A Small Hole What a sweet burn. It ignites in my heart and burns through my veins to the tips of my fingers and toes. Orgasmic. Intoxicating. Frustrating. I can't feel my heart any longer through the burning. The heat, so intense, has made a hole through the core of my being. How can I give you what you need, when I cannot satisfy myself?A Small Hole7 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
The cardboard falls to the floor, released from numb fingers. I cannot see you. I cannot feel you. I step and fall. Picking myself up again, I continue to move. Sharp, the pain. The anger. Too pretty. Sometimes I think I shouldn't be pretty, for I get myself into too much trouble. Blue eyes. I should gauge them out. However, it's all for naught. How do I turn you away? Nice hair... I can ruin my hair.
Do you see my mind now? Here. Let me show you. I know it's dark and scary. I promise I won't let you get lost.Do you see my mind now?7 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
She split her skin and tore the two halves of her skull open. He was entranced. Finally, he understood why. It flashed and danced. There were more colors than he had ever seen. More colors than he thought possible. The hues were both deeper and brighter than he ever expected. Yet, once his eyes became adjusted to the brilliance of the glow he saw the imperfection. Between all the flashing lights were dark holes. Places where connections ought to have been, but, for some reason, they were gone. The edges were frayed and burnt and sparks snapped, only occasionally making it to the other side.
Sometimes it looked as if the whole went deeper than the mind itself. The electrici
Desejo Pelo FogoO sol ofusca-lhe a vista. As pessoas na rua surgem como fantasmas que passam por ele como se não estivesse ali. Enquanto vai a cambalear, a sua mente vai num turbilhão de pensamentos e memórias. Não esperava ver a luz do dia, já se tinha habituado à escuridão. O passado ainda lhe ofusca mais a vista que a luz do dia:Desejo Pelo Fogo8 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
- Dra. ..., eu não consigo me controlar, esta raiva, esta dor. É como se sentisse um desejo dentro de mim e esse desejo me controlasse.
- Mas sente falta do fogo?
- Não. Mas ele continua a chamar por mim. Continua a querer sair de mim. A querer ser independente.
- Não o consegue controlar?
- Não. Nunca consegui.
O sol continua a incomodá-lo e ele resolve entrar no primeiro edifício que olha. Embora protegido pelo sol, o seu interior estava repleto de pessoas. Novamente lhe parecem fantasmas que o fazem sentir como um. Mas ele prefere assim. Vai subindo escadas sobre escadas sem destino certo. Até que ao chegar acima, olha em seu redor, e senta-se na primeira cadeira que vê
My Silence, Your Trespass My heart in all its silent glory rests in your hands between calloused fingers. Your fingers shook and trembled as you struggled with your decision. Therefore, my heart shook and trembled as I witnessed the change in your eyes. I wanted to exist, to feel, and you were my tie. Lead me through this confusion with your large calloused hand, for I can't fall again. I'm so tired of falling. The feeling of your solid form near me is real. It is something I can fall upon, and knowing the feeling of safety is here for the first time in a long time I let go. Tears come crashing down, wracking my body into agonized shapes of pain and anger and frustration. How nice, letting go...My Silence, Your Trespass7 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
A sweet, deep slumber is the best way to disappear. You feel nothing, experience nothing. Nothing can harm you when you are gone in darkness. I trusted y
Please dont' break my heartPlease dont break my heartPlease dont' break my heart6 years ago in Teen More Like This
I love you. All I ask us for you to love me back. Is that too much to ask for? It seems like it sometimes. I devote every minute of my life to you because I love you. Where as you do the same because I do. I can tell when you are lying so dont lie please as your only hurting the two of us. When I said I Love you, you told me you loved me too but I knew that wasnt the case. I would rather you said nothing than say the three words and put false hope in my mind. I said those words because I meant them from the bottom of my heart, not because I liked the sound of my own voice unlike some people. Those three words is the most powerful combination you will ever come across and you just say them without meaning . It isnt wise to say them for the sake of it. You have to say them from the bottom of your heart, and mean it, like I did. Thats how I said it, but you just said it by force and reassured me with a fake sm
My Little SecretMy Little SecretMy Little Secret6 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It was 10pm and I drifted off to bed. I was tired and wanted to go to sleep and dream those dreams where unicorns existed, where people could fly and where there was a pot of gold at the end of every rainbow. As expected, I had the most amazing dream ever. I dreamt I had soft white wings and I was flying in and out of the clouds. My dream was some what interrupted by the creaking of my bedroom door. A figure lurked by the end of my bed and watched my chest rise and fall as I tried to ignore the noise. Slowly the figure floated towards my fragile body, my breathing becoming deeper. I kept my eyes closed, hoping they would go away, but they didnt. To my surprise, they pulled the duvet to one side and you joined me in my bed. By now my heart was beating so fast I thought it my chest was going to explode. It was five minutes before you moved again. I didnt like where this was going. A cold hand lifted up my polka-dot nightshirt and the rest
Aleksey part 1The most extraordinary thing happened to me today, it came to me in the form of a neatly addressed letter. The scent was familiar as was the hand writing, my small hands stumbled over them selves to open it and my heart raced beneath my petite chest as I did so. Finally I unfolded the letter on crème coloured paper and a smile crept over my virgin white face and tears swelled in my hazel eyes. The letter, it was from him. After so many years of silence he decided to speak to me! Words couldnt express my joy which was immediately followed by the expected resentment, why so long? I sat down on a dark hard wood chair padded with red leather which had been studded to the chair with ageing gold nails. I read the letter out load to my self my once Russian accent was heavily influenced with a French tone.Aleksey part 17 years ago in Spiritual & Occult More Like This
It has been years since I last saw your smile, since I last heard your soft sympathetic voice in my ear, I have no words that you have not heard before, no exp
The ways of true loveThe ways of True LoveThe ways of true love6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Love works in many mysterious ways, most of which I do not understand. We can guess but only to be disappointed and fail and no-one likes to fail. People that say they understand love couldnt be more wrong because no-one understands love. When people try and describe what it is like to be in love, they have no idea how wrong they could possibly be. When you are in love you dont know how to describe it, so you could use the most romantic and powerful words in the dictionary and you could not be any closer to describing love than I am to winning an Oscar. Love is rare, but true love is the rarest of them all. Many people believe they have been at the hands of true love, and these people are extremely lucky. In order to find true love you have to work at it and cherish it 24/7. To be able to receive it, you have to give it along with your heart. To all of those that have found true love, I envy you.
The Hunger WithinThe Hunger Within6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The Hunger at times is unbearable
She won't let me sleep
She won't let me eat
She won't let me Breath
Until she is fed she won't leave me alone
sometimes i can calm her down
but only for a little while
then she comes back worse then before
there is only one thing that can shut her up
and until she gets what she wants
she will continue to drive me insane
FallingFalling8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To me life means nothing
So close to the edge
I've lost all hope in what was meant to be
Why did I trust you, to my heart I gave you the key
For I wanted to feel what belonging was
You showed me what hate does
Step by step I look over the edge
the thoughts of what I would leave behind fly through my head
Knowing eventually I'd have to let go
Realizing the secrets I hold so tight the world will never know
I used to live a life of sin
But I knew the day would come when I'd give in
I'm losing touch with my sanity
What the hell is wrong with me
I feel the life from my fingers slipping away
My room grows darker day by day
The once noticable heart begins to fade
From being so cold I begin to hate
The earth below me begins to fold
I bid a farewell to a world grown so cold
For this is my final good bye
With a faint smile I fall and die....