Don't Fall In Love With A Writer Just because they will bruise your neck with pearls of metaphors; and splash palettes of colours onto your chest with reckless waves and boundless twilight. They will smear ink onto your lips as you kiss them because that is how they leave hickeys. They are wildest in their 2 a.m. diary, and liveliest in book racks of novels; they have butterflies in every heartbeat and they breathe living poem. They leave trails in libraries and coffee shop like Hansel leaves crumbs in forest and they have undying lovers because every love story is ever living in their abyssal oceans of analogies and similes. They know every clichés like the sunset knows the moon rise, and every wound in their heart like blood in their veins. They are terrifying because they weave you in splinters of fires rolling down their cheeks. They are weird because they don't smile much but sometimes you could catch their smiles in poems or tales. They are psychotic beDon't Fall In Love With A Writer6 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
My alter-egosYou see, I have these beings in my head I call alter-egos. They're parts of me that appear whenever I need them. They represent me, they come from the deepest side of my soul. It might seem crazy, but that's the best way I can describe them. They're very different from my other OCs (Vince, Renka, Alice, ete); they're very special to me. Sorry, I'm not good at explaining things myself...My alter-egos5 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Keiko: can I? Can I explain it? Pleeeeaseee?
Okay, go ahead.
Keiko: okay, we are special beings that live inside Sandra's mind. We were formed of her subconscious, so that makes us different of her other OCs she created herself. We're here to protect her, to make her feel better when she has her episodes of depression. Recently, she decided to make us public because we told her it was a good idea.
Now we will show a list of all the alter-egos Sandra has:
-Abyss (Gloomy Apocalypse): Demon
-Angel (Pulsar Majoris): Male version of Sandra
-Astrid (Star Lollipop): Birdwing
-Dana (Harmonic Holic): Human with
ExpectationsI’m sure as fuck not perfect,Expectations14 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
And anyone that really expects me to be will be surely let down.
I have moments of clarity, where everything is bright,
And days of down time when I just want to think and be alone.
But it’s during those times that I want you to reach out to me, pull me back,
Because it’s a real fear that in one of those moments I won’t come back.
Like a face locked in when the wind changes.
That I’ll be gone forever, no more work, no more photos, no more me.
20 Things to Do When You're Sad1- Give yourself a makeover20 Things to Do When You're Sad5 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Seeing yourself at your prettiest might boost your confidence and self esteem. If you're a guy, maybe try styling your hair differently or finding new clothes... (Sorry, I'm not exactly sure what guys do)
2- Start watching a new show (or any show that you haven't finished)
This could distract you, I suggest mainly comedies. My personal recommendation would be Bob's Burgers, because that show's fairly amusing. Orange is the New Black is another one I've been using for now. If you've already seen some of it, finish it or watch the episodes that made you laugh or just overall happy in the end.
3- Express yourself
Sometimes it's good to let out those sad emotions, and express them. Poetry, drawing, stories, painting, etc are all good examples for this.
Normally I hate exercise, but it definitely helps with stress, and not to mention you feel lighter after you do- which again could help with self esteem.
5- Treat yoursel
Mekaku City Actors OP - Daze (Indonesian Lyrics)DazeMekaku City Actors OP - Daze (Indonesian Lyrics)8 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
PV : Shidu
Original Song : Jin (ShizennoTekiP)
Indonesian Lyrics : HappyMahogany
Kontrol tak terkendali, di setitik sinar dalam kegelapan mimpi
Template hari-hariku, yang sedikitpun tak kutau
High tempo telah datang, menghilang, menyebrang, masa depan bimbang
Tertetes air mata, bercerita akhir episode
Ayo pejamkanlah mata, hilang tanpa peta
Tiada jalan pulang, kan?
Potongan mimpi-mimpi berserakan yang kuabaikan
“Ayo bertepuk tangan”
Mengumpulkan kesalahanmu mulai dari enol lagi
Jangan kau lenyap
Menjerit sampai terdengar
Raih tujuan tak gentar
Sampai ku menggenggam tanganmu
Ku kan ingat kehangatanya
Hatimu jangan kurungkan
Jangan nangis sendirian
Jika ku kesepian tak apa
Selama bersamamu kita bisa gambar lagi
Rigid BordersWhen you're tired of being yourself, why not stop?Rigid Borders25 minutes ago in Emotional More Like This
Enjoy the freedom of engaging in activities that may not lie within the borders of the self accepted personality.
Rigid borders define limitations.
Poisonous.I first met her in high school. She was older than I was and exciting. She’d been around. There was something about her- something magical. She could make the rest of the world go away when I was with her. My parents warned me to have nothing to do with her. They claimed that nothing good could come from our relationship.Poisonous.2 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
But I kept meeting her on the sly. She was so sophisticated and worldly. It made me feel grown up just being with her. And she was always ready to get wild. I always brought her with me when I went to parties. She made the night unforgettable.
We began seeing more of each other after college. When I got a place of my own, she was a frequent guest. It wasn’t long before she moved in with me. I wanted us to be together, no matter what. It may have been common law, but it was heartbreaking for my parents. I kept reminding myself I wasn’t a kid anymore. Besides, it was legal. We had every right to be together.
