Hurt..Hurt..6 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
It hurts to even remember you,
It hurts to think about what you put me through.
It hurts to remember the pain,
It hurts to even hear your name.
I love and hate you.I love and hate you.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate that I still love you.
and Love that I still hate you too.
I love all the good memories,
but, I hate what you put me through.
I love the way you talk,
but, hate the words you say.
I love the minute you were out of my life,
yet I still regret that day.
I Love how you smile,
but, hate how happy you are.
I love that I cut away my feelings,
but, I hate my every scar.
Sometimes I wish you the best,
others I wish you'd die.
I love how you can make me smile,
but, Hate how you make me cry.
I love how you were,
but, hate how you are now.
I both love you
and I hate you somehow.
The faster you break me.The faster you break me.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I tell myself,
not to cry.
I won't be weak.
I will not die.
I can't let this happen.
why did you do this to me?
I loved you more,
then I ever let you see.
I'm begging you,
to tell me how you feel.
the faster you break my heart,
the faster I will heal.
So go ahead and do it.
I want you to hurt me again.
do it fast, do it quick,
the faster it is, the faster I can fix my pain.
Just tell me you don't care,
no need to sugar-coat it.
i just want to know the truth.
don't give me that shit.
So just break me down,
so I can heal up fast.
Just break me down,
the longer you take, the longer the pain will last.
I loved you so much,
I know it didn't mean anything at all.
please just drop me now,
I can get up faster once I fall.
The faster I slit my wrists,
the faster they can heal.
the faster you numb me,
the faster I can feel.
Just tell me the truth.
I want to know what is true.
But, never forget this...
I'll never stop loving you.
love is a fool.love is a fool.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
you're not different, you're just like the others the same!
You won't love me, I'll just give me pain!
Then I'll fall for you and end up getting broken again...
Love is a fool...
I loved you.I loved you.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tears soak my face, I don't know why.
I can't think straight, All I can do is cry.
I'm dying without you, can't you see?
I really did think that you loved me.
You lied to me and broke my heart.
then you sat and watched as my world fell apart.
You love her now, I have to watch it every week.
And sit here trying not to let my tears leak.
I cried for you and you didn't come.
I prayed for you but, maybe you're not the one.
I want to move on, but, I can't seem to.
I want to stop doing this but, I still love you.
You watched me bleed, you watched me cry.
You watched me hurt, you watched me die.
I love you and I want you to love me too.
But, the only thing is:
I'll never be good enough for you.
Persephone Thesis: EssayPersephone Thesis: Essay ComponentPersephone Thesis: Essay4 years ago in Academic Essays More Like This
"Happy is he among men upon earth who has seen these mysteries!
It is generally accepted among historical scholars that the cult of Demeter and Persephone, or Kore, existed in Greece and the surrounding Mediterranean islands long before the traditional Olympian gods became entrenched. Her origins are Cretan . Like Aphrodite, the mother and daughter goddess represent a matriarchal form of fertility worship in the forms of crops and nature, and through this the cycle of birth, growth and death. This myth, however, has taken hold of imaginations from its evolutions into the Eleusinian mysteries of Ancient Greece, to the paintings of Victorian Europe, to today, each with their own distinctive takes and emphases on the story. Perhaps it is the fact that we know so little about the original tale of Persephone the daughter of Demeter, goddess of fertility, snatched
Slit my throatSlit my throat6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The blade pieces my skin, I collapse to the floor.
As the blood from my throat pours out even more.
The knife still in my hand, above my cut wrist.
As I slowly fade into the darkness.
My vision blurrs, my skin goes paler then before.
My body goes limp as I bleed on the floor.
Your all gone, where'd you go?
When I wanted you to stay you said no.
So I'm alone, in this room with dim lights.
Reminding me of my dark nights.
Its silent, quiet, not a sound in the air.
As I lie alone here.
My eyes slid closed, I know I won't come home.
Please, wait....I don't wanna die alone.
cut out my heart.Cut out my heartcut out my heart.6 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Burn away my all feelings.
And blacken my soul.
Rain..Rain..6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
All alone, I walk through the rain.
Letting the sound drown out my pain.
No one by my side, as I sit and cry.
I'm so alone, I just want to die.
I watched him walk away from me.
It hurt so bad, I don't wanna be.
So I'm soaked, and I'm cold.
This stupid, worthless life's getting old.
My wet hair, is sticking to my face, wetter with tears.
My dark blue/green eyes are full of hurt and fears.
I cry but, no one hears but, the trees around me.
I've got new cuts on my wrists but, no one can see.
So Alone, I'm cutting myself with thorns, I want to bleed.
I love him so much, its my every need.
I should be happy, I have a boyfriend,
But, I know it's all gonna suck in the end.
I love my ex, I hate myself for it.
I really need to stop with this shit.
I fall to the muddy, cold ground, staring at the blue and gray sky.
"WHY CAN'T YOU LOVE ME!?! WHY!?!"
forget me, I'll forget you.forget me, I'll forget you.6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Lets be honest,
we're both being dumb.
Fighting like 2nd graders,
what have we become?
Lets just split,
cut each other out.
