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Loving You Besides EverythingI'm trying to hold it in,Loving You Besides Everything4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The pain that I feel inside.
I never knew it would hurt this much,
I just want to run away and hide.
I look at your face and try not to cry,
Holding in the urge as we start to kiss.
I tell you I'm ok but we both know it's a lie,
You say my pretty smile is what you miss.
I hold you in my arms and I hold you tight,
Wanting not to let go of you at all.
For every second I'm thinking of you, day and night,
You're the one to hold me right before I fall.
My heart was hit... it hurt like hell...
It hurt even more knowing it came from you...
But I guess I somewhat understand.. who could tell...
I still l
You In My LifeI look into your eyes and see the happiness so many crave for,You In My Life4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've let you in my life, I've smiled and laughed .
I let you come in through the door,
That my heart kept locked up for all these years.
I've let you hold me in your arms,
I've let you whisper in my ear.
Who knew you would be such a charm,
With you all my problems seem to disappear.
You're my guardian,
The angel that watches over me.
With you I'm happy,
Nothing can ever put me down.
I thank you for coming into my life,
For making me smile and stand up.
You've understood me more than all the others,
This world so hard and tied up.
Beautiful AngelBlinded by dark clouds,Beautiful Angel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I let my angel go.
My savior in the hardest of times,
The one to save me from falling.
Such a beautiful angel...
And I was wrong to ever go against you.
You were there in my every time of need...
And all I did was cover the love with dust...
I know you still remember,
I know there's no more mercy.
As I look at your weary eyes,
As I'm falling...
I see everything pass by me.
You took my heart and repaired it,
You were there to plant the smiles and laughter.
Dark intentions were never there,
Only the love of caring.
Blinded by dark clouds,
I let my angel go.
My savior in the hardest of times,
Hurting HeartI'm sorry for hurting you,Hurting Heart4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But you're hurting me too....
I'm trying to hold back the tears,
Trying to forget all my worries... all my fears.
I hate knowing that I have hurt you,
But I don't want us to stop talking... do you?
You're an incredible person,
I've said this before.
I adore you so much... but it seems it doesn't matter anymore...
I'm hurting you more than I thought I actually would,
Forgive me please... I care... I give you my word...
I will always try to be there for when you need me,
Don't hold back please...
I'm here just thinking about you...
Wishing you wouldn't go through the things you go through...
You
Dear Friend...Waiting to see if I'll hear from you again,Dear Friend...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I start pacing back and forth in my head.
I know that you can never again call me a friend...
But not ever speaking to you is what I dread.
Don't do this to me please,
The torture I cannot take.
Please... just answer me,
My sanity is at stake.
I know I've messed up,
I know I'm halfway there...
But don't go away...
Please tell me you still care.
It was a pleasure to have met you,
A pleasure to have shared such deep things with you.
But now it seems like I don't know what to do,
When it's been weeks since I've spoken to you...
Every day I remind myself of what I did,
But I'm
Hoping To Let Us BeSeeing you smile, seeing you happy is the greatest gift God could ever give me.Hoping To Let Us Be4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can go through many things and fall down many times but can’t you see?
You’re the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.
You’re the light in my darkness, my one and only,
Sometimes I wonder… how is it that you could love me?
I’m not that special and I’m sure I’m not that pretty.
And then sometimes I ask myself how could God give me someone like you?
The greatest gift I’ve ever received… my love for you is true.
I know there are few people who can ever understand our love…
And there are others th
Been Given A ChanceMy heart races just thinking of you,Been Given A Chance4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I’ve never felt such a love so true.
I’m lost in a loving trance,
Thank God I’ve been given a chance.
A chance to love someone like you,
So beautiful… just mine… who knew.
You’re my world; you’re the beating in my heart,
I know we will never part.
We can’t, it’s just impossible,
You’re my angel, you’re so lovable.
Thank God I’ve been given a chance,
A chance to love some like you.
-AddictionYou’re stuck on my mind,-Addiction4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can’t stop thinking of you.
I still feel your touch on my skin,
It’s a burning feeling… but one I enjoy.
The thought of you is driving me crazy,
I need you so badly.
My heart aches because of the distance life has put between us,
But I know soon… in just a few hours I’ll be in your arms again.
This is unlike anything I’ve ever felt before,
I’m loving you and missing you so much more than I thought.
