CodependencyYou expected perfection from me.Codependency7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I changed myself for you.
So determined to keep you happy.
Don't even know who I am anymore.
You're yelling at me again.
And I'm locked in my room crying.
I promise I won't do it again.
Please stop screaming at me.
It's always better in the end.
I deserve this - I'm an awful girlfriend.
But it's the sex that keeps you here.
Your promise of forever keeps me.
God, how did I become so codependent?
I used to be strong once, opinionated.
You used to respect me for that.
Who are you? Who am I?
No, I'm not leaving, don't look at me like that.
I said forever, I'm supposed to mean it.
I have to stay - no one else loves me, or could.
And here I am, lying when I say I love you.
Broken FreeDon't tell meBroken Free5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What to do
I don't care
What you think.
Don't tell me
To be broken.
Don't tell me
So what if
A molded figure.
Everything is meant
Exists to be broken.
ConnectionsI love youConnections2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Remember them all
Everytime I say it
It's a piece of me,
I give to you
I see all you are
And you're beauiful
You're worth it all
I'd give it all
All the inside ways
Things no one knows
Our private communication
In plain sight
Like the penciled bats in heaven
You're a star in my mind
And the angel on my shoulder
These are all the things that remind me of you
You're all around me
Everywhere I go
In everything I see
You're forever in my heart
Forever in my mind
And I'll love you
Until the end
confessionsi have some confessions for youconfessions6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
firstly when i promised not to cry if you left me
i didnt think it was a promise id have to keep
and when i told you i never drank before noon
i meant i dont without a good reason
oh and it was me who stuck the duct tape to your chest hair
when you passed out drunk at that party -
and i almost pissed myself laughing
as i watched you slowly pull each piece off
so as you might have guessed
my next confession is this -
i never was as nice as you thought
and so these could be tears of joy
not tears of regret
lastly - i never did like your eyes, smile or laugh that much
i just pretended i did to make myself feel better
and maybe it was too early to have gotten the tequila out
but since you dont care anymore - why should i?