We have no need to scream,
no need to shout.
Just forget who I am,
I'll forget everything about you and I.
You quit trying to break me,
I'll stop trying to make you cry.
If you get off my back,
I'll get off of you.
If you pull your knife out,
I'll pull out mine too.
Lets just grow up,
forget each other's names.
No more fighting,
no more blame.
Just move on, You go your way.
I'll go mine.
Lets forget our past,
Forget the whole time.
Lets just both shut up,
And forget our past,
lets forget the first,
forget the last.
Forget the middle,
I'm cutting you out of my head.
Cutting out all your lies,
every word you ever said.
And once I finish cutting you away,
I'll only have this stupid little scar.
And a whole new day...
FriendshitFriendshit6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
what if I stood in fornt of you,
With slits on my wrists, what would you do?
Would you walk away?
or would you stay?
I am confused, I thought I was your friend.
But, you don't even want to make my problems end.
Why do you push me away? what did I do?
How come I never get help, But, I help you?
You come to me, and I try to fix it all.
I don't even care if I'm the one who will fall.
I don't talk about my problems, anymore.
Cause you and your words just beat me to the floor.
What if I fell down, from not eating in days?
Would you come and help me, or just say its a faze?
I don't get it, I feel so abused.
Maybe you're not hitting me, but, I am being used.
I just want someone to care for me.
And not push me away for what I want to be.
I feel like I'm sinking and dying within.
I help everyone less clean up their sin.
why can't you do the same?
And not leave me here in the rain.
So I'm cold, I'm alone,
My black heart, is turning into stone.
I sit in the fucking corner, waiting for someone to
Please stop fighting.Please stop fighting.6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Every night I hear you all screaming at one another.
You all scream and curse at each other.
The yelling hurts my ears and stings my head.
The sounds just make me wish I were dead.
You yell at me and tell me what a fuck up I am.
You point out my every mistake and sin.
And you all yell maybe sometimes not at me.
but, it still hurts as bad as can be.
Dad, your screaming and your temper makes me wanna die.
Mom, your yelling back and the way dad talks to you makes me cry.
Brother, you curse and make Dad even more angry.
Sister, you stay at your friends and never have to see.
Please, stop fighting, can't we just all be happy again?
Please, when you fight your only causing me pain.
The screams, the door slamming echo's through this house that I once called home.
And you all fight and leave me alone.
Then Dad comes up and you scream at me for nothing at all.
And break me like I'm a glass doll.
Please, stop all the yelling, I can't take it anymore.
Please! PLEASE! stop I'm kneeling on the floo
I am me.I am me,I am me.6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
f you don't like me, too bad.
If I freak you out, so sad.
I am me,
I'll always be me, and never you.
I'll always be me, and that is true.
I am me,
Me, me, me, just me.
Me, Myself and I is all I'll be.
I am me.
RevengeRevenge6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
You thought I wouldn't do it,
but, now the gun's looking you right in the eye.
You made me feel like shit,
You deserve to die!
I hate you so much,
for what you put me through,
now you're begging for mercy,
Ya don't get it? I HATE YOU!
You made me scream,
you made me cry.
You made me bleed,
you made me wish to die.
I used to lie in bed,
hoping to bleed to fucking death.
But, Now I see,
you weren't worth my fucking breath!
All these wounds on my arms,
It doesn't mean a thing that their there!
I could cry myself to sleep,
and you wouldn't even care.
Now you better think twice,
before you cheat on me anymore!
Don't you even lay your hand on me,
you'll see whats in store!
You fucking bitch, you fucking bitch,
I hope you fucking die.
Shut your mouth, close your eyes,
its time to say goodbye.
I'll blow your fucking brains out,
this is what you deserve, its time you learn!
And now that you're dead, I point the gun to my temple.
and now its my turn...
if onlyif only6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If only I never loved you,
Then I wouldn't have the pain you put me through.
If only I never let you into my heart.
Then you wouldn't have ripped my soul apart.
If only I didn't care, maybe I could move on.
And try to forget I thought you were the one.
If only I wasn't so stupid to fall in love with you.
If only I could forget everything you do.
If only, If only, If only I never loved the guy who broke me inside.
then maybe, just maybe, I wouldn't have died.
see if I care.see if I care.6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I look away, I don't see you there.
I smirk and roll my eyes like I don't care.
So what, you're dating, great job for you.
Wow, I don't give a shit if you got someone new.
Oh my god, you asked her to marry you, so what, I don't care.
and wow, she looks great, what a nice dress and pretty hair.
Go on marry her, I could care less.
who cares if you get yourself into a mess.
So let me come to the wedding, I'm happy for you, you see,
Cause I don't care what you do, to me your no body.
now you just said your "I do"'s but, I'm not here anymore.
Cause I just ran right out the door.
I keep myself away, cause now I know it wasn't true.
Damnit...I LOVED you.
Haft empty or haft full?I do not see the glass as haft empty, nor haft full.Haft empty or haft full?6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
But, its simply broken all over the floor.
and if you don't stop asking me, you'll have to write a will or death note.
cause I'll grab one of those pieces of glass and slit your fucking throat!!!
