HellI.Hate.Life.I.Hate.Everyone.In.It.Why.Did.I.Have.To.Be.Born?.Or.Why.Did.I.Have.Hell4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Bill Kaulitz hated life. Hated school and hated his mother. School was a huge reason why he rarely showed up but on the other hand his mother was furious at everything he did. Because Bill rarely showed up due to the teasing his grades were below average or worse was another term for it. Australian schools were the worst out there, with the uniforms and hats. Like what the hell?
Bills eyes fluttered open. The light paled his room more than ever.
You up boy? Simone yelled, up the stairs
You better be Bill
Annoying beeping sound echoed through Bills room.
Shut that alarm clock off... NOW!
Bill slammed his hand down on the snooze button. His hand curled aro
Forgotten Pain Title: Forgotten PainForgotten Pain4 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Characters: Bill Kaulitz, Tom Trumper.
Chapter One: Pain
Bills thick dark locks hung around his face and landed on Toms chest. He mumbled a few things underneath this breath, his nails slightly digging in on Toms stomach leaving little indents. Bills face formed a frown. What ever Bill was thinking or was stuck in it was pretty.
Simones hand came down hard on Bills face. His hair and face was a mess, just like his life. Bills father stood in the door way watching with a smirk on his face, he was enjoying Bills pain. Fast tears fell from Bills pale face; an angry red mark lay on his skin. Bill as he lay on the cold hard floor, Simones foot kicked him in the stomach. Bill started to cough up blood, a trail of blood still poured down his chin and on to the floor. His own mothers words echoed through his mind.
You little fuckin
Forgotten Pain. 4Title: Forgotten PainForgotten Pain. 44 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Chapter Four: The Truth
Bills head spun with memories, thoughts, and lyrics. A song stood out to him the most. He has never heard of it before.
I taste death in every kiss we share
Every sundown seems to be the last we have
Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end
I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurting
Every time we touch we get closer to heaven
And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven
You on my skin this must be the end
The only way you can love me is to hurt me again
Bill tried to get his mind around what the lyrics were trying to say to him, but the song kept playing.
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Your love is a razorblade kiss
Sweetest is the taste from your lips
Oh the taste from your lips, my Darling
Taste from your lips, oh my Love
Only inside I'm free
I'm tired of waiting
You've got to le
Forgotten Pain. 5Title: Forgotten PainForgotten Pain. 54 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Chapter Five: Hes Back
Tom and Bill walked through the park a bit longer until it got a bit darker. They had to split up and head home. As Bill got closer to his house, he saw his fathers car parked in the drive way and screaming from inside.
Here we go again Bill mumbled
His legs carried him towards the house, even though he didnt want to go. Bill wanted to run, run away from everything. Bill grabbed onto the door handle and slowly pushed it open; he kept his eyes on the titles in the entrance not wanting to look his father in the eyes. He slammed the door shut hoping to get this so called parents attention and it did. Gordon stared at his son standing in the entrance, a bit of anger flashed through both of their eyes.
Just stop this shit. Its not worth it and Im not worth this shit Bill yelled
Shut it Simone. I wanna hear what the fag has to say
Forgotten Pain. 3Title: Forgotten PainForgotten Pain. 34 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Chapter Three: Lies
Why am I so fucking stupid Bill muttered
The art teacher glared at Bill for a few minutes before starting the lesson.
Fucking hag Bill mumbled
Bill zoned out completely, his mind was somewhere else. How much more of these lies could he tell before breaking? How much more could he take? A ball of paper got thrown at him, which snapped him back into reality. Bill turned his head around and glared at Aaron. Bill rolled his eyes and turned back around. The teacher stared at Bill and then back to Aaron with a disappointed look on his face. Bill just rolled his eyes and went back to sketching.
The bell went of signaling the end of the lesson. Everyone gathered all there things and was shoving them into there bags and heading out the doors. Aaron slapped the back of Bills head making him wince. Aarons hand yanked Bill back, makin
Hell.. 7P-pleaseHell.. 74 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
A few tears fell from Bills pale face. Aaron heard a few footsteps walked around out side the bathrooms. Bills lips were covered again Aarons, his tongue made its way into Bills mouth again. Bill bit down on his tongue. Bill could taste the blood pour into his mouth as Aaron pulled away.
