I'm content not crazySo it's twenty minutes past 11:11I'm content not crazy4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and I just now looked at the clock.
My wish appears dimly in my head,
but the bigger secret is that I don't care what time it is anymore.
Believe me, it's not that I feel hopeless, I simply feel... average.
And average people just don't seriously believe that stars can cause happiness.
I laugh at inside jokes and
I eat crackers every morning and
I've touched boys more beautiful than you and
I read quotes that feed me the truth and
I love sitting out in the sun with a pen and
I can listen to your favorite singer again and
I don't hurt when I see you with her and
I want him to invite me to dinner if
he can make me crazy,
can he make me crazy,
I'm so afraid no one else can make me crazy.
Cause I remind me of the girl in songs who's never satisfied,
and you remind me of the boy in songs who's beautiful but so unkind.