Wish I CouldI wish I could give you my eyesWish I Could7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Because without you I can't see through the tears
I wish I could give you my lips
Because without you I choke on every word
I wish I could give you my heart
Because without you it's all but broken
I wish I could give you my might
Because without you I feel so weak
I wish I could give you my mind
Because without you I'll lose it anyway
And I wish I could give you my soul
Because without you it's torn and blackened
With The WorldLaughWith The World7 years ago in Open More Like This
And the world laughs with you
And the world passes you by
Not A Star In My Heart But YouSometimes I'm taken by surpriseNot A Star In My Heart But You6 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
When I look into your eyes
And see the tears rolling down your face
So I point you to the stars
And let you know just how beautiful you really are
That in all that outer space
Not a soul could take your place
Right here in my heart
One Day, My LoveLaying downOne Day, My Love7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I watch my heart
Beating against my chest
Over and over again it's tried
It's trapped inside
In this box without a key
One day my love
I'll set it free
One day my love
I'll rip this heart right out of me
Lies To MyselfAs I'm watching the screenLies To Myself7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Something wells up within my chest
I see the words
The thoughts in my head
They lie to me
To the world
I wish to destroy them
To rid myself of them
The urge swells through me
To raise my fist
To blot these evils from existence
Some sense of sanity presses on my mind
I'd left for a moment
But once again
I'm back within myself
For the moment I leave
And never return
My Heart..I bet if I walked into your roomMy Heart..6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it would be empty.
It would smell of
dust and loneliness.
I imagine that your mother,
she keeps your bed made
for the few days every three months,
that you come back home to stay.
I bet your tv is collecting dust
because you never used it in the first place.
And your Gundam figurines,
they're forgotten on their shelves.
And I can imagine
that your posters are still
chillin on the wall.
Waiting for an eye
to catch sight of them.
And I bet the sun,
it still hits your bulletin board
with all the junk you collected
over the past years.
The picture of you and a dog,
are probably fading with out your
And I imagine that
Pepper and Digger,
they miss your terribly.
They miss sleeping at your feet
and on your head.
They miss going with you
to your bike jams
and for random car rides.
And you know what,
I miss you terribly too.
I miss laying in your bed,
staring at the bulletin board,
with the sunlight hitting it just so.
I miss the whirring sound of the f
EscapeI'm trying to escape,Escape10 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
trying to get away,
trying to ignore what they do,
forget about what they say.
No move I ever make,
can ever be one right,
every simple thing I say,
always starts a fight.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
the way I'm supposed to be,
the thing is your slowly killing me,
why can't you see?
I'd really like to run away,
where someone would understand,
to someone who could see my pain,
and gently take my hand.
DanceMy fingers shakingDance7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The song came on
Now or never
I took a long, deep breath
And I walked over behind him
Tapped his shoulder
Tapped it again
He finally spun around
Wanna dance? he asked
Sure, I said
And so his arms slid protectively
Around my waist
Tight, tight, tight
I curled my hands
Around his neck
And we swayed
Ever so gently
Ever so carefully
Our hearts fluttering
And we danced
Our eyes laughing
Our conversation catchy
Ever so surprising
And I still remember
Shades Of GrayLookingShades Of Gray7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Through these eyes
A little darker
A deeper shade of gray
Shines on slowly
And the complexion
Of my reflection
The color of waterHe takes my hand and plants heat in my palm.The color of water7 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
Hurry, hurry, he urges me and his voice is distant and warm.
Its June but there are no crickets chirping. The air has turned into tulle and swallows veil themselves in pink and gray. The ground opens greedy under our feet as we run, we stumble into her hunger for moons and craters, for dirt. Its swollen and clods like balloons creak in the dense dusk and fill the clouds. We spoon them in our soles, the rain forks them. Were cols of paper, flushes of spilt milk and our lines disappear as the water keeps overwriting. Were bronchi, fleshy and bloody and white with air and the air thumps around us like a big heart, dipping into the ground and popping out as she spits it, crying all the names of the sun. It embraces her like a lusty lover, howling, moaning, screaming, returns her to her most savage and frantic desire breathe, breathe, breathe. A million little lungs.
He drags me into the small hut and we
Days Before WinterBlue skies and treesDays Before Winter6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What beauty they hold
White mountain streams
Through October cold
Red leaves on rivers
As nature unfolds
Pink petals face Heaven
In the last rays of gold
DIARY OF SUFFERINGWhere should I stand when the boundaries fade?DIARY OF SUFFERING7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Did I intoxicate you with all the mistakes I've made?
You forfeit your choice when you turned me away.
I'm the sucker because I still asked you to stay.
As I look back through my diary of suffering.
I realise that for your healf-hearted love I gave up everything.
I was ignorant to what I had known all along.
I was always the first one to be wrong.
I'm not responsible for your actions any more.
I'm going to rebuild this heart that you once adored.
Reinforce my walls with an unflinching soul.
Take back all of my character that you stole.
I've learnt now that no matter what you do.
My destiny is created by me and not you.
FlawedInsecurities.Flawed5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Screaming at me,
clawing at every inch
of my body.
That little voice inside my head
sounding strangely like my own,
tearing me down,
from the inside.
Each hate-filled blow,
hits harder than the last.
Each self-inflicted cut,
hidden in shame,
nonexistent to the piercing eyes of others,
visible only in that lonely mirror reflection.
little dotted lines drawn
over every flawed bit of me.
Not pretty enough,
There is not a perfect inch
within my being.
Why can't I be beautiful?
Freely EnslavedYou poison your mindFreely Enslaved7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With beliefs, divine
A part of your life
now left behind
You've no common sense
You weave a defense
Of some plan which was made
Without your consent
You justify how you behave
And choose to be, freely, enslaved
Check the cons
Break the bonds
Don't become their pawns
Escape from the hold
Say you won't be sold
No more messed up stories
From the days of old
Maybe it's time to misbehave
Show them you won't be freely enslaved