Madness: Me, Myself and IMadness: Me, Myself and IMadness: Me, Myself and I8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Sometimes, I wish everything
was back to as it was before.
Because I'm absolutely terrified
-- of dying.
I had a dream of so long ago, feels like yesterday
If I took my life, what happens after I die?
Is there such a thing as an afterlife?
And, if there is
-- I don't want to burn in hell.
I want to keep living
So that's why
-- I'm never able to escape
This realm, this world - not yet.
Until it's my time to go,
I'll keep rotting away my useless life.
But I just can't find
-- an excuse to stay or go.
We flew away together, into the crimson abyss
I want to be loved unconditionally
Yet, I am so afraid
Of letting go of my fears
-- but I want to be free.
You know, I've always loved playing that game ..
Beaten, battered and bruised.
My body is so weak,
I'm nothing but flesh and bones
-- without a clue in the world.
Please, I don't want to hurt
Not again, not this torture!
-- Can't you hear me?
Can't you feel my agony?
My dear, not just yet