Act. Final MomentsI disconnect from the world to only ease the pain
If only for a second then I will take it every single one
Just lifting thoughts off my shoulders that weigh a ton
The fire behind these once driven eyes are gone
Self destruction by your hand, with the unsung song
A song that has been passed down from those who cant see
Encircled words that form the notes that are not to be
The ones that cause thoughts leave open cuts upon the flesh
So open and free flowing they never heal for they are fresh
The words that are scars upon then skin
Shall never be seen again
With out a sign of concern, not even a tear
The one thing you are know is about to disappear
Disappearing into the one place you could never reach
The lessons that are displayed on my back, lessons to shun and teach
Never to be given the time of day
Lost and confuse nothing to say
I know now to be silent and act my age
To take the final bow and leave this stage
EscapeI'm trying to escape,Escape10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
trying to get away,
trying to ignore what they do,
forget about what they say.
No move I ever make,
can ever be one right,
every simple thing I say,
always starts a fight.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
the way I'm supposed to be,
the thing is your slowly killing me,
why can't you see?
I'd really like to run away,
where someone would understand,
to someone who could see my pain,
and gently take my hand.
-she seeks solace-1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
from the crevices of her mind
because it's the only place
where innocence still remains;
and it is the only place
where she can think
without the corruption of the world plaguing her mind.
FlawedInsecurities.Flawed6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Screaming at me,
clawing at every inch
of my body.
That little voice inside my head
sounding strangely like my own,
tearing me down,
from the inside.
Each hate-filled blow,
hits harder than the last.
Each self-inflicted cut,
hidden in shame,
nonexistent to the piercing eyes of others,
visible only in that lonely mirror reflection.
little dotted lines drawn
over every flawed bit of me.
Not pretty enough,
There is not a perfect inch
within my being.
Why can't I be beautiful?
-i. the world would be a better place if-1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
no longer existed
there is far too little time
to hold such bitterness in our hearts.
ii. the world would be a better place if
we found homes
in each other
home is where the heart is,
and my heart lies with you.
iii. the world would be a better place if
to believe in ourselves
it’s okay to fall
when you will rise once more.
iv. the world would be a better place if
the scars that adorn our bodies
in our flaws.
v. the world is a better place
because of your kindness
and everything you do.
Words: Chapter 1Chapter 1:Words: Chapter 19 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Sometimes words spoke larger than actions, but then again, it mostly happened vice versa. Like the flitting clouds before a summer rain, or smelling burnt dough before you started screaming, "My cookies are burnt!"
Yup, that's pretty much how it is; or how it was. High school days had ended four years earlier and that left Haruhi at the…ehh…"prime" of life, at the age of twenty-one. Of course, she had just recently transferred into no less than a prestigious university (on scholarship) and was slowly, but surely inching her way towards being one of the best law students in her year.
Like Kyoya would say,
"Mission accomplished…for now."
"Haruhi-san, you did a very good job on the mock trial. I expect great things from you," Professor Moto said, obviously pleased with her work, "Thank you, Sensei," Haruhi answered smiling. Although quite humble, she knew she did a quite exceptional job; she had worked on her statements late last night.
"I'm now a student of Tokyo Univer
'Best Friend'You left me here,'Best Friend'9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
alone in the cold.
I can almost see the wind blow.
It brings back memories,
memories of you.
The way you used to smile,
you know, back we were two.
three musketeers minus one, "best friends".
The warth of your hug,
and those silly jokes you told,
while trying to cheer me up, force one smile out of me.
I opened up to you, telling you everything.
& now thinking back I realize...
you told me nothing.
Nothing worth knowing, anyway.
Whatever happened? Did you just get bored?
I'm not always cheery, not always interesting,
but I thought best friends was more than that.
Maybe I was too eager,
eager to believe I finally had someone,
some to call my best friend.
you were the closest to it,
almost the closest I'd ever had.
now you're just every other "friend" in the hallway.
Words: Chapter 2Chapter 2;Words: Chapter 29 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
To be honest, I was not surprised at all. Not in the slightest but then again, Kyoya was the one who told me. You might not believe me but this time, no, we were not stalking Haruhi. Attending an art school nearby, we were just off to have a peaceful lunch together. Okay, so maybe not exactly peaceful but something along those lines.
I didn't bother to tell Hikaru, though. My poor brother…he didn't even realize his feelings for her until two years after graduation. By that time, Haruhi was long gone and my poor Hikaru was left to eat her dust but I suppose Milord was the worst off. Heck, he wouldn't come out of his room for days after Haruhi rejected his advances. It gave us quite a laugh, though. We took advantage of the time to paint his Beary blue.
"Ah, Haruhi!" I said, allowing myself to sit at her table, "What a surprise that the three of us have met here!" Hikaru nodded and sat stiffly. Still picking up his wounded heart? And it's already been, what, four y
Words: Chapter 3Chapter 3:Words: Chapter 39 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Haruhi wanted to leave. She wanted to leave right now. After all, a man with a pink buzz-cut entering into the Hitachiin's art university didn't exactly make her feel at home.
