Hey There DelilahSipping coffee on a Monday morning, watching the hustle and bustle of New York City was how I always started my week and today was no exception. I gazed upon the setting with fondness, as I always did, loving the way people walked past the windows with sincere, thoughtful and sometimes hurried expressions. I listened to the quiet background noise, smiling to myself and slowly drumming my fingers against the Styrofoam cup in my hands. I used the to-go cups, even though I stayed in the café, My regular seat, usually left available for me, was right beside the front window which gave me the best position for people watching.Hey There Delilah6 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The pattern I'd fallen into was a lovely little word called Routine. It was a habit most people will fall into in their lives as they watch the years pass by, waving hello-goodbye. Unlike some, I enjoy the routine I follow everyday. I didn't wake uncomfortably early, nor have far to walk to work. I especially loved my morning coffee and the same people
Kingdom of the Gryphons: Part 2Chapter 1: Fireclaw's TrialKingdom of the Gryphons: Part 21 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Tamura felt fear grip her heart as she stared at her former master. She had lived in constant fear that he would come back to exact his revenge upon her and her family. Acting like any mother would when she felt her offspring were in danger, Tamura leaped between her children and Fireclaw, letting out a bone chilling war screech.
Fletcher joined her. "Get away from our children!" he growled venomously, crouched low and ready to attack, his ears flattened against his skull. Mirriana joined them as well.
Anita peeked out from behind one of her mother's legs and whispered, "Mama, who is that?"
"No one for you to worry about." Tamura whispered, not taking her eyes off Fireclaw.
Fireclaw simply snorted. "How touching."
"What do you want?" Mirriana snapped, her eyes narrowing.
Fireclaw glared at her with his one good eye. "Ahh, I remember you!"
"Good, because if you even think about hurting my family, I'll tear out your other eye too!" Mirriana threatened, standin
antiI am the blood,anti8 months ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
you are the blade;
you are what summons,
I am what came.
Never give upNever give up1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Over and over again, you cut at my heart and over and over again I can't avoid the pain. Why not just end it now. Kill me and get it overwith but someone the pain still remains. As blood drips of my cold lifeless body I find my self worthless of even being here. Worthless of your love. I'm tired of giving people a reason to cry. Im tired of trying to be something I'm not. N the end I enjoy those knifts cutting at my rose peddles and splattering my blood all over this empty room. I scream for more as you cut deeper revealing my naked vains and hungry insides. Cut in my heart already! I scream wanting to get rid of it. All of the tears I've created and all of the tears I've bleed. Blood driping from my eyes as I cry out to you. why must this happen. Is it true that love may never last if not then please come recue me from all of this before I cut myself even more. I took the knift witch you held towards me. And I slashed and slashed at myself. My rose withers with each cut. It burns and
In life there is no happy endingIn life there is no happy ending1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
What is love I repeat over and over again in my head. Will it last? Why is it there? Why must we feel this way? Its true in all ways. In some cases it'll never last but in other cases it just might. I told myself I was done with love. I was on my own now until I met someone. He picked me up and spun me around and it was worth the ride. No matter how many times I cried. No matter how much my heart bled I was happy just to have him there. I didn't care about his mistakes they were no better then mine. I loved him for him of course and I remembered the day he got down on his knees and said will u marry me? Of course I said yes but I had my doubts afterall it wasn't goinga last long. Time and time again he made me cry but I couldn't take that chance of pushing him away. Our hearts were joined as one you might say, tied together by the threads of life. But it all ended one day. I'm divorcing you he said one day and begged him to stay. But before I got the chance to say I love you he w
Its only lifeIts only life1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
no matter how many tears i've cried i've always told myself to keep moving on. but no one can see what pain i have in my heart. no one knows how much i despise life. its sad and painful but we all must get through it. if i told you my smile was deceiving what would you think. people will never know what's on your mind or what crap you go through. well i can tell you i'm done with these walls blocking my route. im done with this pain in my chest and all the torture i've faced. truly at the end i wanted to die but i realized if i had done that i would have missed out on the things that i was blinded to. but when i watch these people and how much paint hey go through it breaks me down into little bits that can't be rebuilt. people revile to me their pain, their desires, they're regrets and i love to listen to them although it makes my heart hurt to know i can't change it. truly life is a bleep then you die and sometimes that makes me wanna cry but all i can do is accept it. sometimes i wi
CryCry1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
SHOT ME WITH A RIFLE AND LEAVE ME HERE TO DIE WATCHING AS I SOLLEMLY CRY SEARCHING FOR AN ANSWER. BUILD ME UP ON PLANES OF TERROR STRIKE ME DOWN UNTIL I SOBER MAKE ME HAPPY WHILE IM STILL ALIVE BRING ME PAIN WHILE IM STILL INSIDE. WHAT ARE U TO DO NOW? TAKE MY HEART AND CRUSH IT ONCE MORE. ISNT THT BETTER THEN LEAVING ME ALONE TO CRY LEAVING ME INSIDE OF THIS BLACK WALL WHERE NOTHING CAN HURT ME WELL THT WAS LIE BEACUSE I STILL THROB. SO TELL ME WHAT EXACTLY ARE U TO DO NOW?