You little faggot Aaron spat
Bill slide down onto the cold dirty floor but Aaron had other ideas. Aarons hand made there way into Bills hair and pulled him up. Bill screamed. Aaron threw Bill against the other wall; he landed with a thud on the floor. Bill felt a jolt of pain run through his spine as Aarons foot kicked him.
Is the little faggot crying on me? Aaron teased
Bill coughed up some blood; a little trail ran down his chin.
Youre worth nothing faggot. You do you bother to come to school
Bill groaned as Aaron pulled him b
Hell.. 8The final bell signaling the end of the school day went off. Tom walked out of the classroom after everyone else left. The school ground were empty, nobody was around. The door to the roof top slammed shut, Bills small figure slide down against the lockers. Tom advanced on Bills shaking figure. Bills head turned in the direction where those footstep where coming from. His eyes went wide as Tom sat down beside him.Hell.. 84 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Are you aright Bill?
Bill lifted his head to show him the still angry red marks from Aarons beating.
Oh my god... Bill
Yeah I know
Who did that? Tom asked
Bill took a few deep breaths.
Aaron He did it yesterday as well, thats why I wasnt in French Bill muttered
Bill You could have told me this yesterday
Y-yeah I-I know but I d-didnt know h-how you would r-react Bill stuttered
Tom pulled Bill into a hug, as Bill sobbed
Hell.. 9Bill sighed when he got home; there was a note on the fridge.Hell.. 94 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Out of town for a few days Bill . Ill talk to you once I get back
Fucking slut Bill muttered
Bills light footsteps echoed through the empty house. Bill was happy, end of the week plus the house was his. The sun danced through the house making the pale white walls a yellowy color. Thick black locks of hair fell over Bills peaceful face. An annoying ringing woke Bill up from his peaceful sleep. Bill buried his face into his pillow letting the phone ring out. Who ever it was will ring back, he hoped.
Bill let out a groan, his whole body hurt when he finally decided to get out of bed. His hair was a mess. The cold hard floor boards felt like ice against Bills feet. He stumbled into the bathroom finally looking at his reflection in the mirror.
Shit Bill mumbled
Bill stripped down and stepped
Hell.. 6Tom walked through the front door of his house.. His older brother and his father were their waiting for him. Thoughts of Bill were still stuck in his head.Hell.. 64 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
What happened to him? Tom thought
Where were you? Jorg asked
Sorry I was talking with someone from school thats all
Out of my sight now
Tom bolted up the stairs and into his room. He searched frantically for his laptop.
Rain drops started to fall around Bills small figure. His eyes where red and puffy, all these thoughts. Bills hair started to plaster to his face. He slowly got to his feet and headed home. Bills hair stuck to the sides of his face and neck. For sure Simone was waiting for him when he got home, but he couldnt care less.
Simone was furious when Bill finally got home at 9:30, an hour and a half walk from the park. Bill was soaking wet, his hair was in wet locks sticking to th
Hell.. 5Bills eyes stayed focused to the ground, as his tangled hair blew around his face. Short memories flooded into Bills head, about everything he has been through and what was to most likely to come. He failed to hear the footsteps come towards him. Bills shoulders were almost curled in on himself, like a little ball. Toms hand touched Bills back. He jerked up and stared at Tom.Hell.. 54 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
You alright? Tom asked
Dont worry about it
Bill started to stand up but Tom held onto his wrist.
Whats wrong Bill?
Bill tell me
No. Just let me go
Tom pulled Bill back down onto the bench Tom wanted an answer from Bill
"Why weren't you in French?"
I didnt want to run into Aaron again Bill whispered
Dont worry about it
Bill Something is up
Shove off Trumper
Bill pulled out of T
Hell..4Simone was no where in sight when Bill walked through the front door. He hoped she was at work, but that thought failed miserably. There in the kitchen was Simone. Bill bolted up the stairs and into his room. The broken alarm clock still lay in little pieces on his wooden floor. Bill dropped his bag at the end of his bed with a thud. He couldnt give a fuck if his mother heard him or not. All he wanted was to forget.Hell..44 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Bill!! Why are you at home?
Dont worry mum
Bill... OUT HERE NOW! Simone yelled
Fine Bill mumbled
Bills hair lay around his messy face. Make-up was smudged all over his face some tears still falling down his face, as he opened his bedroom door.
What do you want? Bill snapped
Why are you at home an hour early?
Does it look like I want to repeat what happened?
Argh I almost got rap
Hell.. 3Getting what I wantHell.. 34 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Bill let out a choked cry before Aarons lips were on his own again. Bill felt Aarons hand wandering around his skin as his shirt got lifted up a bit. Bill let out another sob.
