Daddy...it hurtsMy name is Chris,Daddy...it hurts1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.
I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.
When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar
I hear him curse,
My name is called,
I press myself,
Against the wall.
I try to hide,
From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping,
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me,
And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.
He's already locked it,
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor,
With my bones nearly broke
I heard you're a player, so let's play a game...Let's sweet talkI heard you're a player, so let's play a game...3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Let's play fight
Let's talk 24/7
Let's tell each other good morning and good night everyday
Let's take walks together
Let's give each other nicknames
Let's hang out with each other's friends
Let's go on dates
Let's talk on the phone all night long
Let's hold each other
Let's kiss and hug
And whoever falls in love first...
Random UpdateSince words cannot express how unbelievably bored I am, I'll just get to the point.Random Update2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So random update is random, but I've been meaning to write this for awhile. The only reason I'm writing it now is because I'm sick and can't go to school, so I have nothing to do. So anyway, I'm not writing APH Beauty and the Beast anymore, simply because I have lost interest in writing it. I have no ideas for it and, truth be told, I'm not as into Hetalia as I used to be. My brain got taken over by Detective Conan and my OCs, and I just have so many ideas for the latter that need to be written and completed. So yeah, I just don't have any time to sit around waiting for an idea to come for a story that I'm no longer interested in writing.
That's pretty much it. You just read a pointless journal. Celebrate.
NICCOLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFUFUFUFUFUFUUFUFUFUF Y U GET SHOT!?!!? In the shoulder.NICCOLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO2 years ago in Personal More Like This
I WANT IT SO BADLY!!I DONT CARE IF IT COMES OUT NEXT YEAR, I WANT THE NEW POKEMON X & Y GAME! CANT WAIIT FOR ANOTHER YEAR I DEMAND IT!I WANT IT SO BADLY!!3 months ago in Personal More Like This
La~:iconMissElysium:La~5 months ago in Personal More Like This
I'm joining her contest, c:
Should be fun~
*DylanIswear, ifyoujoin, I'llpunchyouthroughawall.~ Not literally, but literally.*
I make no senseI have no problem putting my characters through torturous situations, and messing with their feelings until they go insane...I make no sense5 months ago in Personal More Like This
but for some reason, I have a hard time killing certain characters
OhmyGoshI just realized how much I miss Hetalia. T_T...OhmyGosh5 months ago in Personal More Like This
I haven't done anything Heatlia related in forever.
Strange Questions TO ME! With answers :D!These are the most common questions people ask me IMA ANSWER THEM HERE CuzStrange Questions TO ME! With answers :D!7 months ago in Personal More Like This
I usually answer them and then they just get asked again By some on dif! LETS START!
How old are you?: 15.
Do you have A brother?: Yes. The names Josh Hes 16
Ever Read Homestuck?: GIANT FAN OF IT!
What is the first creepypasta story you herd?: The lost eps Of ed edd and eddy
Who is your Fav OC?: Mark.
How Old are your Oc's?: Scissor Mouth: 20-17 Mark: 20-18 EnderShock: 20-21
Are you Emo?: HELL NO I AM THE FUCKING HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!
Are you in a relationship?: HELL YES WITH THE MOST AMAZING PERSON EVER! UHHAA!!
You play music?: VIOLIN!!!
If you could live in a game witch one?: Prince of Zelda!
Do you online game?: ALL THE TIME!
If you could go out with a creepypasta Who would it be?: SlenderMan Hes GOD DAME Sexy
Do you Like nyan cat: Yes I FUCKING LOVE THAT CAT!
What is the most nasty thing you have ever done?: Never brushed my teeth for a YEAR!
In What way do people look at you?: NOT
Are you guys happy now?!NOTE: READ THE WHOLE RANT BEFORE SAYING ANYTHING!Are you guys happy now?!7 months ago in Personal More Like This
Know what I hate about the internet? The fact that people can hide behind it. It reminds me of a fucking riot shield that people can just hide behind and even when people spray them with bullets, they don't care because they are safe behind that protective little glass of theirs. The internet protects people who don't deserve to be protected.
Are you happy now?
Kat has decided to take hiastus from deviantART because of the shit against Tigershipping that has gone down in TBT. No. I am not pointing fingers at the admins! I am pointing my fingers at the members.
Know what pisses me off the most you guys? The fact that you can talk behind someone's back and not think you'll hurt them. I know this has happened because cat has seen it. I just love how you guys don't have the balls to say it to her face! You guys really should take a fucking bow, you've outdone yourselves and you should be fucking proud that you're chasing people away
Moment of silence.I just wanted to write this journal to remember those who died in the Boston Marathon on Monday.Moment of silence.8 months ago in Personal More Like This
Cannotthe day raisesCannot8 months ago in Personal More Like This
the town awakens
some never saw the back of there eye lids
they creep out of their doors
the sun warms and blinds
they cover their eyes
smile in chear
knowing now nothing to fear
we gather our food
gather the dead
before its time again
before its time..again
here in this hell
just a test
we hide her
we say our hi's
but to colded hearted to say goodbye
the sun comming to a ease
we gather as we please
tempers are short
to cover the fear
we rush to the house
just somewhere to be safe
shes in the open
oh god i can't watch
someone.. please go get her
this blind foul
can't she see
or... is that something she wants
no it can't
she cant see the light in the day
common just.. please hide
picking his meal
she cant see him
what do i do
if i fail i die along with her
but if i don't we can see the sun
no i must..
