Untitled ApathyI go to bed before I'm really tired
And I wake without getting sleep
This sick redundancy, inevitable
I miss you more each week.
I dyed my hair and changed my ways
But nothing could have prepared me
For the blow of feeling betrayed.
Liars, fake appearances
Her words were sharp enough to kill,
His ironic enough to put me to eternal sleep
"I hope the chaos in your life settles down soon"
Do you know how much your words still make me weep?
"I'm getting better every week", I say
To comfort you
But I know that no one's fooled
Not even me
And each day that I'm not in your arms
Just makes me slip further away...
The lights are dimming slowly
In the darkness, who will send hope out to comfort me?
Her lies, their accusations
Or his soundless, heartless silence
So thick and fattening
Oh watch me burn
I'll flame so brightly
In this hatred and this loss
Don't cry for me; all tears have already fallen and dried
In this desert of lies.
turnUPtheSTATICTurn up the static on this love songturnUPtheSTATIC6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I want to hear it so many times
That it becomes my life
Turn up the volume and the bass
Drown me, drown me...
Falling, skinning my knees raw
It's so much fun, I laugh so hard I cry
But once the tears come to my eyes
I realize that I'm lonely.
I've already got the prescription
So give me a handfull of pills
Turn up the static in my head
Turn up the fucking static hardcore, man
Until this love song is loud and bass enough
To kill my dread.
I want to dance like no one's watching me
Like I don't care who is
I want a million hands on me
The heat, the sweat, the deafening noise
Right beside the moshpit,
That's where I want to be
Just Ask My...Heart, soul, body, mindJust Ask My...5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
until the end of time.
If you doubt this love of mine
just look up
ask my eyes.
They can tell you no secrets
they can tell you no lies.
Then ask my lips
and in a sweet tender kiss
they'll tell you of my love devoted
to your body
and it'd pleasure and bliss.
Or just ask my hands
so they may reach around
and hold you close to this heart that pounds.
Then ask my body
watch it come alive.
With just a glimpse or a look
from your intense eyes
But truest of all
if you just ask my heart
it would reach out to yours
where the world is dark
to tell you I love you
saying forever I'm yours.
Heart to body
Body to soul,
ask any part of me
For you I'll let go.<i>