Forgiven, RevisitedSome say that they never stop caring,Forgiven, Revisited6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Whenever it's over it's never truly over.
Some beg for anyone to hold them,
Some say they just want someone to love,
Someone to love them.
If love is a relative term,
Then what are we to judge,
Our judgment is sour to call it over,
If the unrequited are returned,
Isn't that what love is,
That second chance,
So this accidental pain was for a reason,
This inadvertent murder showed me how to love,
Because after all I said I was inexperienced,
I said I didn't know much,
You showed me a dimension of what love is,
The division of pain,
So you blackened my sight to open my eyes,
You brought me to death so I could live,
I'm more confident than before,
And even if I misread you,
Even if it's all for nothing,
You've made me grow more than I ever could,
Or even with a perfect relationship.
My heart is now callused and won't hurt as bad,
And to say the least,
My MetamorphasisSilent warnings,My Metamorphasis6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm still dwelling on my latest felling,
None else has happened,
Tears turn amber from sap and,
And I'm holding on,
Waiting for a new dawn.
Compassion drowning, ignorance founding,
Poor thoughts filt'ring, feeling guilty,
I know I must prove myself innocent,
I know I must find where my care went,
With confidence and hatred trading,
I'm soon to be fading.
Reaching for EternityI feel slightly better today, I won't lie,Reaching for Eternity6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's because I know I won't see you today,
So maybe the pain would be only unbearable.
"Yea, cause generally u are too afraid to tell someone u like them, y'know."
"I feel so girly because I can relate to that..."
"But sometimes it just make everything easier if u do, and no your not, it happens to everyone."
"Even me...hey pat can i be really honest with you?"
"Yeah, of course you can..."
"well i dont know if u know this or not...but i like you, and i want to kno wif u like me back"
I remember that night more finite than anything,
A few weeks of heaven,
Followed by months of hell,
But it was worth your affection.
No one that I truly respected,
No one I felt I liked for real,
Had ever truly liked me back.
I had only mere days,
Where I felt you expressed yourself.
But it was all worth it,
You were all worth it.
But I think it's fading away.
OmnipotentI don't think you were made for here,Omnipotent6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your instinct is only one of shying away,
And hurting yourself,
I don't know what to say anymore.
There's only so many prophetic sayings
I can say over these little chat-box lines,
There aren't words in the English language to express
This sympathy, this empathy.
There's a lot of words that I just want to say
But I can't really say what I truly mean,
These words can't weave without connotations,
This care can't weave without inferences.
In this brutal world with primal instinct
Shrouded by the veil of toxic gases, industry, and technology,
You don't belong here,
The rest aren't worthy,
You belong someplace where the loved belong,
Held up by wings with feathers of perfect beauty and strength,
Held up by eyes streaming love rather than tears,
Held up by something more understanding,
More omnipotent and confident,
Something that'd be better at solving your problems
My Suici-Hopeless because no one's there,My Suici-6 years ago in Open More Like This
Dismal because no one cares,
Loveless because no one loves.
I've tried to love (once or twice,)
But it's never returned,
I should put myself to an ending,
Out of my own misery,
I might cause other's misery,
But what's it matter,
I'm gone, and nobody cared.
Nobody that I saw.
I'm left incomplete,
Lives not even started,
It's just not finished yet,
But I want it to be.
Welcome to my
carus vos, collabHey you,carus vos, collab6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Remember when you said
"Let's run with scissors
Let's laugh 'til we can't breathe
Let's have inside jokes
Let's stay up late
Let's cry, let's smile,
Let's make up a handshake no one will ever know,"?
Please know that you'll make it through.
I know it like I know the back of my hand
(But then again, who really knows?
Scars come and go, freckles stay the same?)
I know you're strong like the ocean,
And fearless like the moon on a cloudless night.
I know you'll make it through.
Sprinting through thunder and lightning
And pouring, blinding rain made that week
Screaming down rollercoasters,
Water-fighting up mountains,
Ripping tendons, breaking wrists
Loving life, living like the crazy kids that we are
Makes everything unforgettable.
Please know that everything I've said is true.
(Lie detectors are only for the uncertain.)
I know that you feel like the tide somedays,
A little bit up, a tiny bit down,
The Coming of SummerI remember, first day back,The Coming of Summer6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I thought I'd have a heart attack.
Three months since I had seen your face,
Yet we had talked the entire time.
I remember you looked so pretty to me,
The first time I truly fell in love,
As I fell in love,
I fell in life,
Fell to the ashes,
To be reborn.
I remember the time in that silly class,
I always embarrassed myself in.
I didn't know what 'head over heels' meant,
When I asked the question,
They all looked at you and laughed.
I wasn't let down so easy.
I remember the time we played that game,
Just looking at each other,
Staring at each other,
And looking away when the shock hit us.
The shock that our eyes met.
I remember, heart broken,
You made me write my first real words,
Some diary, journal,
In verse eternal,
My tears stretched from head to toe,
I was too overcome with this hurt,
It takes a full breakdown to make me cry,
You pulled it off, not once,
But five times.
I remember your words in my heart,
Your problems depres