L-let m-me go P-please
Bill slide down onto the floor, his tears getting the better of him. Aaron yanked Bill up by his hair and slapped him across the face, Bill yelped. Bill was pinned up against a wall. Toms voice echoed through the hall ways.
No way Billa
Two thick layers of eye liner was running down Bills face. Aarons hands still roamed Bills body, pulling and teasing the skin. A few choked sobs echoed through the hallway. Toms eyes widened.
Let me go Bill hissed
Bills yelp rung through the hallways and into class rooms. Aarons hand came down hard on the other side of Bills face, clearly becoming quiet annoyed with his toy.
Only Belongs to Tomii..PrologePrologue:Only Belongs to Tomii..Prologe4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Thick dark locks fell down around Bills child like face. Tears started to run down his face as a pair of strong hands clasped down over Bills mouth. It was almost dawn; the sky was an orange pink colour now. Bills parents were not far behind him. Bills hands got tied behind his back before getting pushed onto the gravel. His ankles got picked up before they continue walking towards the castle. Bills screams were loud heartfelt sobs. The gravel grazed his back as they dragged him. His parents werent far behind him, pleading to let their son go.
The castle walls came into view making Bill shudder slightly. The gravel pierced Bills skin, the gravel soon turned into wood and then wood turned into nothing. His ankles got dropped onto the marble floor, making Bill hiss out in pain. He got pulled up by the hair and stood next to his parents. A firm grip lay in the amount of black hair. The king
Only Belongs to Tomii..Ch.1Bills eyes lay upon the gravel ground; he didnt dare to look up at his mother and father that stood up on a wooden floor with their head threw a tied rope. A few other people stood up with them. Once everyones heads were threw the ropes. The king roughly pulled Bills chin up to look at his parents death. The queen and her son and daughter were there as well, standing next to their father. The kings son held onto his little sister as she cried into her older brothers shoulder. The tears that left Bills face were going to be the last of them.Only Belongs to Tomii..Ch.14 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The wooden floor got dropped, leaving the six prisoners body hanging there. The ropes around there necks became tighter. Bills eyes were wide with shock. His parents hung there taking their punishment. The kings voice hung thickly through Bills ears.
You belong to me now Jorg hissed.
Forgotten Pain. 2 Title : Forgotten PainForgotten Pain. 24 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Chapter Two : Hurt
Its nothing Tomi Bill muttered
Would you tell me if something was wrong?
Yes of course
What brings all this on?
I was just curious thats all Billa
Oh. Im not keeping anything from you Tomi
I believe you Billa Go to sleep
Mmmm Bill mumbled, getting dragged under into darkness again
Bills back ached; he was over scrubbing these perfectly clean titles. His young hands hurt from holding onto this stupid brush, all his thoughts revolved around his stupid life and his stupid parents. Bill started to curse underneath his breath as he kept going. Simones footsteps echoed through the house, from what Bill could make put they were coming to the kitchen. Bill felt a pair of eyes on him but Bill tried not to take any notice of it. He went back off int
Only Belongs to Tomii..Ch.3Bill and Samantha got back a little bit before Tom came back. They both sat down near the palace doors. Bill sighed slightly before slipping both the necklaces out of the bag, looking at them again. A small little note fell out of the small satin bag.Only Belongs to Tomii..Ch.34 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Live to forget,
Laugh to cry,
Love like no tomorrow.
Never forget who you are or,
Why you where born.
You will always be mine,
My dear child.
Never forget your parents, or
Who you are.
My dear Bill .
Happy 20th Birthday.
Lots of love,
Mum and Dad.
His hand curled around the two small necklaces that lay in the palm of his hand. A small little whimper came from the back of Bills throat. Samantha pulled the two necklaces out of Bills hands before clasping one of them around his neck and sliding the other back into the little satin bag.
Thank you Bill whimpered
The hooves of Toms horse reached Bills ears, his eyes darted right up to the thick brown mane of the horse before
Forgotten Pain. 8 FINALTitle: Forgotten PainForgotten Pain. 8 FINAL4 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Chapter Eight: Leaving and New Beginnings
Hey Tom Bill muttered
Bill What happened?
