart,
Please don´t forget,
That it beats for you,
Because you´re my life…
Letter 5: DreamsDreams,Letter 5: Dreams3 years ago in Letters More Like This
I love the way you try to assure me that everything is normal and alright. Or the way you try to make some unrealistic world for me to delve in. I almost regret waking in the morning because you are the only thing that seems to make me better anymore. I'm not happy anymore. I can't sleep at night. But when I can, I'm grateful to have something to comfort me. The realistic unreality that fills my broken sleep is often the motivation for the day. But when I awaken, it's gone. Never to be remembered. Never to be forgotten. I love you, my dreams, because I know that you'll always be there for me. Even though you can't change my daily lif
Smiling to the cameraThere´s people talking.Smiling to the camera3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hear them whisper.
It´s about me.
Shoud I care what they say?
Should it hurt?
My friends are joining,
to judge my life,
my bad decisions and what I am.
It amuses me what they say.
By now it doesn´t seem to harm me.
In this big scenario,
where my life is for now a show,
I will let them enjoy.
Should I care?
Should it hurt?
I´m amused.
I´m not harmed.
So...I´ll just smile to the camera!
UsI am lost in your eyesUs3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As you sit there and smile.
Nothing is wrong now.
Everything is right.
I do not feel anything anymore
Except for your love.
You are there like a beacon
Shining through the darkness of my heart,
Saving the ship of my life
From the shores of despair.
I love you with all my heart,
There is no doubt
Every time I look into your eyes
It's like everything is okay.
You're my safe place
The person who cares the most.
You are the only thing
that matters to me anymore.
I know that you love me.
I love you the same.
Reading 3 years ago in Spontaneous Portraits
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Killing Loneliness 3 years ago in Emotive Portraits
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Poet's inspirationThe poet is now dreaming under a star sky.Poet's inspiration3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The poet is now hiding, the monster withing her heart.
The poet is now laughing, things she can't do in life.
The poet is now dreaming, under a star sky.
Writing would be a sin, writing without words.
And crying is not allowed,
for there's just joy in the clouds.
Writing would be a sin, writing without a soul.
But night will end with the certain sun rise,
and her eyes will be open to the real life.
At the very mourning, she'll take a pencil to write.
She'll leave in that paper, her suffering and scars.
It's impossible for this poet to write out of happiness,
her words are black
Sushi -1st attempt3 years ago in Main Dishes
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