Shawn MilkeShawn Milke6 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
Backstage, I was talking with Dennis and Shane about how surreal this whole experience has been as I straightened my red tie and looked into the mirror at my black raiment. It was our final show for "On Frail Wings Of Vanity and Wax" and all six of us had red ties and black dress clothes. As I turned back towards Dennis, in an act of caprice, he flung his arms around me and said, "thanks for starting this band with me, Shawn". Dumbstruck, I nodded and returned the hug. As he released me, I realized something. All the money in the world is chaff compared to this band; this band leaves me in a state of felicity. If I could take this band beyond temporal constrains , I would give up all my opulence to play forever with these guys.
"Alright guys, it's time!" or manager was saying as he approached us with viands, "you have two minutes". Without a word, we picked up our instruments and started walking. We passed Craigery Owens as his band left the stage; I am proud to say that I ungrudgingly
Alone i will standInk stained pages,Alone i will stand4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To mold my heart.
Its been in your hands,
Right from the start.
My words they're short.
My soul is bitter.
I just don't care.
I refuse to hit her.
My walls, they crumble.
My shields recede.
I start to get hopeful.
My heart could be freed.
A dream of course,
How could I believe.
That maybe one day.
So happy I'd be.
Invisible to her,
To others as well.
Alone I shall stand.
Alone in my hell.
A special place in my heart for youThe rain it pours upon my face.A special place in my heart for you3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It scrubs away my fears.
No longer do I want to cry,
but still here come the tears.
I'm finally happy.
I'm finally free.
It wont last forever.
So soon you wont love me.
I know I might hurt you.
I know that I could.
I promise I won't.
Absurd that I would.
I love how you laugh.
I love how you speak.
I love how you deny,
the fact that I'm a freak.
I'll try my hardest.
I always will.
When your finally gone,
I'll love you still.
Alesana: The EmptinessI am here to tell you a story, a story that will torture your thoughts by day and poison your dreams by night. And though I will do my best, there are no words that can be written nor brush strokes laid on canvas that can describe this stark and utter horror of the night that Annabel died.Alesana: The Emptiness5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"The emptiness will haunt you," Annabel whispers in an unsettling tone as I gaze in the mirror.
The Curse of the Virgin Canvas
The sun's rays seeped through the window; I lay awake in the bed and smiled slightly. I pushed the covers down and rolled onto my side facing the one I love. Her long bleach blond hair and short white dress almost matched perfectly with the sheets on the bed. I leaned over her and kissed her, her side of the room was dark, the light only reaching the edge of the bed. I kissed her again and placed my hand on her shoulder.
"Annabel," I whispered her name and she didn't re
The Concept of Floating.The Concept of Floating6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I hear the sorrowful creaking of old swings down by the lake. We used to play on them, wed pretend we were flying. The chains are rusted, the bright yellow seats are now dingy but something about them
I find beautiful
The sun had almost set over the water when your junked car pulled in. You eyes were sad as you found me sitting on the swings. I wanna go back to yesterday I mouthed. The wind began to pick up and it took you
Away without an answer
I was watching the clouds when you came running down the dock. My feet slipped and we both went down into the dark waters. Panic swelled in my chest, I couldnt swim. But your arms wrapped around me
And together I learned to float
Laying under the stars made me feel small and in a way afraid. My frail hands would tremble as my finger tips tried to touch the stars and the planets. Sadly the closet Ill ever get to reaching heaven
Is the fire flys in my clenched fist
You could get me high with a kiss; l
WinterSilver shredsWinter7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The midnight mist,
I bid farewell
To the girl I kissed,
I walk the night,
To hide the sight
Of the midnight winter
I wrap in black
The sword I keep,
Whose name means
But I wield it not,
The sword I wrought,
For tears now blot
My frozen eyesight.
Through the trees
I set my path,
Though the night
Is cold and bitter,
I feel refreshed,
For I am meshed
With the icy frost
Because I am night,
And my blade is bright,
Though I kill with just a whisper,
My breath is cold,
My soul is old,
And I am the god of winter.
SuicideWhen I woke up,Suicide8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I expected you to be alive.
I expected the end of your letter
To say something like,
"I'm right behind you,
But that never happened.
When I woke up,
You were still dead.
You aren't dead to me.
You should be alive,
You should be here with me!
