It FlowsIt Flows4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It drips from my veins, It flows.
I don't know why I did this, and I don't want to.
At these moments, I need someone to hold me.
Say its fine, you are not evil.
But that's a lie, I'm evil.
I know it, I have caused pain to people.
To the one I loved the most, now that person is gone.
I didn't want to cut, I don't want to die.
But I can't find the strength to move on
I can't lie to myself, I know I'm not a nice person.
I deserve this, I keep telling myself that
But somewhere in the back of my head, there is a voice, screaming stop.
That voice, it makes me cry.
It's the voice of all my friends combined, all those who care.
That voice, I need it to stop myself.
And that voice, that small voice.
It makes me smile, for deep inside
I know, I just know
That I'm not alone, and as the blood drips on my cloths
I realize, I'm going to regret what I have done.
Now the blades are gone, I don't need them
I have found better ways to express myself
When I'm in pain, I listen to music