stiklo.kamanesoro-oro.oro.oro- praau, praau, maldauju- ne, a negaliu, nemoku maldauti- o dieve- tik oro- tik vieną maą gurknį, tik skonį, gyvybės kibirktį, tą deginantį skausmą, praau - a dūstu, negi nematai, negi nejauti, negi tau tai nesvarbu?..
Taip maai- tik keli milimetrai- a įkvepiu deguonį ir akimirka prarasta ir a vėl dūstu ir man karta ir geismas drasko plaučius, krūtinę ir oro.oro.oro.- NeNeNe a nenoriu vėl likti tutumoje, praau, praau, paskolink savo oro, paskolink savo gyvybės, negi nematai, kad a tik lėlė- padarysiu viską, tik duok man OroOroOro- pripildyk mane, a noriu būt gyva- praau praau praau
a alta, mano gyslose ledas. Nesuprantu, kod
Stockholm. 4.There became something serene about the darkness of the enclosure. With his body curled into a ball, knees against chest and tip of thumb in mouth, he was like a child in the womb, listening to the sounds of the outside as if he was hearing them through the amniotic fluid he had long since experienced. Through the walls, he could hear Gerard shifting through foodstuffs or flicking on the television early in the morning. In his space- Franks space- he could listen, but not experience. It was a place of safety. He sometimes wished Gerard would assume that he was asleep and not knock on the door so he could continue to count the times his heart made thumping noises in the cage of his ribs.Stockholm. 4.7 years ago in Fanfiction Epic Challenge More Like This
The swelling in his wrist had been reduced to nothing by the time Sunday morning had arrived. Gerard had let him sleep through the evening of Saturday and even until the next morning, delicately rapping his prominent knuckles on the wooden door. If he had slept in the bedroom or the living
Stockholm. 11.Morning came and Frank found himself not wanting to leave Gerard's room, likening to sense of security and comfort to being a child, warm in his bed, on a day his mother let him stay home from school sick. Gerard left for work as he usually did, looking tired and grey and Frank couldn't help but guiltily speculate that maybe it was his fault. Before Gerard left, they didn't hug or kiss or show any sign of affection other than their usual goodbyes. Tiny worms of worry wriggled like an infestation of maggots inside him and he prayed that something would go right soon so they could leave the tension and aggression behind.Stockholm. 11.7 years ago in Fanfiction Epic Challenge More Like This
The window in Frank's bedroom was still nailed shut, either because Gerard, after all that time, didn't trust Frank enough to pull them out or more simply had just not gotten around to it. When he pressed his hand against the window, a silhouette of warmth appeared around his hand. Winter was coming full force and there would probably be even more snow. At that moment th