Morphine KissesToxic vaporsMorphine Kisses3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So bitter on my tongue
It tastes like bile,
Saccharin ash in my mouth
Evil kisses made of morphine
Numb you straight to your core,
Sweet euphoric acid
Like a poison candy mist
As it sweeps across my eyes
Crimson wine swimming in my veins
Putrid arrows pierce my heart
Rotten and bitter,
Decayed just like love
Just a thought,
It's only a glitch
Someday I'll break away
I've no heart left
In this dying body of mine.
It's far too dark
There isn't any light left
If it was, I could not see
Just like I cannot feel.
Raking across my skin
I bleed into eternal blackness,
Isolated from reality
It's far worse than any dream;
Yet I'm still dreaming of you
And you are made of poison
Deadly, killing me
So icy is your touch
I've forgotten how to feel.
SuicidalHow could you know?Suicidal4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
How could you possibly understand?
The hurt I feel,
With a blade in my hand.
I hunger for pain,
It cuts deep in my veins,
Crying every night--
Don't come closer,
I might just bite!
Blood gushing and rushing out,
Makes me want to scream and shout
Anger inside, I'm nearly fried.
I shouldn't be here, I shouldn't exist,
I beat myself up with my fists.
Bruises on my face,
I run or I'll be chased.
The sirens are blaring
*Shit!* I start swearing.
In my pocket I pull out a rope
Because I know that for me there's no hope.
Tie it to the bridge, then goes my neck,
Turn my head side to side, just to check.
Jump off without hesitation, it's getting late,
Black tears come from my eyes, black tears of hate.
It's Okay...I'm smartIt's Okay...4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'm almost always right
Don't hate me cuz of who I am
Hate me cuz you give a damn
Go ahead and tell
Let the whole world know
My daddy said so
There's nothing wrong with it
You just don't get it
I'll tell you what I tell everyone
Just wait here
I'll yell to the world
to be gay
My daddys said so
Did you hear me?
Yes, I said I'm a queer!
I'm her girlfriendI'm her girlfriend. Is it really that difficult of a concept to understand?I'm her girlfriend3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
A couple of weeks ago I came out to my parents, letting them know that I liked girls more than I liked guys. They were fine with it but my mom had a hard time understanding. It made me ecstatic, I was terrified that I would be ignored or punished for being who I am but my parents were actually fine with it. For a while I've liked this girl, she's smart, funny, hot as hell, honestly she's one of the most fantastic people I have ever met. Her name (for those of you that don't know) is Jordynne. And she's been my girlfriend since December 20. When I finally worked up the courage to tell my mom about her my mom's first question was.
"Well are you the boy?"
No. No I'm not. I'm a girl. And so is Jordynne. She is not my boyfriend nor am I her's. I am her girlfriend. And she is mine. And it bothers me that as soon as I bring up that I'm dating a girl some people immediately bring up "well which one is the guy?" NEITHER
Life sucksGirly, goth, jock, or emo,Life sucks3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Rap, pop, rock, or screamo,
Boyfriends, girlfriends, enemies too
Words of hatred start to fill you
Love her, hate her, love him, hate him
This is all stupid, pain fills every limb
Girls are mean, guys are harsh,
Middle school is where it starts
"ugly, stupid, lazy, dumb"
Life is hard, I wish I could run
Baseball, football, hockey pucks
This is life and it sucks
GothPut the black lipstick on,Goth3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
glide the eyeliner over,
pull you combat boots on,
put your hair up crazy,
the black shirt and pants.
Walk around with a frown,
stomping all around,
head hanging low,
ignoring the haters,
deal with the day.
Sneak out at night,
go to the the old graveyard,
meet with you friends,
your with your own kind,
feel loved in this hell.
After laughing so hard tears come,
you go home,
just to do it all again,
until you grow up,
became an adult,
find more of the goths,
and be able to smile,
ever night and day.
ProblemI don't accept my smileProblem3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I don't allow myself happiness
There are too many questions
Not enough answers
I don't want professional help
I don't want to be told I'm wrong
You have all the right things to say
But there are no right solutions
I want to be free
I want to be loved
I'm chained down by this curse
Held by unbreakable chains
I want to laugh and not regret it
I want to feel something other than guilt
Confusion weighs down acceptance
Disappointment is all I know for sure
I can't find the strength
I can't dig deep enough
Motivation is lost
Inspiration to live is hidden just too well
I can't look at myself in the mirror
I can't breathe
Tears are all I have
And they're not there either
Though I will try
I will fight
Someone has to push me
My gears need greased
I will pray
I will hope
I need my time
And I need my escape
I have a problem
I have to fix it
Can I do it?
Yes I can
EMO is notEMO is notEMO is not4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
EMO is not
Or hating the world because it doesn't revolve around you
Not locking your door
Or a type of music
EMO is not a person
A feeling of being completely alone
It is not hate the world for not revolving around you
It's hating yourself for not for not being seen by anyone in the world
Not hating the world
Emo means Emotional
Not hate or goth
But the ability to feel and see yourself
And be able to express yourself
Wearing black because you feel you're not part of a set pack
my red starThis is the story of a boy and a girl, and about how the whole world fell apart for them. When it all started, it became destined to end, they were just a boy and girl, two kindred spirits trying to avoid who they were. It started with a glance as most often the do. The boy watched as she came into his life through the classroom door. She soon became good friends with everyone, including the boy. As they grew so did their hearts, but they grew in different ways. The girl grew sad due to her lifes conditions. While the boy grew sad because he was misunderstood and longed for a person to help him carry these feelings of regret, remorse, and hate. The boy longed to hold the girl in his arms to make the sadness go away for them both. But, the girl did not share these feelings, she saw him as a friend nothing more, nothing less. As time went by their problems grew worse, but they found comfort in the fact that they could tell each other of these feelings. The boy expressed as much feemy red star7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What Did it do to You?Fag.What Did it do to You?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I get it now.
