a mad man's philosophyIm only staring at a clean white pagea mad man's philosophy7 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
This page just as blank as my thoughts
This page should contain everything I am
But Im keeping it al inside
Im drawing so many weird forms
And words dont seem to exist
Could it be I forgot what its all about
Or is this the way they taught me to be
Im sure this is not who I want to be
This is nothing less than what Ive become
Thanks to all these enriching events
I try to make them understand
My mouth is moving and Im producing sounds
People are watching with open eyes and open ears
But there is nothing I could learn from them
Maybe that is why Im always refilling my pen
So that I wont become a sad little man
Sky Theres not much you like, is there? he askedSky7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
...but it was stated as if it were a fact of the matter.
I hated being there
Having to talk to people
I did not care about
(obviously they did not care about me)
I like it when stupid councilors stop trying to think that they can understand me!
Hated the absurdity of it
Hated being observed like an animal
Despised everything about counseling
I like it when people stop thinking that they can open me up like some machine and see what makes me tick!
Hating having to live
One pointless day after another
Not really knowing
Where I was going
Whilst the world passed me by
No one understands anything! The teachers! Stupid councilors like you! My parents! My friends! I -
I hated looking at other peoples happiness
Their smiles and
the dark aspect of hopewe were frozen like a polaroidthe dark aspect of hope7 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
time stood still and captured you
in a room that you have never knew
just feel the cold air
move through your spine
try to breathe it out
all in one breath
hope that it won't be your last
we made up timethey say time's a healerwe made up time6 years ago in Open More Like This
but time does us wrong
time taught me to distrust
time changed who I was
time changed my state of mind
what a waste of time
to honour time these days
wishes are fulfilledbeauty can be found withinwishes are fulfilled7 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
a longing, a hunger
a small taste of freedom
in it's most pure form
like the laughter of a child
that echoes on & on
like the burning of a fire
that almost looks like the sun
like the stream of a river
that flows into eternity
poetryPainpoetry11 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hundreds of children yelling, screaming.
Horrified wails that deafen you.
The fear is tangible,
So thick you can’t breathe,
The shame of a thousand souls.
And then, midst the howling,
A faint cry of hope,
A baby that has not yet fallen.
A child that hasn’t been tainted,
And the evil seems to be gone.
Then a cry from the child.
His voice joins the torment.
Screaming. All hope is gone.
When I hear your lovely laugh,
And gaze in your beautiful eyes,
I long to feel the warmth of your touch,
And light your face with a smile.
I make a joke, you laugh, you smile.
My heart is filled with joy.
The color in your velvet cheeks
Paints my heart with love.
But my heart overflows,
As you laugh and laugh.
My heart breaks, and the love
Runs down my cheeks
Into my trembling hands.
And you laugh.
A smile, a wink,
A giggle, a laugh,
Then you glare me down,
Cut my heart in half.
The tears cannot clean
The cut that you made.
The sorrow can't fill
The hole in my so
Psychedelic Indulgences and-Despite appearancesPsychedelic Indulgences and-7 years ago in Open More Like This
Were really living
On the edge of survival
I am your conscience, baby
So lets kill some time
And have a WAR of our own
One we can pretend
(is like playing chess)
We set up our toy soldiers
Line em up all across the floor
And with such dramatic flare
Theyll all fall d
what about the other 16 words?four years,what about the other 16 words?5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
six crushes later
yet i'm Still.
yet i'm still
--with a sadist
What IfLike she wrote in the movie, what and if are two of most harmless words someone can say, but put them together, they can have an everlasting effect on our lives.What If4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What if the only one you want is the person who understands you the most, and yet you just can't have him?
What if you're not even sure which emotions are real and which are just illusions of a romantic soul?
What if you're still in a whirlpool of identities and you just can't decide which one suits you the most?
What if you're still confused about which is the one for you, man or woman?
What if none of the lables that exist in this world will fit you, and you feel like an outcast of human society?
What if you met the right person at the wrong time?
What if that person and you shared and will still share something special, but all you can do is watch each other from a distance?
What if life is meant to be this way, and there's nothing you can do about it?