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Once you told me you didn't like the way I curl myself towards you
And that I shouldn't walk with my feet facing the other because it was childlike



I took the long way home that night thinking about what you said, staring at my feet
Forcing them to point forward. Every time they disobeyed I pinched myself till my thighs were anesthetized,
So now I can’t feel my legs.



I’ve always written the words you’ve said  to me and posted them around my room,
I'd bite my lip, as the sun hit the L in useless,
Us-(e)-less. Imaging the way the words rolled off your tongue



That day I found you  sitting on the edge of my bed reading your words,
The sunlight hit your nose as you stared at that L in useless.
Your top lip quivered as your bottom lip cringed

You pulled them down

                                                             and left.



I called you the next day,
You had the voice of last year’s cough

And your phone
                              
                                        suddenly stopped working.




I was exceedingly ashamed.



I've collected your words in a glass jar
Hid them behind the empty bookshelves
My eyelashes pregnant with guilt,

R  o l  l  i  n g off my cheeks.
You would have laughed at the way they fell

                                                               under my chin



I counted them so I could remember how much I missed you

I remembered  the time you said I didn’t look much like a panda at all,
Maybe its my ears’ they are far too small,
I dug my fingers into my stomach, Sat emptied of beauties
and looked away.


Months later, I wrote the words useless across my forehead
As I wished you a happy birthday from my bedroom mirror.


I heard you were breathless

I breathe – less
Wondering why your phone still doesn’t work.
1:48am.

listening to Sufjan stevens.
:tea:

*edit. Jan 15th 2010 A letter to an old friend.
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so the entire idea was by my sister, anna (8) who suggested i draw a cartoon version of myself again, and that i did.

listening to: Tally hall - good day.

apologies for my lact of time spent here, ive just been very busy, hopefully i will have time later on to be normal again lol so to speak.
hope all is well :aww:
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Model:Glen.

[link]

yeah. i watched the movie again.
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model, be luke b, 20
just met him yesterday new to my area he is, an evening with friends,
and automatically an imaged showed in my head, yes. i am strange , he happily obliged.

his a muse and radiohead fan so he automatically rocks. haha.

Listening to:cold war kids - saint john
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model: braydon.


i though about what to do with this shot for a while, and then realized, that it was perfect the way it was.

This Irish boy, is unexplainable. a beautiful friend, this is how he counts the stars.:aww:

listening to
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Display any old sentences, and i'll secretly  fall apart.

I'm unspeakably  numb.

between black smoke and white umbrellas,  silence ran away.

your arms wrapped around my mind

Behind ears ,

            With paper thin whispers.

There are wet footprints on the floor, after dry rain.


Silhouettes under the window sil


warm, peppered words slept underneath your eyes

seething through your lips, you've erased me.


grief table stumbles


f   
      a            l                                                                  e          
                            l                                              v                             r
                                        e n                 O


I need all of you.



"I cant find forever in your eyes
I will leave you while they're dry."


In This  bulletproof glass with eyes closed

still hard to say whats going on.

with fingers roaming through tears


S t a y

Helpless and beautiful.
somewhat a current continuation of [link]
Rain In a black box

similar mind frame, regardless of how much you think you know, how you feel. the heart is a crazy heavy thing to burden. and when mistreated it simply Collapses.

i guess i will be traveling for two weeks from tomorrow so i will write more, sketch. etc.

Listening to: Muse /Radiohead / Nine In Nails / Porcupine tree/ Death Cab For Cutie.

basically a result of sleepless night and many thoughts.

*not here, gone gone*
:hug:
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so.. you know you can full view right?
though i do prefer taking drawing shots with my camera, its under repairs so scan it is.

imagine me as a drawing with my tea and panda, and presto! you have the above! i got my hair so right! thats pretty much how it looks.

today is my birthday :aww: dec 28th.
and i drew this, of how my birthday should have went.

idk i just made up the title :aww:

me + a panda = tea for me, hot chocolate for him. no pun intented haha :blush:
i actually would have drawn myself and my favourite tea partner,:iconclippers0507: but i havnt a clue what he looks like, which is more so awesome. :hug:

Listening to: KT tunstall - otherside of the world.
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an old shot, i now see in a different light.
Model:Silvia.
listening to:Sigur ros - Saeglopur
Random:i love the above song.
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model: Matty :boogie:

been waiting to take his picture, :aww:
a friend of ours, within our wider friendship network.
really nice person.

he has this rockstar appeal to him. and man can he rock like one.

title inspired by Oasis.

if you know the lyric's , put the track on and damn sing along! lol


Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today
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