You’re my addiction,
God how I need you.
Little FairyI hold you softly inside the palm of my hand,Little Fairy4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To not damage your delicate and beautiful wings.
I look at the smooth color of your skin,
As your eyes stare up at me like little diamonds.
You shiver and tremble in fear as I look down on you,
But I half smile and tell you that I won’t hurt you.
I place you gently on my bed as I kneel on the side,
Your frightened little soul runs behind a pillow to hide.
I try to be pleasing in a way you won’t be frightened,
But your small body is trembling with fear every time I get near.
I stay there motionless looking at your every detail,
The wonders on my face so priceless.
Her TearsShe was trying to hold back her tears,Her Tears4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Turning her face and not saying a word so that no one would hear.
She was hurting inside,
But her sorrow… from me she can’t hide…
I can see past her unwanted stare,
I treat her with all my love and care…
Why has she been mistreated?...
My mother… oh how I have pleaded…
Her soul so soft and sweet…
Her image a kind and peaceful beauty…
Can’t she see that I’m here?
She just passes by me… like if I weren’t near…
She might not trust me… or wish I were different…
But I will always be there for when she needs me… I
Meant To BeI seem to only dream these days,Meant To Be4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Wanting for things to be much easier than what they are now.
Wishing that without a problem, you and me can finally be.
Right now, holding hands and kissing when we can,
Seems enough but I have a feeling life is always working up a plan.
Gladly your smile, your laugh, and your presence make my day,
You don’t know how I wish I could see your almost perfect face every day.
I still get that feeling,
When you first meet the person that is meant for you.
When your heart starts fluttering like a butterflies wings, you know that feeling is true.
I can’t help but to grasp it deep inside me,
Different Side Of MeYou think I’m done for, you think that’s all?Different Side Of Me4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Well there’s more coming, and it’ll be a hard fall.
I know it’s not like me,
But who can blame me?
I’ve been trampled on over and over again,
What do you want me to do? Calm down counting to ten?
That doesn’t work with me… I usually let it go,
Forget about it and any open door to drama I say no…
But what if I want to change that a little?
Make it more than just a bit of drizzle?
Put some embers into the fire… make a little commotion,
Maybe that’ll put me up in a higher rate, a modest promotion.
But you’re angered at this
On My Own In LifeI wanted to run away…On My Own In Life4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So far, far away…
You have no idea how much my heart hurt…
How much my whole body wouldn’t stop shaking…
I just thought of you…
I thought of everything that I’ve gone through…
I didn’t want to believe this was happening…
It was saddening…
I couldn’t breathe at one point… I thought I would suffocate without the air…
But then I realized… I didn’t really care…
I was going to leave… to never come back…
I felt the pain rise up higher each time… it was a hard attack…
I crawl in my bed crying in tears…
Af
My AngelI love her and I’ll never let her go,My Angel4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
She’s the light in my darkness, my angel.
She’s my life and I would never be able to live without her smile,
Her beautiful and enchanting eyes always warming up my soul.
I can’t live without her that is settled down in stone.
I hold her face in the palms of my hands,
And kiss her soft sweet lips in a warm and loving embrace.
Her love I know is true,
And she knows mine is too.
I keep her heart safe and sound with me,
I’ll never leave it out of my sight, out of my grasp.
I love her and I’ll never let her go,
She’s the light in my darkness, my angel.
Crystalized TearsDripping droplets of my tears slowly falling down my face,Crystalized Tears4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Small, blue crystalized tears falling in place.
As they hit the floor, they break to a million pieces,
Scattering everywhere, making the pieces hide in different places.
I look at them, amazed and astonished,
They look like broken crystal pieces all polished.
All the little pieces start to shine different colors as a tint of shine hits them,
So beautiful... So wonderful... who knew of these wonders.
But as the light moves away,
Those little crystallized tears... broken in pieces turn gray.
Their color no more,
Only this grayish sight making my heart only feel sore.
Don't hesitate... kill meYou throw yourself at me with your tormenting words,Don't hesitate... kill me4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hurting me more deeply every second that passes by…
I’m crying on the floor but I try to pull myself upwards,
As you scream at me over and over again that I am a lie…
Your eyes hurt in a sadly expression,
Begging for an answer that I have deeply hidden…
Your tears like poison… killing this demon…
You’re trying to save me… but my heart has been darkened…
I have tainted your poor soul,
Forgive me… just please don’t scream at me anymore…
I’m sorry I didn’t have control…
I can’t stand to hurt more and
Holding You ForeverI hold your face in my hands and look deeply into your eyes,Holding You Forever4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don’t know what it is but you always have me hypnotized.
