CodependencyYou expected perfection from me.Codependency6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And I changed myself for you.
So determined to keep you happy.
Don't even know who I am anymore.
You're yelling at me again.
And I'm locked in my room crying.
I promise I won't do it again.
Please stop screaming at me.
It's always better in the end.
I deserve this - I'm an awful girlfriend.
But it's the sex that keeps you here.
Your promise of forever keeps me.
God, how did I become so codependent?
I used to be strong once, opinionated.
You used to respect me for that.
Who are you? Who am I?
No, I'm not leaving, don't look at me like that.
I said forever, I'm supposed to mean it.
I have to stay - no one else loves me, or could.
And here I am, lying when I say I love you.
ConnectionsI love youConnections2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Remember them all
Everytime I say it
It's a piece of me,
I give to you
I see all you are
And you're beauiful
You're worth it all
I'd give it all
All the inside ways
Things no one knows
Our private communication
In plain sight
Like the penciled bats in heaven
You're a star in my mind
And the angel on my shoulder
These are all the things that remind me of you
You're all around me
Everywhere I go
In everything I see
You're forever in my heart
Forever in my mind
And I'll love you
Until the end
Broken FreeDon't tell meBroken Free4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What to do
I don't care
What you think.
Don't tell me
To be broken.
Don't tell me
So what if
A molded figure.
Everything is meant
Exists to be broken.
confessionsi have some confessions for youconfessions5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
firstly when i promised not to cry if you left me
i didnt think it was a promise id have to keep
and when i told you i never drank before noon
i meant i dont without a good reason
oh and it was me who stuck the duct tape to your chest hair
when you passed out drunk at that party -
and i almost pissed myself laughing
as i watched you slowly pull each piece off
so as you might have guessed
my next confession is this -
i never was as nice as you thought
and so these could be tears of joy
not tears of regret
lastly - i never did like your eyes, smile or laugh that much
i just pretended i did to make myself feel better
and maybe it was too early to have gotten the tequila out
but since you dont care anymore - why should i?
contolSometimes,contol2 years ago in Scraps More Like This
I feel lost,
In my feelings,
In this big world....
In my black heart,
In my thoughts,
In this big world...
i just want to cry,
But you see,
Just the mask of happyness,
on my face,
I just want to go,
To go in me,
To go lost,
To go in this big world...
I feel like losing control,
About my soul,
About my little world...
shut u upi can't believe how muchshut u up6 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
you make me hate everything
about you even when i try to love
you i love your kiss but your mind
i can live without
now i''m lost in the sea
of all the shit you say to me
i try to make everything seem
okay but i cant get your mouth
to stay shut once and for all
please just shut up
if my mind were to be seen
youd hate me they all are
you and how many ways
i can shut you up but if your
mind was set loose I would go mad
live in my head and maybe for once
i can shut you up.