There has to be more to it if you needed to see me
And Im moving
Im moving away from here. So my father cant find us again. If we stay it will get worse. It was mums idea I have no say in it but I have to go
Tom tried to get more answers from Bills face but for the first time he couldnt. His face was emotionless. Tears sprung back into Bills eyes, a few of them fell down his bruised skin. Tom lightly whipped away and tears with his thumb, not wanting to hurt Bill anymore then he already is.
Im so sorry, Tomi Bill sobbed
Its okay Billa
No, its not
Bill it is okay
A winter breeze swept around the park, taking dea
Forgotten Pain. 7Title: Forgotten PainForgotten Pain. 74 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Chapter Seven: Little Shit
Tom tried to go back to sleep but Allis annoying voice hung around in the hallway.
Annoying bitch Tom mumbled, against his pillow.
Allis small and soft footsteps echoed through the hallways, seeking out something to keep her amused for an hour or two. Tom groaned as he heard his bedroom door open; he mentally cursed himself for not locking it.
What do you want Tom spat, as he glared up at the little girl in his door way
Im bored. Play with me Alli whined
Go ask Georg. Cuz Im about to go out
Can I come?
Because youre not coming. I need some peace and quiet
Toms mobile went off signaling he got a text message or someone is calling him. He got up and grabbed onto his phone. A small little envelope flashed on the
Hell.. 10 FinalTomHell.. 10 Final4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Toms dreadlocks covered part of his face. He had a frown on his face, something was wondering through his mind. Tom heard the front door close and lock. Jorg seemed to be going out somewhere and Georg was out with friends, this left Tom with the house to him self for a bit. Tom tumbled out of bed; his long dreads cascaded down his back. The sun rays hitting his bare back ever so slightly as he rushed around his room, trying to find his favorite t-shirt.
Toms black laptop sat on his knees as he flicked through TV stations, but nothing ended up being on. A chat box popped up on his screen.
[b] ,[/b] Aaron: You there?
][-][ Tom: Yeah sorry
[b] ,[/b] Aaron: You have something on youre mind I can tell
][-][ Tom: Yes I do!!! Why do you care?
[b] ,[/b] Aaron: Hmmm Yo
Hell.. 2Bills head pounded, his eyes hurt. School one thing he didnt want to show up.Hell.. 24 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
A whole week of this teasing. Yay for me
Mr. Jefferys voice rang through the class room. Bills head shot up and stared at the teacher who sat down at the desk at the front. Bill felt Aarons eyes on him. He dropped his head back into his arms, Bill wanted to scream. A bit of paper was thrown at him. Bill lifted his head in the direction that the ball of paper was thrown from.
Aaron .idiot Bill mumbled
Read it fag Aaron mouthed
Bill rolled his eyes and flicked it off his desk. Tom looked at Bill then back to Aaron, Tom whispered in Aarons ear,
What was on that note?
None of youre business Tomii
Dont call me that
Bills eyes shifted towards the clock that hung on the wall ticking slowly.
Only 2 more minutes
Forgotten Pain. 6Alright a few people asked me in the comments on that last chapter about Simone acting all caring towards Bill. This is because in Hell Bill almost got raped... Duh and Simone changed her ways before Gordon came back . If that doesnt clear much up. TELL ME!! </i>Forgotten Pain. 64 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
Title: Forgotten Pain
Chapter Six: Sorrow
Bill touched his eyebrow their was nothing in the brow same with his ear. Bills mouth dropped open in shock.
W-what did he do? Bill stuttered
Ripped your eyebrow, and ear ring out
I can see that
Simone left Bill to his thoughts. Bill dragged him self out of bed and into the bathroom, his raven hair hung around his shoulders and face. Bill gasped when he was his bloody and almost broken face, the scratch on his face now was a purple blue color same with his hip bone. Dried blood plastered parts of his face. His nails were al
Mad World..StoryMad World..Story4 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
13 year old Bill
Thick black locks fell around his pale white face as he lay silently against a metal table. A small little knife cut away at the skin. His father pulled out some of the bones that lay in his hand and replaced them with metal parts. Half of his body was metal; the other half was still human. The black haired boys bones were discarded around the room. As the metal parts were being placed into his body, small little clicks were heard slightly. The cut skin was quickly pulled back over the metal arm and fingers.
As the night went on more of the boys body was transformed into metal. His beating heart was replaced with a metal one, the last of his blood pooled around his body. The last of the cut skin was replaced over the now metal bones. The black haired boys father picked up his son and placed him back into bed. The medication that he gave him was wearing off. Before he left the room he whispered something into hi