I get what you're trying.
You want me to give up.
But I won't be buying.
I know who I love.
Whether girl or guy.
If you can't accept it.
Then just pass me by!
I'm not making you accept it,
just don't rub it in my face!
Don't take what I'm proud of,
and make it a disgrace!
If God hates fags,
then why would he,
create all these people
who think like me?
Your logic is flawed
But you still think you're smart?
Maybe it's just because
you just lack a heart.
I'm done with this game.
I've done all things true.
Why hate my love life?
What did it do to you?
I'm Sorry Mommy---I'm Sorry Mommy3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Stop Yelling At Me!
Can't you see how much this is hurting me!?
How this is the time when I need you the most?
Mommy! Listen to my words!
Didn't you love me before?
I haven't changed I promise.
I'm still the person I was yesterday,
And the day before,
And the day I was born.
Mommy, how can love ever be bad? Or wrong?
Mommy, I don't understand why you don't understand.
Why don't you want me to be happy?
She makes me happy!
Isn't that what you wanted? For me to be happy?
I never meant to be a disappointment.
I am sorry I can't change your views.
And I am sorry I am picking her over you.
But she loves me for all that I am.
I will start a new family now,
And when you are ready to see I do love you,
And none of this was doen to hurt you,
then come and join us.
Because we love you Mommy.
I can't change the way I am,
And live a life that is not mine.
So I'm sorry Mommy,
I never meant to hurt you.
This is just the way I am.
Maybe...Maybe my love is darkness,Maybe...7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
maybe my mind is ill,
maybe I'm full of nightmares,
but I'm here waiting...still.
Maybe my kiss is poison,
maybe my touch is pain,
maybe I'm full of demons,
but I'm crying ever in vain.
Maybe my breath is coldness,
maybe my voice is storm,
maybe I'm full of evil,
but I'm a little repulsive worm.
Maybe my blood is toxic,
maybe my heart is dead and black,
maybe I'm full of reminders,
but I'm waiting for you to come back.
Maybe my body is nothing,
maybe my passion will kill
maybe I'm full of your lies
but I will love you...forever and still...
Fly awayI want to fly you away from this wrongful place.Fly away4 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
I want to wash all those tears off of your face.
I'd like to be with you forever, hold you tight in my arms.
But we'll never have that peace, less we go to war.
Here Is My HellThere's no use in cryingHere Is My Hell4 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
All these tears still won't drown our pain
I can feel you dying
And it's driving me insane
You're too consumed by your own lie
When you buried me six feet under
I can hear you're wish to die
And for that, you'll never surrender
So here is my hell
And that's you're charity
Within these memories I shall dwell
With our love as such a rarity
I'll bury you within the ground
Which seems you're desire
So don't make a sound
While we burn in that fire
Final Emo PoemI don't know how you're feelingFinal Emo Poem6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I don't relate to you
You don't know how I'm feeling
I am not just like you
There's only one true person
Who really knows who we are
But even sometimes we forget
I write with emotion
Morbid and very much twisted
I'm not trying to impress you
Or be like you
I'm just writing my life away
In my sick fantasy
That plays in my mind
A horror film
With me in every death scene
Never good enough
Always running away
Always trying to impress myself
Always failing to do so
I became my mind's worst enemy
Ever since then I was done
I just wanted life to be done
Done trying and never being enough
But now I smoke
So I can't think
With no thinking
There's no disapproval
So I still don't relate to you
I don't need a label
But if I did have one
For the time being
That label would be
Emo Love StoryHe was sad, of course,Emo Love Story7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but so was she,
a seemingly perfect match.
Love (kind of) at first sight.
They were as happy as they could be.
He was her knight in black eyeliner,
She was his ebony rose.
They shopped at Hot Topic together.
Soon, though, they grew apart.
They weren't made to be happy.
She found another boy in tight pants,
and made her old boyfriend's eyeliner run.
He felt like this was the last pain he could endure,
like his heart had been ripped out through his nose,
and all that was left was a black abyss.
No feeling, not even the sadness that made him happy.
But his wounds scarred over slowly,
and he was more Emo than ever.
LesbianThey were left outside in the freezing airLesbian4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They begged for shelter but you wouldn't share
You stood aloof and peered down with judgment
You knew they were helpless yet wouldn't give consent
Because they are of a "different orientation"
You think they may cause temptation
What if I joined them on the streets and alleys?
What would you do if I was sleeping in parked taxis?
If you keep pushing my friends away
I'll have no reason left to stay
If you want to lose one more child
Take off my leash and let me go wild
I hold more than one cigarette to my lips a day
If you keep pushing me I'll get past halfway
You are the soul reason I have bled
It's a pity you never found me dead
If I had to pick a side, I'd pick their's
Her love keeps me safe and my heart repairs
If you gave me the choice to stay or leave
You'd be the one left here to grieve
I'm not going to lie, I like girls.
From their love to their soft curls.
I'm not really afraid to say
That I'm pretty much fucking gay.