just close my eyes
i rush out
blood already f
Prepare for inactivity againOn March 26 two things will be leaving for NewJersy. My mother to seek the medical help she needs and her computer. Which means no more drawing for loong while. She wont be back anytime soon so until i can get my old one fixed or buy another one Jakys account will die down again. Perhaps i'll be able to seek the extra laptop outta her room and use it but sine that laptop was sent by her online college i'd feel guitly taking it outta the box and installing my programs on it. Im sorry my Boos QAQ and Jaky is to i'll try my best to keep up with u guys and i hate this to much QAQ.Prepare for inactivity again9 months ago in Personal More Like This
more on this subject to be updated later)
Read!important petition!!this is a petition to help prevent art theft here on dA please sign we deviants must make our voices heard!!Read!important petition!!9 months ago in Personal More Like This
JOIN MEDrawig a hot Jolly rancher guy come seeJOIN ME9 months ago in Personal More Like This
Warriors amv is finally finished!!! :DThe amv I have been working for quite a few months now is finally finished! If you didn't see the preview, or know I was making this, it's called 'Bloodclan's Courtesy Call' using the song 'Courtesy Call' by Thousand Foot Krutch (One of my favourite songs :3)Warriors amv is finally finished!!! :D9 months ago in Personal More Like This
There's more details about it in the youtube description, so I'll just post the link to the video here- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrhHAc0qC-w&feature=youtu.be
Comments, likes and subs would be greatly appreciated! :3 But of course, even just watching it would make me happy ^^
OKAY GUYS.I win. Look at the only entry, the beautiful artwork created by me. It is now our icon.OKAY GUYS.11 months ago in Personal More Like This
If any other entries come in before midnight, they will automatically win since I wasn't going to enter originally.
Devious Journal Entry001. Real name? MorganDevious Journal Entry2 years ago in Personal More Like This
002. Nickname(s) siren
003. Zodiac sign? libra
004. Male or female? depends on my mood
005. Elementary? sucked
006. Middle School? was hell
007. High School? 9th level of HELL
008. Hair color? red
009. Long or short? short
010. Loud or Quiet? loud
011. Sweats or Jeans? nothing! >8P
012. Phone or Camera? camera
013. Health freak? *smoking* don't smoke!
014. Drink or Smoke? drink
015. Do you have a crush on someone? no
016. Eat or Drink? eat!!....and drink I LOVE SODA!
017. Piercings? my lip and ears
018. Tattoos? someday I'll get Sebastian's faustian mark on my left hand 83
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? yup 83
020. Been in a car accident? sadly
021. Been in a fist fight? trying to pick a fight!?
022. First piercing? ear
025. First award? ... i'm a failure.
023. First best friend? Hale..... she treated me like a pet.
028. First big vacation? all the way to indiana 8D
029. Last person you talked to? ummm... my cat?
Fake friends vs Real friends-Fake Friends-Don't ask for food.Fake friends vs Real friends1 month ago in Personal More Like This
+Real Friends-Are the reason you have NO food.
-Fake Friends-Call your parents Mr./Mrs.
+Real Friends call your parents mom/dad.
-Fake Friends:Have never seen you cry.
+Real Friends-Cry with you.
-Fake Friends-Borrow stuff for a few days and give it back.
+Real Friends-Keep stuff that's yours for so long they forget it's yours.
-Fake Friends-Know you.
+Real Friends-Could write a book about you.
-Fake Friends-Would knock on your door.
+Real Friends-Would walk right in and say "I'm home..."
-Fake Friends-Help you up when you fall over.
+Real Friends-Will jump on you and shout "DOG PILE!"
-Fake Friends-Are for a while.
+Real Friends-Are for life.
-Fake Friends-say "Love you..." in a joking manner.
+Real Friends-Say-"Love you..."and they mean it...
-Fake Friends-Will read this...
+Real Friends-Will steal this....
You guys, YOU GUYS, cry for joy with me!Struck by Lightening Trailer!!!You guys, YOU GUYS, cry for joy with me!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Jacob's Song for Bella XD"You Belong With Me [and not Captain Sparkles]"Jacob's Song for Bella XD2 years ago in Personal More Like This
to my Bella
You're on the phone with your Edward he's upset
He's going off about something that I thought (?)
But he doesn't get my humor like you do
You're in my room, it's a typical Thursday night
We're listening to the kind of music he doesn't like
And he'll never know exactly what you think
'Cause he wears expensive clothes, I don't wear T-shirts
He's too sparkly and I'm a sexy creature
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me, You belong with me
Walking the streets when you trip over your feet
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on La Push beach, thinking to myself
Hey, Edward's a creeeeep?
And I've got a smile that could light up your whole life
You haven't seen it in awhile 'cause he's in your life.
You say you're f
guys just who omg i died XD:iconpowderpufffranceplz::iconpowderpuffprussiaplz::iconpowderpuffspainplz:guys just who omg i died XD9 months ago in Personal More Like This
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