ArtTheres gaps on either side of me
Where I let in the pain
Theres carnivores inside of me
A running to my brain
A morning of coincidence
Pulling at my heart
Brought me back to inference
Incomplete work of art
Thought about selfishness all last night
It wouldnt go away
Sing it out, I thought I might
But too late, it was day
Two years ago I gave a rose
To a boy I once adored
The rose died, as the story goes
I blamed it on being bored
The eight Musketeers, the mighty ones
We fizzled out to four
We were having so much fun
Till someone wanted more
Circa early 2007
InfidelityIm so bad for youInfidelity5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I can make you do things you shouldnt do
I can tear you to pieces
I can leave you too
Touch me if you want to
Whats heres for taking, so why dont you
You can put you back together
If only you try to
Wish you could run away
Cant resist me asking you to stay
You cant ignore that subtle move
But you dont want to pay
So Im your secret
Your dirty little thing
Your poisonous aside
Your devil with angel wings
You cant escape
On speed dial, always in your grip
All it takes is a little pressure
For you to trip
Thats not the only way you make me sick
InfidelityWho am I to say good-byeInfidelity4 years ago in Spoken Word More Like This
When the sun is bright
And the world is right
My heart skips a beat
When I hear the lock twist in the door
Hear your boots stomp in the hall
You're home and the world is crashing to a halt
It's just you and me
I should have known that this could happen
But I'd never planned to be discovered
So naïve I was
To think I could do this and never be caught
Like a little girl and broken doll
I've made a grave mistake
And now it's just you and me
And flaming infidelity
I hear you call my name
Oh honey I'm home
This is gonna break your heart I know it
I knew it the moment I said "I do"
I knew I'd break your heart
I just never thought it'd be with my own infidelity
I wait for you to come up the stairs
Find me with the blood smeared red upon my hands
The truth naked beside me
I hear your boots on the steps
Thump thump, the beat of my heart
A knock, a question
The knob turns and I'm so dizzy, I can't breathe
The look on your face says the words your lips
I'm sorryI'm sorry .I'm sorry3 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
What is saying that actually going to do ? Will you think my apology is heartfelt ?
No , of course not .
Why should I apologise if I am selfish . Surely selfish people don't apologise .
You never apologised ....
All those times you shouted , screamed and laid a hand on me you never apologised .
For all the times you made me feel like an insignificant piece of filth , you never apologised .
My only fault is trying to be who I want to be .
My only folly was believing that you would want me to be me .
My only downfall was not to come running to your every beck and call .
I am not going to be a mindless drone .
I will not wish to be taken from this plane of existance .
I will never be like you .
For that I am not sorry .
For that I will never apologise .