Leave Me BeThat one sentence,Leave Me Be1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
So why do you want back in my life?
You hurt me so,
I don't want that to happen again,
So why do you want back in?
I don't want you in,
So go away.
You said you loved me,
You said you cared about me,
You told me to my face,
That you hated everything about me,
And didn't want to see me again.
You said those words,
Did you really think that I would forget them?
I didn't forget them,
I didn't forget that moment,
So I ask again,
Why do you want back in my life?
You wont be able to anyways,
So quit your asking,
Quit bothering me,
And don't threaten me either.
None of those things will let you back in my life,
So get away from my life,
And leave me be.
Don't pull that trigger on your gun,
It wont do you any good,
You kill me,
You'll have blood on your hands.
And once I'm dead,
I am not coming back.
On laying your gun down,
As I said,
Leave me be.
MOBIAN ADVENTURES RP GUIDE.MOBIAN ADVENTURES RP GUIDE.1 year ago in Settings More Like This
Rules for the chat room called "MobianAdventures"
[more might be added later if more problems occur]
1. Must be experienced and know the basics of roleplaying. [that means do not make your characters practically "gods" and super powerful. All characters must have a reasonable weakness. And they all must be able to DIE, Etc.]
2. Do not pair fan characters with officials.
3. You can rp as a cannon character as long as you can do it right. [im strict]
4. Rp fair.
The Topic in the chat room is used for "EVENTS" only.
RP style: Parascript, Example;
Character: *paragraph story writing style here* [and we take TURNS]
NOTE: Guests [why are called ghosts] can watch But they cannot join or talk.
Status: [single or taken?]
Type: [flight, speed or power? you can only be one]
ANY IDEASHay can anybody help me out. I want to do my first cosplay but can not come up with any ideas. I want to make an outfit with thing that I have around the house. I also want to do my first cosplay with characters that have the same hair color as me and maybe the same eye color but mainly hair color. My hair color is brown and it is a bit long. It is sorta the length of Kagome's from Inuyasha. If anyone has any ideas pleas let me know I would deeply apreshiate it.ANY IDEAS2 years ago in Settings More Like This
Alana and GurRaeye crazy adventureAlana and GurRaeye one crazy adventureAlana and GurRaeye crazy adventure2 years ago in Profiles More Like This
It was a bright and sunny morning. Alana and GurRaeye were out to enjoy the wonderful day. All of a sudden GurRaeye turns around and jumps up on top of Alana and starts to tickle her. Alana starts to squrm and to laugh. "Hay quit it GurRaeye that tickles." GurRaeye starts to laugh and turns around and hits me on the head with a hammer and runs off still laughing. Alana then bounces up and then jumps onto GurRaye's head and then flies off. GurRaeye laughs and then jumps into the air and joins Alana in flight. Alana does a supersonic jump to get in front of GurRaeye. GurRaeye laughs and does a spin dash right past Alana. All of a sudden GurRaeye stops and started to fall to the ground. Alana notices and she does a bake flip and charges at GurRaeye and catches her before she falls to the ground and hurts herself. For some reason GurRaeye starts to laugh and Alana had a confused look on there face while GurRaeye shoved Alana away and telepo
TiredI am tired now. Tired and want to go to sleep. But I can't. I need to keep going forward in life. I can not always step back. I need to take a step forward and keep going. There is no time to ponder about the "What ifs." I need to keep moving forward and not stop. I need to work around these problems, and find a solution. I need to find my way through this maze. I need to climb over those tall mountains that seem to hang over my head. Tired or not, I need to fight through this, and make it to the finish line.Tired2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Brenton Brown BioBrenton Brown grew up in Cape Town, south Africa.He later on studied in Oxford, england