Lolifo ep1 LOLITA TRANSFORMERSLolifo ep1 LOLITA TRANSFORMERS6 years ago in Humor More Like This
Lolifo episode 1: Lolita in disguise.
The year is 2010; the setting is the Autobot base in middle of nowhere Nebraska. The time is 2:35 P.M. and all is calm until.
Jazz: WHAT THE SLAG MAN!!!?
Jazz stood in the middle of the base dressed in a Lolita style dress. He looked simply stunning. Jazz wore a lovely cerulean, sweet Lolita dress that laced over his chest and had an apron. It had a bit of an Alice in wonderland look to it down to the bloomers showing under the skirt. That wasnt all though! He sported charming blonde curls garnished with a light pink bonnet. Who ever put him up to this went all out. He even had a little lipstick on. Optimus Prime, Sam Witwicky, Prowl, Ratchet and Ironhide looked on in awe.
Ratchet: Sadly this would be funnier if he didnt look so good in it. *Blushing*
Indeed Jazz did look good. The dress made his hips look dramatic and his bust protrude more than usual. The visor was a cute touch too.
Prowl: Wow Jazz WOWS! I would totally go out
VERY FIRSTVERY FIRST5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Do you rember that day
along time ago
that very first day
I finally said
i love you
for the very first time
or are very first kiss
in front of the wind chime
i guess we had a lot of firsts
my favorite first with u
to me would be the time u said i love u
near the weaping willow tree
So hear i stand wating
for the time someone
will ask me how much i love u
and know that i will always say never enough
because you are just to good to me
I cant seem to get enough
I cant seem to say
i love u enough
i can never say it enough
So every once and awhile
I might just start crying
Because i love you and just cant seem to say it enough
I love you always Know I do
So I Love You
Inside of my eyes.Inside of my eyes.6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
My eyes are still burning,
from my tears.
I'm lost in this regret,
and inside of my fears.
You can't move at all,
when your frozen with fear.
You can't go on,
when no one's near.
Good things never last,
I learned that the hard way,
sometime everyone will leave,
maybe one or two will stay.
Right now I'm on the edge,
Of ending it all.
You think I'm just some 'over-dramatic Emo'?
Watch me take the fall.
I cried but, never once did I come to you.
I screamed but, never once did I scream for you.
I hurt but, never once did I let you see.
Maybe if I showed you, you'd understand what you did to me.
Crying without you.Crying without you.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Waking up from a nightmare,
Never dreamed you'd be in there.
It was just about our life,
and how you cut me like a knife.
Broke my heart, told me I'm a freak.
Broke me down, and made me feel weak.
But, of course I didn't tell you,
You have no idea what you do.
I cried myself to sleep,
Wishing I was good enough for you to keep.
Why did you leave me?
I'm the best I can be.
I cried and cried all night, but, no one knew.
I didn't tell anyone, I won't tell you.
And you held her, told her you love her.
Made me wish I was that girl.
The way you looked at her, made me wanna cry.
The way you held her, made me wanna die.
So I'll slit my wrists, try to forget about you.
I hate myself, cause I knew
you would break my heart,
You would rip my life apart.
Everyone warned me, but, I'm too dumb.
Damnit you make me numb.
You made me scream,
you ruined my dreams.
You held me down,
You turned my life around.
You broke my heart.
You ripped me apart.
You made me cry.
You made me lie...
You made me bleed too
I hate that I love youI hate that I love you6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate the fact that love you
I hate the fact that you're everything but fake
I hate the fact that you can catch me in a lie with your icy blue eyes
I hate the fact that you know all the right words to say to me
I hate the fact that I'm addicted the scent of your body
I hate the fact that you will put you're body though hell for a movie
I hate the fact that you care about the echelon like their your own family
I hate the fact that you're quick answer a question in an interview and all you can think of is "Um"
I hate the fact that you stupid little voice is in my head
I hate the fact that I spend my last on buying every last movie your in
I hate the fact that you died in most of them
I hate the fact that I still remember the first time you asked me out
I hate the fact that I remember the first kiss
I hate the fact that you told me about the tour the day before you leave
I hate the fact that the last thing I said to you was "Go to hell and stay there"
I hate the fact that you didn't stop
ASH POEM...I'm a stalker.I see you walking by, ignoring me as usual,ASH POEM...I'm a stalker.6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Well, I can understand why you do.
I'm not even good enough to see you in person,
Do you exist to haunt me knowing I can't have you?
Your eyes are amazing, I could get lost in their chocolate color forever,
Your hair is softer than a Pikachu.
Your hat makes me want to know what's under there,
Your skin...so clean and clear.
Your smile is something that I can't live without,
Your Zs just add to your adorableness.
Your scent is so amazing it's beyond words,
No one could wear your outfit as sexy as you do.
Your name is a one of a kind thing,
Your voice is so comforting.
But your Ash, so it makes sense why you'd be so dense and wouldn't understand how I feel.
I'll just keep on waiting until you see. That you finally see.
That I love you Ash Ketchum with all my heart and soul. You are a drug that will never go away and stay with me forever. I just hope that one day...you'll finally notice and feel the same.