take one breath and jump inI was going to drown myself todaytake one breath and jump in6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
just say, "i'm gonna see how long i can hold my breath, " go under, and 'forget' to come up for air.
I waded in and went under
I was up to thirty seconds
my lungs were begining to burn
and feel like they were going to burst
then someone grabs me by my shirt collar
mr. pucker as me and my girl-friends call him
he glares at me
a bleary eyed
half dead girl and yells
"DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN! YOU SCARED ME!!!!!!!!"
and just then
i break down
sobbing into his bare chest
of course i didn't want to die
of course not
but i DID need to know someone cared
and this boy...
who was now sittng there comforting me
had proven someone did.
that's all i needed to be happy
what's gone beforeI confesswhat's gone before6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it's sad but true
i lost myself when I found you
I held memories of life before
through each lonely night
I can't forget what's gone before
Now i'm smarter and know so much more
..... but it's to late......
Wandered, Watched, Thought.I wandered around the field of blue,Wandered, Watched, Thought.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the gentle field of your eyes.
I watched as your soul fell out,
like falling shards of glittered stars.
And as I watched I softly dreamt,
that somehow you could be put back together again.
The stain in your mind could perhaps be cleaned,
if doctors could ever find out what emotions actually mean.
While I have swum in pools of silver spun light,
I don't think I would ever truly make it all alright.
Even though I would spill my life's blood to be there,
and know you once again to whisper little lies of love.
dear... you, me and moreDearest,dear... you, me and more6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You are there in every silent moment between heartbeats.
I know it hurts but you can't stop. You've got to keep beating! Things will get better soon! I promise
Sometimes I hate you
Drop those "crutches" and never pick them up again!
I just ripped you out of my heart. Now there's a YOU shaped hole in there. Wonderful.
Just a heads up. I don't believe in happily ever afters anymore.
Sad but trueIt's sad to saySad but true6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
sad but true
I'm getting used to the knife
deep in my ribs
Black and whiteI.Black and white6 years ago in Philosophy & Perspectives More Like This
Sometimes, I saunter off on a path, humming in song of my language; the one erased by foreign tongue and simplified dreams- because I know that I can keep that language alive. At least for a few more sleepless years. I trod through that path, beside keeping the language of HATRED on it's feet, to keep every form or even shade of color, away from my dying language. You see, I live in a world of black and white, a language and culture enveloped all in itself.
Black and white is painted in my veins, carved into my skin, and burned into the iris of my pupils.
[But, I've learned to enjoy it]
Hatred is black and white because it is so simple now-a-days. Indeed, it is so simple that when you close your eyes and imagine that you live in a world of hatred, you don't see any shade of color. But perhaps the theory is just that. Maybe, because that there is no color, that black will substitute because black is "the absence of color"! I could be claimed a madman or a genius for th
Crystal rainI look into the air above meCrystal rain6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In it's crystalized condensation.
It rains from the heavens upon me
In twilight dusty connotations.
This speckled symphony
Is testament to how fragile
Hearts really are.
For as I broke yours again
The last nail in your chest,
I feel and see it cascade around me
Like falling shards of glittered stars.
I love you.... NOTDear youI love you.... NOT5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sleep in itYou've made your bedSleep in it6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
full of lust and falsehoods
thorns and nails
pain and hate
sleep in it!
No DealHe made an appointment with the Devil,No Deal6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
his conditions written neatly on a sheet of parchment.
Tonight he would strike a bargain,
for one chance at love.
When the time came,
he was ushered in by the secretary,
to sit down in Lucifers stark white office.
Devoid of color and life.
Looking closely at the fallen angel,
he saw no love, no happiness.
How could someone who has never known love
possibly be able to help him?
He stood up to go,
and the Devil roared.
He had lost another soul
not willing to be sold just yet.