It's To Late To Say GoodbyeIt's to late to say goodbye.It's To Late To Say Goodbye4 years ago in Open More Like This
It was to late when you said hello.
To just walk away now.
I never want to see you go.
But that's not a choice
Not a hello
But a goodbye instead.
I though there was a chance
You've left me forever
And now I'm alone
With nothing to live for
Of that I am shown
But what of myself
To know you are gone
No chance of this endeavor
Of being with you
Of being together forever
So this is my goodbye
Goodbye my friend
Goodbye my brother
Goodbye my strength
I shall never find another
Forever shall you rest
My memory is wavy
I knew you for years
And all I can do
Is shed those last tears
The world holds no sympathy
I know you would to.
Do what I'm doing.
For there's no time for mourning
and that I am rue-ing
Goodbye and I love you... RIP.
Ecclesiastes TwoLaughter gives you nothingEcclesiastes Two4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
It's empty in the end
Seek a life of pleasure
You only chase the wind
Build your glorious house
Have treasures of a king
Drink your wine, dance all night
Still, you will gain nothing
Fools are worse than wise men
As dark is worse than light
Fools are blind, wise have eyes
Wrong's always worse than right
Yet, the wise and foolish
Fate dictates both must die
All that they have worked for
They have to leave behind
To be wise, not a fool
So, why is it better?
To work all the day long
So, why does it matter?
The wise man pleases God
God loves our honest toil
To him who pleases God...
This man is given joy
DepressionSomething that holds and wont let goDepression6 years ago in Open More Like This
You wriggle and writhe and still it holds fast
Merging in with the soul
Devouring the brightness of light
The sorrow and solitude overwhelm
And even good friends dont help when at odds
The grip suffocates
The tear well up but refuse to fall
Stuck frozen on the rims of the eyes
The heart itches and aches
Pulsating each unintentional beat
Stop thumping so loud inside the chest.
Dislike for self, Dislike for other
General disgust with the world
Ready for a change
Knowing that the time will pass in strangeness
Relief far from sight
Cold fingers closing in on thin air
Tear and burn before the eyes
Delicate and fragile
Non-withstanding these deep emotions
Scared and alone
Standing naked waiting for acceptance
Dread another day in pain
Sleep elusive, almost vain
Plain acceptance of desolation
Banking on the future to expand
Fumbling forward failing further
Farfetched fantasy fulfilled
Frantic findings frail and fragile.
SorrowSorrow fills my empty soul,Sorrow8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nothing matters anymore.
No tear falls from these eyes of mine.
My hands are scarred and caloused,
Bad memories revealed.
Behind this mask of perfectness,
Pain is seen,
Sorrow so clearly vivid.
Pain 2I lay here thinking about the pain in my life,Pain 29 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
you left me alone,
gave me no one to turn to,
so insted of trying to find someone new i turn to my razor blade,
the only thing thats has always been there,
I slide the blade across my finger,
Blood trickles down almost as fast as the tears flow down my face,
I put on some music so my mom doesnt here,
I dont want to hurt her like this,
but i have no other choice,
i start to write her a letter,
i tell her i love her,
and i hope ill see her again one day,
i sign my name, and fold the letter,
I begin to cry harder as i put the pain pills in my mouth,
there no turning back now,
I i move the blade to my wrist and push it harder,
blood starts gushing out,
things start to go dim,
the last thing i think of is that there is no way you were worth this.
It's YOU.A gentle word like a spark of light,It's YOU.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole
There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still
And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof
So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Beautiful, Darling, I'll cause you no strife.
Walk a MileMy shoes have walked a mile,Walk a Mile5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a mile of opportunity and ability...
I have something to look forward to.
His shoes have walked a mile,
a mile of depression and sadness...
That part of town is full of the homeless.
Her shoes have walked a mile,
a mile of success and fulfillment...
Preparation is her life.
They will walk a mile,
a mile of moving forward or back...
They have control and may do whatever,
but they don't know how.
If they could only join together
they could make life better now.
100 THINGS LIGHT WOULD NEVR DO100 THINGS LIGHT WOULD NEVR DO5 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
100 things Light Yagami wouldnt do:
1. pose for a naked picture
2. say I love you
3. have a real relationship for that matter
4. where jeans
5. not sit in a girly position
6. dye his hair blond
7. Kiss L for the sake of fangirls
8. Kiss ANYONE for the sake of fangirls EVER
9. Admit that he was beaten
10. become the girlfriend in the relationship
11. become part of the pretty boy backstreet boys
12. sing the gay Barbie song (aloud)
13. stop talking to himself
14. become a male hooker just to get someones name
15. not cower on the ground in his last minutes
16. stop telling lies
17. Admitting that it was in fact pleasant and sexy to be chained to the number 1 detective in the series
18. wear makeup
19. dress up like a goth so misa and him can match
20. tell Ryuk hes handsome
21. Ask L if those pants make his ass too big
22. admit hes a psychotic bastard (heh, sorry)
23. become a pimp and all of the task force are his
Dear CedricDear Cedric,Dear Cedric4 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
I'm sorry, did I forget to tell you I'm not visiting your home. My life is hard today. I hope I can take care of my life.
On the back:
P.S. maybe I was wrong. mom said we will visit.
Desperate CriesA relationship built on lies,Desperate Cries5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Always the same pattern.
Layer upon layer of lies,
The source of my desperate cries.
My life is a lie,
A romance novel gone wrong.
My fate trapped within chapters.
Let me out!
Set me free,
From this life of lies
But my words fall upon deaf ears.
The source of my desperate cries.
What? I like pretty things.Oh, please forgive me for staring,What? I like pretty things.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I couldn't help comparing,
you to the last time there was heaven in this life.
I hope it's not a bother,
when I say i can consider no other,
worthy of pledging my heart, ending the strife.
Can you feel me losing my breath,
as I come closer to death,
when your eyes stare so brilliantly back at me.
There isn't much to ponder,
as I can only sit in wonder,
at the radiance of my beloved.. beauty, I can see.
Ice BloodViolence has become euphoria.Ice Blood5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You make me crazy.
I love you.
Lost somewhere inside what I wish was rightfully mine-
You grab my hand and pull me back to reality.
This is how it's supposed to be.
This is how you make it-
But then you take it all away from me again.
I just want to keep something close to me-
Something bigger than words, longer than make-believe love.
I want you and your heart.
You already have my heart-even if you don't notice-
Attention is not what matters. It's about what's real-
And the way I feel for you is real. You can't take that away.
You make me crazy.
I love you.
Death Is...Closer and closer we get, everyday, every secondDeath Is...5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
How does one spend their last moments?
Angry and bitter at the world?
Naïve, untraveled, ignorant, unloved?
Given the chance many would beg to predict the future
Effervescent energy passed on to others
Anointed with the gift of clairvoyance, a gift
Not meant to be an 8-ball
Often treated as such, like a circus sideshow
Tarot doesnt tell the future:
Heaven nor hell are in your cards
Entertain thoughts of dying the cool shroud grazing your skin
Respite for those who were hurt
Step away and aside from all the hate and bigotry of the living
Time means nothing, hold it in your palm
Epitome of the calm, cool and collected, she stands
Pensive and alive she touches my shoulder
Inside her eyes I see her own passing, it is calm
No thrashing, stoning, strangling, hanging, cutting, stabbing, falls. She is
Luminescent with the black light of death
In the tip jar I drop a ten. She thanks me and utters a