Where are you?
Why did you leave?
You didn't have to go!
I would've cared for you!
I would've rescued you!
There are still people who love you!
You didn't have to kill yourself!
You didn't have to die.
I can't believe you're dead.
I can't believe you're dead.
Awesome quotes by Gerard WayAwesome quotes by Gerard Way7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Awesome quotes by Gerard Way (lead singer of My Chemical Romance)-
Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
Cigarettes and coffee: an alcoholic's best friend!
I'm not psycho...I just like psychotic things.
The Devil got landed with a shitty job, he has to deal with assholes everyday, he's probably bored as hell.
Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara... I'm a fuckin' princess!
It's like the drag fairy coming and saying 'What would you like to do?' Um, yeah karate.
I'd rather be a creature of the night than an old dude.
So many people treat you like you're a kid so you might as well act like one and throw your television out of the hotel window.
I went to school in drag, in art school and my day was completely different because everybody thought I was a chick. You should see me as a chick. So I went as a girl, as like an experimen
Falling for Gerard Way IFalling for Gerard Way I7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
So youll come then?
Frank pondered for a moment; hed never been round Mikeys house before
Yeah, Ill be round in a few minutes but he might aswell
Ok! See you then Mikey hung up the phone. Frank looked around his desolate room before shrugging casually and heading downstairs. He grabbed his Misfits jumper and threw it on, and went to the door. As usual it took lots of yanks and pulls at the old handle before the rusty catch actually worked and the door swung open, causing Frank to fall over. He quickly regained his dignity and walked out, closing the door behind him. He headed into the dark streets wondering what they were going to do, he knew Mikey wanted to play video games, but that was it. He didnt even know him that well, but Mikey was his only real friend at school, and he could always trust him.
He reached up and tugged at the giant knocker in the shape of a lion that was hanging loosely on the door, it bashe
Alice and Jasper's WeddingThis was it. It felt as though this day had creeped slowly up on her; It was with mixed feelings of anxiety and eagerness that June 14th had arrived. Alice Cullen had been told, by her might-as-well-be mother, Esme, that she was not to do a thing to assist her in planning. "You're always working so hard for other people's ceremonies," Esme had teased, "Let me take care of yours. Don't worry, I'm sure I'll do just fine. Leave it to me." And, with this, Alice knew that everything would be taken care of. Everything would fall into place with this special day cradled in the careful hands of Esme Cullen.Alice and Jasper's Wedding7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
It had been nearly three months ago that Jasper had proposed. Leaning down on one knee, he pulled an extravagant diamond ring out of his worn pockets, and asked Alice to marry him. To Alice, it was no surprise. It didn't take a future-teller to realize that this proposal had been coming. Her answer was wholeheartedly yes, of course. The couple had only known each other for just over a year,
For GerardFor the angel who wipes away the tears when we cry.For Gerard6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
For the kid who stands up to bad guys for us.
For the man who wants to protect us from any and every kind of pain.
For the man who made us realize it's okay to not be okay.
For the man who made us realize no matter what, we're beautiful.
For the man who just takes our breath away....
Gerard, this is dedicated to you.
We love you from the very bottom of our hearts.
And we thank you for everything you've done.
SuicideSuicide10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Knife in hand.
Gerard's first day.The halls at school were crowded with people from different cities. Gerard was scared of going in. Maybe it was not the people themselves; it was what people would think of him. He was no longer the older one; he was no longer in New Jersey, but New York. His parents had split up, and he had gone to New York to live with his father. Maybe that was the worst part of it. That Mikey, his sweet younger brother, was no longer there to say it was okay, that they had each other even if they had never had friends. At least they had been together. However, it was no longer like that and he felt a stranger everywhere, even at home. Because that was not home, his brother was home, and when he was not around, Gerard wasn't himself at all. He felt lost and sad because he missed him way too much to take it. He went inside the school and the bell rang. He hurried to his locker and put all his stuff on it. He closed it and a guy came across the other hall, running. None of the saw the other, and beforGerard's first day.9 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Dedicated to frank+gerardThere are reasons.Dedicated to frank+gerard7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You dont fall in love.
With your best friend.
Whos in your band.
I guess you never realized.
Dont last forever.
But your heart still breaks.
The ones who care the most.
The fans that stay alive for you.