and the reason of this was to get the attention of a much larger church of young worship leaders at the first Vineyard UK recordings. The songs " Come now is the time" and "who are thirsty" was not a bad start on the beginning of his career. These were only his first recordings as a solo artist. During that time Brenton was a worship leader in his home town in South Africa for so many years. ' The Lord got a hold of me while I was studying polotics and law in Cape Town. After confronted by the power of the gospil at a Bible study. I threw my lot in with a vibrant, multicultural church on campus whil I continued to study politics and law at University.' said Brenton. His studies went well for four years and later he was on his way toOxford University as a Rhodes Scholar. At the University is were Brenton will find the Vinyard Movement and a style of worship that would make a great change at churchesBrenton Brown Bio2 years ago in Profiles More Like This
I am a robot.I am a robot.I am a robot.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Ludicrous, I know
But I feel it so
That I am
With a firm belief in what they call a soul
What a beautiful word
With its implications
As if to have a soul is
If I could only feel
What I think now
Is just logic
Just basic programming
A clumsy simulation
Of what should be
The eternal night sky
Across my retinas
Melting and forging
With every glance
At this infinite
All that exists
Despite our greatest efforts
We are only able to
Hope that when
The gears start failing
(In their rheumatic manner)
And when the rust starts tearing into
And when exposure scratches
And fades us to the point
And when the earth
Swallows us whole
One gust of wind at a time
And when the tree roots
Around and through us
Life or deathThe day darkened and the pain grew. All of my friends through out timeLife or death2 years ago in Profiles More Like This
suround me. They try to help as much as they can. I can hear my friends
and family on the other side. i dont want to go just yet. I'm still
pregnent with a litter on the way. as I lay in my human form trying to
grab as much air as I can, the thought of my twins and my litter soon on
their way come to my mind. Wounds from past battles re-open and blood
pooring out. It's getting very hard to see now. I became in this state
because of my erge to bring back my friend from the died. I gave them
part of my own life force and power for them to live again. Because of
that I began to become weaker and weaker. Just as I found out who I
trully am I loose my body. In order to save me my friends that I saved
have to give there very lives back to me unless they value life more than
their friends. My life in on my friends hands now. It's all up to them to
have me live or die. Make a decision fast please because I dont think I
ThoughtsMaybe that's exactly what you need;Thoughts2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a passionate kiss;
one that will send shivers up your spine;
one that will make you pull me closer;
one that you can get lost in.
Close your eyes;
just let go of all your troubles;
nothing can get you there. Not when you're with me.
My hands around your waist;
my breath on your neck;
the feel of my body against yours,
our chest moving against each others.
Getting lost in your eyes;
the sound of my voice.
Feeling my presence;
just knowing that you won't be alone anymore.
Just let go...you won't ever have to feel the pains of heart break.
Feel your heart race and pulse quicken as my lips brush against your neck.
My lips brushing your neck and my
fingers digging into your chest.
My scent filling your sense;
completely taking over;
until you can't control your thoughts,
they all lead to a better place;
one where you're happy and contented.
Living life to the fullest.
Are you smiling?
Can you feel me?
Can you feel my warmth?
Can you feel my finger intertw
The heart's afflictionEyes widenThe heart's affliction2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and tears leak out,
broken pieces of a heart,
float through the atmosphere,
inconspicuous to human beings alike.