She had left to find the twins the minute classes ended. She even was missing a bargain sale for this. She hadn't even changed out of her track uniform. She had decided to work on her running ever since the "Ouran School Festival" incident. She didn't plan to get knocked into the water in a heavy costume by a guy again.
"Hey, sweetie, I haven't seen you here before. Are you new here?"
Haruhi swung around wildly to find herself faced with a giant punk rocker. She raised an eyebrow at him, "Of course I'm new here." She huffed, "And the only reason I'm here is to find the Hitachiin brothers, Kaoru and Hikaru." Her look gave the man the chills, "Do you know them?"
The man chuckled at this, scratching his head. It was quite amusing to see the quite beautiful petite girl staring him down. She didn't even cra
Let Me DieLet me dieLet Me Die15 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let me die,
It hurts to live,
Let me die,
My soul to give.
I want to die,
Give me rest,
I don't want to try,
Just a bullet in the chest.
Every acrid breath makes sweet death,
Like the gentle touch of a lovers caress.
Let me die,
I beg you please,
Pain and disease
Are only a tease.
Give me a place,
Where I can be free,
Where demons wont chase,
And torture me
Lullaby of a RazorI've been here beforeLullaby of a Razor7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So many times
Can't seem to get it right
You never die.
Really how much intelligence does this take?
Not much but then your lacking it in the first place
I know where to cut
But not which veins to drain
I'm such a looser my own life I can't take
Just start slashing, pretty soon in your blood you'll be basking
I've tried too many times to count
-she hides skeletons-1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
in her closet;
she hears the monsters
that lurk under her bed
and the demons
trapped in her head.
Free VerseThey call this verseFree Verse7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A free verse
But how free
Can it be?
It' can't reject my rhymes,
Say no to my syllables
This free verse is as free as a slave
This slave verse is stuck on the page
What is Free?
I ChangedTrying to cover the tears, trying not to show my fears.I Changed10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why do I keep it all inside? My pain getting harder to hide.
I used to be cheery, it used to be real.
But now it's different, and they're making some big deal.
Saying "Why are you so sad?" and "You look depressed."
Can't you just leave me alone, let it rest?
So maybe I've changed...what's that got to do with you?
Just because I've changed? Well maybe you have too.
No EscapeTaking small pieces from me,No Escape5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As I lay fragmented and broken
He destroyed what was left of my heart
Casting me into eternal darkness,
For so long I've searched for a way to escape,
Only to be surrounded by this inky blackness
Everything was dismal, nothing made sense
Everywhere I turned, I was surrounded by pain
And all of it came from making a deal with him,
The beautiful devil with the cold, wicked eyes
Same dark smile that haunts me still
Out of nowhere, you appeared to me,
Sent from beyond the realm of dreams
And I was the one who cast you away.
But you hunted me, tracked me down
Using our hearts as a guide
To find your way back to me
It is indescribable, but I will try.
Your scent sends chills through me,
With a voice that breathes life into
My abused, broken soul;
Your touch amazes me with every breath
And when you look at me with those eyes,
My entire world stops
Only for you.
I want to share this feeling with the world,
Yet I do not know how to name
-you do not know of the burden-1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
that lies upon my shoulders
nor the pain
that i carry in my heart.
-you sometimes f o r g e t-1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
who you really are
beneath the facade
— — because it is too painful
to acknowledge your sins.
The ballad of a cutterDream of marks being dug into my chest, Cutting into my flesh once again.The ballad of a cutter7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In places where not many lately save one could testify to have been.
It's rather gruesome, this recurring dream.
I want to watch my body bleed., The pain, it sooths me as nothing
Ever has. Tried being good, too caught up In being bad.
I want to see and feel the flesh being peeled From my skin.
I want it so bad, cause pain takes away every feeling.
Leaves me devoid of devotion to anything but
The simple act of drowning out my very emotions.
My tale has been told many times before, In the eyes of those forever unsure,
The young and the old, and the somewhere in between.
Some of us yes, we crave to bleed free. It's scary to hear, if you've never felt it,
But most of us, we prefer to be dealt it. Try it once and you'll see why we like it.
Adrenalines a rush, but pain's got a bite to it. Bloody and raw is when my skin looks best,
Covered in blood, from the slashes on my breast.
The wrists are too easy, and some do goo
1upOh Mario, how do thee jump?1up6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Landing on a goompa with a thump
Leaping over a man eating plant with grace
Only to have a spike thingy to hit your face?
Oh why do you punch blocks to get a token?
If you needed money, you could of spoken
Spoken to that talking shroom
But then again he only brings news of doom
He speaks "Our Princess is in another castle!"
For the love star power, this bitch is a hassle