I Thought I was Your AngelFall to the floorI Thought I was Your Angel5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No words can reach me
You can't hurt me anymore
So keep yelling words
They only spin around me
I no longer hear you
But I'll just keep pretending
Pretending that I'm not slowly dying
That I don't need you anymore
And I'll just keep wondering..
Where are you now..?
How did we grow apart?
All I have now are burnt memories
And I can't stop thinking of you
You made me who I used to be
I thought I'd tell you,
I'm sorry I broke us
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
I can't even convince myself,
That if it wasn't for you
I'd never know who I was
Because I still don't know who I am...
I told you I didn't care
Not about how far away the stars were
Or what anyone could see on the surface
Because all I needed was you
You breathe on my neck
What did you expect from this?
All we had were your made up truths
And my broken words
Leading only to my tears
And your goodbye...
We could've slowed down
Let the world stop before us
There's nothing you can do no
Orchestrated SymphonyPerfect. It had seemed so. A flawlessly orchestrated symphony of notes and whims that only our two hearts could sing along to. At first it was all about alluring nods, provocative smiles, wanton sighs and beguiling words. It was the important first encounter where you held the door for me one late afternoon when most of the students had already left the campus that brought us together, made us the couple we once were. You asked me to join you for a coffee, which inadvertently put me in an awkward position. I agreed, followed you to the cafeteria and waited while you ordered yours, asked me what I wanted. I stumbled and ordered something I'd heard someone else order one time, not even knowing whether I ordered it properly. We got our drinks and went over to an empty table in the back, right next to the window so we could see the colours melting across the sky. You finished your coffee quickly, consuming the caffeine blissfully. "You haven't touched your drink," you noted and I blushed,Orchestrated Symphony5 years ago in General More Like This
The other sideWith my eyes closedThe other side5 years ago in Surrealism More Like This
I feel like going in circles
I just wanna spread my arms
And run toward the light
But with every step of mine
The path seems to be longer
And as I stand before the highest wall
I know that everyone is on the other side
My mind is spinning
My view is blurring
My words are crashing in meaninglessness
It's like an aquarelle left in the rain
Crying in silence of colored tears
Yearning for the rays of the rising sun
At the bottom of its own emptiness
So here I'm standing in the rain
On the path which I call mine
As I lift my head up
I think I see those rays
Passing trough the cracks
Made in time
So distant, yet so loud
Are shaking this brick wall
Full of holes
Which I stretch my arms trough
Trying to catch the falling butterflies
The path will be lost in no time
It will be hidden by the curtain of souls
As I almost drawn in the rain
Hopefully calling for those
And I'll be watching them flying away
Realizing they were never falling
And I'll be left there
Fallen Out of LoveI wonder if it is a good thing. Us. Are we really meant to be a couple? We are so different. Some have said we are complete opposites. You always used to smile and say opposites attract. You no longer say that to people when they mention it. I wonder if opposites lose their attraction to each other? Black is always associated with white. Night always belongs to the day. Girl to boy. Is it possible we've fallen out of love? Your touch used to give me life. Now, I feel like it drains me. It's a chore to entertain your silly antics or ridiculous ideas. A death penalty to be in the same bed as you. One morning, chilly in the deep month of August, I awoke alone. Your belongings no longer clattered our small apartment. You had packed up and left in the middle of the night. Was I really so hard to be with? Now, as I write these despondent words I look around and see things that are no longer there. You lounging around lazily. Your surf board propped up in the corner beside the slidingFallen Out of Love5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
KissIt was simpleKiss5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Not anything like the movies
But yet it was movie magic
Or maybe that's because I'm
A hopeless romantic.
We were sitting on the grass
Along with Lawerence whos
Hair was defeying all known
Laws of gravity as the sun
Hit the blonde locks.
I was laying my head on
Your legs while you were
Laying on the grass
Content with what I had
And pretending in my head.
We all play the question game
Throwing out questions we answer
And learn a bit about each other
Along the way as I watch the sun
Fliter through the green leaves above
Someone asks the question
Of are you a virgin
You and I both answer yes
And I'm the only one
Who answers no on being kissed.
I hear your voice as I watch
The light dance
"Do you want to change that?"
Part me hopes you are serious
But I feel like you're joking.
After all you've made it very
Clear I'm not what you want
Although you are what I want
It's up to you in the end
And you've said no.
"Sure why not." I shoot back.
Thinking you mean nothing by it
Meaning-less Value“What is the meaning... of meaning-less”Meaning-less Value5 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
To be without meaning to many is
to disregard, not notice it is there
For others, it is an excuse saying
there is no reason, just because…
But for a few
those that read the spaces between the defined
meaningless gives shape to meaning
Without meaningless, there can not be completeness
Where We Are To BeI wrote your name in the sand,Where We Are To Be5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But the sea washed it away,
I wrote your name in the sky,
But the wind blew it away,
I worte your name in my heart side by mine,
And forever they shall stay.
I'm not that girlIt's so easy to get swept away by someone. All you can think about is them, and you welcome it. The time you spend with them is wonderful, no matter what you do, or how long it lasts, but when it ends, it just doesn't seem long enough. You forgive their faults, and ignore the things they do that would normally annoy you. You can forgive them; they're still wonderful.I'm not that girl5 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
The hardest thing about this kind of feeling is when that person doesn't feel the same.
You exist in their world, but you're not a major part of it. You're the extra in the movie of their life, not the co-star that you so want to be.
It can hurt to a point that you feel like it isn't worth it. You want to forget about them because you don't want to feel this way any more. You want to be able to believe that you can exist, but also that you can exist without them. But no matter how hard you try to forget about them, you just can't
Soon, this vicious downwards spiral can lead to a self-hatred. You don't