I wonder what is it that makes me want to cry,
I just can’t help to feel the pain I do inside…
I don’t want to lose you, I would never wish for it,
But I feel like there’s something wanting to part us…
I know that our love will be strong enough to withhold anything coming our way,
Hopefully we will be calm and wouldn’t have to worry about this every day…
I hold you close with all my might,
Not wanting to ever let go, not without a fight.
You’re mine… and I don&
Ragged DollScreaming in my head I start to cry,Ragged Doll3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Why is this happening to me?? why?!
You're only using me...
Your little ragged doll....
You do as you please with me...
Should I end it all??
You tell me that you love me...
That I'm forever your beauty...
But what a liar you are!!
I can't believe it has gotten this far...
Again I have fallen...
Again I'm loosing it all...
All because of you...
I'm your little ragged doll...
Damn...It all begins with a look into each other’s eyes.Damn...5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It begins with the feelings that we have inside…
It’s the fire that we cannot hide..
We stand face to face without saying a word.
Our scent mixed into the air that we both deserve.
Is our love that great?
Is it more than we can take?
You slowly stroke your hand on my cheek.
You look into my eyes with a love so deep.
We close the space that is between us as our lips meet.
Such a feelings, such a rush…
Yet we are both calm, like if time didn’t exist.
Like if only you and me mattered.
Our love grows deeper as we kiss.
The sensations in our bodies like to
Who You Died For...I dreamt you were still here,Who You Died For...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Holding me in your arms once again.
I miss you so much,
I hope you're happy that I'm trying to find myself again.
After your death I was completely lost,
Giving my heart out to everyone I didn't know.
I wish you were here for me to hold,
But I know you're flying with the angels.
Hopefully when my time comes I'll see you again,
You put a smile on my face every time.
Even though as you lay in my thoughts,
Tears come to my eyes, but because of such pleasant memories.
You showed me true love from the heart,
You showed me that one should care.
It was a shame we had to part...
In such a way th
Don't let go... please don'tI can only wonder what’s on your mind…Don't let go... please don't4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just trying to find answers that you cannot find…
I haven’t told you but… I’ve been having this pain in my heart…
That somehow feels like we’re falling apart…
I don’t know why… I know I don’t want to lose you; I’ll do anything for that not to happen…
Without you… we both know my world would darken…
I’ll try to change if that’s the cause…
I won’t put myself down as much… I’ll think before it… I’ll make a pause…
Please I need you… and I know you need me too…
I won&
Can't take itWhy do I feel such pain inside?Can't take it5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tear drops falling, sadness hard to hide.
My eyes close shut,
As I’m screamed at as a mutt.
I can’t do anything right,
Even if I try with all my might.
I cry in sadness,
I cry in loneliness.
I cry out in so much pain.
So much anger so much strain.
Nothing here nobody worry,
It’s just me, didn’t mean to waste your time, I’m sorry.
Leave me alone like I’ve been before…
I can’t take this horrid life anymore…
Always HurtingI let you in but all you did was lie,Always Hurting4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You left me here torn on the ground to die.
You made me feel guilty,
I’m sure deep inside you laughed at me… even felt pity.
I gave you my heart,
But all you did was tear it apart.
How could I believe in you?
How could I have fallen in love with you?
Sometimes I question my heart…
I question it from the start…
Why fall in love with someone who only seems to hurt me?...
Who doesn’t understand that I care… and I want them to be happy…
I don’t get it… I really don’t…
Am I that horrible? Am I that bad?
I hate this… he’s drivin
Somebody Out ThereI know there's somebody for me out there,Somebody Out There4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Someone who understands me and loves me.
I know they're out there... somewhere...
They're just waiting to meet me.
I don't want to keep on doing things on my own,
I want that person to walk with me step by step in everything.
I don't want to be alone...
I want to talk to them... tell them anything.
Looking up at the stars in the night,
Wishing they were here with me.
I can feel the calm breeze and on my face the moonlight,
Lovingly I can imagine the one just for me.
I will find them in this life time,
I'll be waiting... even if waiting takes forever...
Sta.sh