STAY AWAKE! STAY AWAKE!
Dont die out.
Everyone loves you.
Please dont go.
Things will get better.
In a year or two.
Reasons not to fall in love.
With your best friend.
Its going to end.
Your heart will break.
You cant stand your friend.
He cant stand you.
You've become depressed.
Lost all hope with yourself.
He's become a prick.
Thinks highly of himself.
And no one else.
You have to escape.
Your decision breaks hearts all over.
Fans everywhere hurt.
Keep the faith.
Keep the hope.
Keep the love.
Things will get better.
RecessBrendon would just simply laugh whenever Ryan got a time-out for throwing spitballs at their third-grade teacher. It was funny how she never seemed to suspect that it was Brendon who was throwing the spitballs. What made it even funnier was that he was forced to wear the dunce hat while missing recess. Brendon would always peer into the classrooms window during recess. He would see Ryan slouched in a chair in a corner with a pen scratching away at a piece of paper. He would never once look up anywhere but at his paper. When the teacher would catch Brendon staring shed take away Ryans recess for tomorrow too but Ryan never seemed to care. He was never one for running around.Recess7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
One day in fifth grade Brendon invited Ryan to go trick-or-treating with him. Ryan was new to the idea of accepting candy from strangers but with hesitation he agreed. He wasnt expecting to get left at a mansion, the police bagged on him for a house and yard flooded with yolks. He never had
Urine JrJimmy Urine: *picks up phone* Hello?Urine Jr8 years ago in Humor More Like This
Principle: Yes, hello Mr.Euringer
Jimmy: Yeeeah that would be me.
Principle: This is Mrs.Bibich, from your sons school.
Jimmy: Yep, that would be you. *smirks*
Principle: Your son took of his pants in class again.
Jimmy: *all excited* He did! Really!? Im so proud-I mean-I will punish him for weeks and make him eat broccoli! Yes I am a good parent!
Principle: *sighs* of course you are I never doubted that *very doubting*
Jimmy: Good day miss Bitch
Principle: *long silence* Good day Mr. Urine *very annoyed*
Jimmy: Thats My name *perky* *hangs up*
Principle: *sighs again* I need a new job
Jack the Ripper"Hello miss," he says with a smile,Jack the Ripper5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"I'd like to buy your company, if only for a while."
"It won't be cheap.", she replied with a grin.
He takes her in arm and they leave the inn.
They stroll for a bit until they arrive
At the destination where her buisness did thrive.
She made her advance but he did deny.
He unveils his knife, she lets out a cry.
Turning to run, she had no success.
Her warm living body, now a bloody mess.
The slashing and stabbing, feeding his murderous thirst.
He slips away still hungry, she's only the first.
Falling for Gerard Way IVFalling for Gerard Way IV7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Frank fidgeted uncomfortably as Mikey hugged his mom asking her how it was, while Gerard went upstairs to tell David and his friend theyd have to go.
It was great love, Frank can stay a little longer if he wants she turned to Frank Your moms gone round your uncles for the night she said smiling, she put her bag down on a side table next to the cabinet and hung her brown fur coat on the rack. Been playing spin the bottle? she said eyeing the bottle on the floor.
Yeah answered Mikey, who picked it up and put it in the bin. Gerard came back down the stairs saying
Alright mom? Ive told them to go I know you dont like noise he gave Frank a look, which let him know hed got off lightly. Frank knew that already, if their mom hadnt have come home when she did, he could have been forced to do anything, with anyone. Thankfully they had all gone though, and not much alcohol had been consumed, whic
My JasperMy fingers drilled rapidly on the countertop as I fidgeted in my seat. Where was he? Id been in the city for weeks and hadnt seen a glance of him anywhere!My Jasper7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Had my vision of him, of Jasper, been faulty? Had my visions ever been faulty? Never, from what I could remember offhand. My most recent vision had been of the golden-eyed coven. They had just relocated to a new home; it wouldnt be hard to find them. But what about Jasper? The vision was incomplete without him.
My first vision--my first memory--had been a snapshot of his face. His honey-blonde hair was gleaming, and his blood-red eyes were filled with a sorrow I could not understand. Ever since that first sight, Id been obsessed with finding this godly stranger, and that was what had inevitably brought me to this small, half-empty diner in Philadelphia.