Soft broken sobs,
escape from the torn vessel.
Shivers, shake the figure,
and hands grab at the falling frame
No one knows the pain she hides,
the fake smiles complementing the
desperately try to awaken her,
none know she's lost,
lost in a world of darkness,
consumed by the hate and animosity
Love lettersLove letters2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I'm absolutely horrible at explaining what I'm feeling but I have to do this. Yes, you're different not because you loved me but because of you, funny, happy, amazing, gorgeous and astonishing you. The way life goes, I can't always get what I want but I want, no I need you. You took me out of the awful depression I'd sunk into, you made me remember what it felt like to be alive, what it felt like to have someone who'd be able to understand and support me. I agree we're moving too fast but I don't want to lode you. You're the one I want by my side the one, I want to wake up to, the one whose arms I want around me. Maybe this is asking too much of you, but this is what I want. I want to be the one to make you smile, the one to make your eyes light up, the one who makes you laugh. I want to be yours. You're already my world... yes I know, but that's the truth, there's not a thing that doesn't remind me of you, not a thing. I'm always hoping that maybe you'll come back...maybe
Use of wordsYour words so much like my own,Use of words2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
filled with wisdom beyond your years.
Words which belonged to you;
until the day they belonged to the worlds'.
Simple and unique,
using nothing but god given talent,
to tug at a young girls heart string's,
a middle aged woman's tear buds and
an old woman's dead heart beat.
Words are so much more than you make them out to be,
writing in the spur of a moment,
in the intensity of emotion,
in the skip of a heart beat,
thinking that maybe I am the only one to feel ,
this building mass of pain and agony.
Yet when all is done,
and words are put to the forefront;
the ensemble somehow relates,
to words scattered;
in an unbinding moment of heart ache and
Somehow they all manage to offer some words of kindness;
due to similar experiences and
matching yet hidden disturbances .
In my headAll day, nothing from him,In my head2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
gosh I missed him like crazy,
I miss him now to,
but he won't pick up.
I want to hear his voice,
it makes me feel like we're closer.
I want to hear his happiness,
why won't karma give me this chance.
Ah life is so frustrating.
I need him in my life no matter what.
He makes me happy,
more than I have felt in a long time.
Karma, please don't take him away
Thoughts 010Thoughts on love #1Thoughts 0102 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I knew you were going to leave,
I hoped you were different.
You made me smile,
like the rays of a thousand suns.
You held me like that,
of a faithful love
when the day came,
you also left like everyone else.
You broke me like no one else,
in a way that the pieces don't even fit
and it's hard to pretend,
My soul's eradicating ,
my mind's diminishing
as my doubt's
eat me from the inside
time to let go.
Bitter sobs echoing in the night,
soaked pillow at morning's light.
Harsh sounds from a
being in agony.
Thoughts # 29
goes the clock,
minutes waiting for you seems like hours.
Tic tock .
Thoughts # 56
Eyes like sapphires ,
Voice like a love song,
Can make me perky any day
Thoughts # 76
Long phone calls,
And sinful sighs
Can light flames
Worthy of my blushing face
NegativityMy pulse quickens ,Negativity3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And my heart competes like a rival.
My stomach churns in fear and anticipation,
of the response I'm about to receive.
My mind, a million light years away,
Weighing each and every response that may come my way,
But for some odd reason, I can only focus on the negative.
First.First.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I haven't had any first's,
No first kiss,
or a first touch ,
or even my first love,
but for some strange reason,
You're the one I want to share them with.
TellASecretMy heart aches,TellASecret3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
On the inside,
In perfect persuasion with
My cringing soul.
All around me.
From the sighs
Of the tormented.
In alignment with the,
Anguish and despondency of the
Self depression ,
Arrogance and pride,
Tired together in a knot of,
for but a moment,
Covered by the shadows of the
Beating at my ear drums,
Molesting my quivering frame.
Rocking back and forth,
To the comfort of
My own breathing,
That it may somehow help me calm down.
Help me stop the feelings,
To STOP IT IN ITS TRACKS.
To slow the pace,
Of my panicking heart,
To end the alarming thoughts.