Wants and AllowancesHe wants to lament the blood dripping off the tip of his sword. To feel some small amount of sorrow for the fluid of life caking his hair and skin, being seared into the leather of his long coat. The voice of Mother in his head prevents it.Wants and Allowances9 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
He wants to regret the fire ravaging the tiny town that was home to Zack's friend. To wish that something had turned out differently, that he hadn't lost control and murdered everyone there. But it was not his will that began the flames; Mother controlled the hand that cast the spell.
He wants to turn his sword against himself. To slide it gently between strong ribs into a broken heart and end this agony of unfulfilled emotions and wants. Mother does not allow it; her "child" must be intact to carry out her plans for the world.
Intact, but not necessarily sound of mind.
He wants to stay away from the reactor. To run far away from the chamber of horrors where he
A Virgin SacrificeI love youA Virgin Sacrifice6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I love you too
As I sit down to write this at my desk, I cannot get you out of my head.
Every word directed towards you, every feeling you give me, put down on paper
I've been looking for that special someone
I never thought I would find him so soon
My parents warn me that we are confusing love with lust
Our friends say we're perfect
I know exactly how I feel about you
You tell me you feel the same way
You're my final thought before I fall asleep
You're the first thought I have when I wake
"We've been dating for a couple months now, I think it's time we had sex"
I should have known then that that's all you wanted, you couldn't even fathom intimacy
But I gave in to you
You said if I loved you it would come naturally
You told me you loved me, and low and behold it happened
You talked to me less frequently
After awhile you couldn't look me in the eye
You were caught red-handed
But I had red-cheeks
I gave you my first kiss, and my first-sexual experience
The two best moments of
Drop Dead GorgeousDrop Dead Gorgeous12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Drop Dead Gorgeous
She starves herself, one day at a time. Weighs herself but isnt satisfied. Over the toilet she purges her binge. The fingers she uses to gag herself are twisted and thin. Her teeth are rotting at their core. Her tongue is singed and her throat is always sore. Her stomach is shrinking and her bones protrude. Never enough and its not worth the food. But none of that really matters, because she's drop dead gorgeous.
Each day that goes by she hates herself. More and more she beats herself. Taking the razor that leaves her skin bare, she cuts herself ten times without any care. She loves the blood as it beeds up from her incisions. She smiles as it throbs and is glad with her decision. She deserves it, she thinks she's not worth it. And each time it goes deeper and the scar will grow longer. And each time the pain and addiction grow stronger. But none of that really matters, becuase she's drop dead gorgeous.
In the shower she always cries. She wishes the day would wash of