The second-to-last vision Id had had been of Jasper moving to this city. What compelled me to enter this diner, I couldn
Gerard and his CoffeeIt was a normal morning and Gerard was waiting for Mikey to get back from Starbucks so they can have their morning coffee. 15 minutes have passed and Gerard decides to call his brother and when Mikey did answer, Gerard screams,"MIKEY!!!! WERE THE **** IS MY COFFEE????!!!!"Gerard and his Coffee7 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Meanwhile Mikey forgot to get Gerard his coffee and hangs up...
When Mikey gets back, Gerard notices that he only has one coffee. "Mikey, is that my coffee?" "Um...No." "So you did forget?!" "Gerard...I can explain-" "You're DEAD!!!!" Mikey stars to run and screams,"RUN AWAY!!!!" "Why?" Bob asks. "I FORGOT GERARD'S COFFEE!" "OH ****!" Ray sees Gerard with a chair,"RUN!!!!!!" Mikey warns the other band members.
20 minutes and a calmer Gerard later...
"This coffee is kick ass!" Gerard says as he sips his coffee,"Right guys?" Everyone moans in pain trying to drink their coffee,"Guys? What's wrong?" "You just have to have your damn coffee in the morning and when you don't get it, you act like a...
Vampire Love: Chapter 1Chapter 1Vampire Love: Chapter 17 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
I lay there, not sure if this was some pleasant dream or reality, my body pinned against my rumpled bed by his. He gazed into my eyes, his pupils were dilated, making his eyes appear like empty voids of nothingness that burnt into my soul, searching. His face was breathtakingly beautiful as his cold, grey lips turned up into a small, childish smirk. My heart spluttered insanely within my chest and I was most certain he had heard because he let out a quiet throaty chuckle and placed a slender hand upon my chest, feeling my heart hammering against his touch. As his hand came into contact with me, I let out a short choked gasp. He was so cold. Even though my t-shirt created a barrier between his touch and my blushing skin, I felt chilled to the bone and the shock was like the kind you would suffer from if you were to dive into an icy lake. I felt his ice touch leave me and he pulled away, a worried expression upon his chalky face.
"Did I hurt you?" he quizzed, his voice sounding
my chemical romance bibleYou know you're a My Chemical Romance Freak whenmy chemical romance bible8 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
1. Your carpet is soaked with drool after watching them play on TV
2. You cry when u hear them play your favorite song live
3. You hear someone say My Chemical Romance and you snap to attention
4. You stand your ground and defend them when someone tries to criticize them
5. You feel like burning the TRL building down
6. You read a story and claim you saw one of the band members names, though its not there
7. You have a MCR song for every point in your day
8. You lick the TV when there on it, Mmm..MCR
9. You recite the words to the song when someone even mutters just a word of it.
10. You Live by the words of My Chemical Romance
11. You've asked your parents millions of times if you could make MCR your religion!!
12. You lick pictures of Gerard, or any of the band members for that matter ( This was mentioned by ~that-girl-24 and was happily posted to the bible.)
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE BIBLE
Gerard Way puts the "laughter
Suicide is Painless?She's lying thereSuicide is Painless?9 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
On her bed
The voices whisper
In her head
Nobody loves you
They'd be better off
If you were not there
The blade comes out
It moves real swift
And carves up and
Down her wrist
With her finger
She sat and wrote
In her own blood
Her sister was
The first to find
Her crumpled body
Defunct of life
Her sister does
Not deserve this
She's only six
Her whole life
Will haunt her mind
For all to see
The person she
Looked up to
Is now not here
Oh, what to do
The mother next
She hears the scream
Comes in the room
And in a dream
She sees the body
Her first-born child
A bloody corpse
With a sickly smile
She looks around
Face filled with pain
The mother thinks
That she's to blame
And something snaps
Inside her brain
She never was
The same again
And all her friends
Find out at school
And some move on
Like all should do
But some depressed
Sick of their lives
Go home to bed
Take out their knives
And carve their own
Names in their thr
SuicideSuicide... they call it sinSuicide12 years ago in Other More Like This
They say it is a death in which no-one wins...
They encourage you not to do it, they say it is wrong...
But who is there to encourage you when you can't be strong.
You feel like you have no-one, not even a friend.
No shoulder to cry on, just one last letter to send.