She was there for me in my early days of bus
FlawsIt keeps me up late. It consumes me. What could I do?Flaws2 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Do I lie here? Do I change? What can I do?
Will it go away? Can it be modified?
How long will it be until I can? Can I hold out for much longer?
"Just go to sleep," I tell myself every night. "it doesn't matter right now."
I turn my music on, lay back, and wish that what I told myself was true.
I'm TiredA couple of weeks ago, I went to my youth group. We had the usual routine: play games, got snacks, then had music. But the lesson was different, we were each handed a piece of paper. My pastor explained that we had to right down things that we were tired of. He gave us ten minutes and we started. While I was writing I heard a couple of kid snickering about my clothes. I looked down and kept writing. After the time was up, my pastor came up to me and ask if I would share what I had wrote. I said I would. I got up and made my way to the front of the room when one of the kid who made front of my clothes stuck his foot out and tripped me. The whole youth group roared with laughter as I got up, red faced, and took my spot at the front. I cleared my throat and what I said next shocked the whole youth group:I'm Tired3 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I'm tired of being pushed
I'm tired off being shoved
I'm tired of being abused
People think they know whats going on in my life, when the whole world is crashing down on me
they think its
Perfection is Inevitable.Throw down the glass box containing your plagued mind. Pick up the pieces and re-order the sequence.Perfection is Inevitable.6 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Repeat in a different order every time. Perfection is inevitable.
Reoccurring NightmareI gently fall asleep warm and snug in my bed. I have a dream; the usual mix match nonsense that only makes sense to you. Out of no where, the dream fades to black. A new dream took its place.Reoccurring Nightmare18 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
This new dream is a malicious one, frightening, and unnerving. I feel as if I'm just laying in bed with my eyes shut. I go to get up to use the bathroom but, I can't. I can't move. I can't open my eyes. I can't open my mouth to shut for help yet, there is no restraints on me. It's as if I'm froze without the cold; paralyzed without an accident. All that I can do is hear.
I hear a deep voice talking in my ear. His deep threatening voice saying, "Down down down" I feel a pressure come over my body. I panic. I try to get up. It hurts. "Down! Down! Down!" The pressure increases and I feel like I'm falling. I'm falling and yet in my bed at the same time. I try to fight. I feel weak. I feel helpless. "DOWN! DOWN! DOWN!"
The voice fills my head. Then it feels like it's in my head screaming, "DOWN! DOWN!
ShardsShardsShards19 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
A picture is a valuable thing.
A picture is more than bits of ink digitally mastered into a near to perfect real life image.
A picture is more than just that image alone.
A picture is a memory captured forever in time, something that is irreplaceable.
My own memory isn't the strongest.
I forget things very easily.
One of the things I've always and will always dread and hate about my being is that I forget very important things.
I forget very important people, people that I know a lot of individuals couldn't comprehend forgetting.
I mean, how, HOW could one forget the very first face they see minutes after being born. The face that is imprinted into genetic code until the body expires. The face of a loving mother.
Yes, it's true.
I can't remember for the life of me what my own mother's face looked like. I can describe her, vaguely. She was thin, had the curliest red hair you'd ever see, and had an embarrassingly high pitch voice. But that's it. Nothing else, not even her facial f
DepressionWhat is depression?Depression21 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Depression is defined as a condition of mental disturbance characterized by depression to a greater degree than seems warranted by the external circumstances, typically with lack of energy and difficulty in maintaining concentration or interest in life. It is defined as a severe despondency and dejection, typically felt over a period of time and accompanied by feelings of hopelessness and inadequacy.
But it is hard to capture the full extent of depression in words. It’s different for everyone, yet all so similar. Mine is waking early and going to bed late, thinking of my uselessness and guilt the last half hour before I sleep. For me, it’s feeling empty, angry, irritated, lonely, and sad, all in one, condensed in a ball of weight in my chest that makes it hurt to breathe. It’s having a façade on for so long, I don’t know who I truly am anymore, just masks to lie and say ‘I’m fine’ or ‘Nothing’s wrong’.
Q.Why does it hurt so much to care for someone?Q.55 minutes ago in Emotional More Like This
Why does it have to be so hard?
When it seems that it should be easy, if you really call it 'love'?
Is 'love' equal to 'pain'?
Is this the real meaning of 'love'?
Hurt and be hurted..
Is it true? Is it okay to ask it out loud?
Will I get the right answer?
Or answer that fit my standards?
I'm afraid to ask.
GameWorld Kart Techtron RacersGame:GameWorld Kart Techtron Racers57 minutes ago in Emotional More Like This
GameWorld Stadium - Mario Kart Stadium OST
Mount Game - Shy Guys Falls OST
Hannah's Beach - Toad Harbor OST
Game Desert - Bone Dry Dunes OST
Game Resort - Water Park OST
GameWorld Circuit - Mario Circuit OST
New Game City Airport - Sunshine Airport OST
Game Park - Sweet Sweet Canyon OST
New Game City - Dolphin Shoals OST
Game Dome - Electrodrome OST
Mount Michael - Mount Wario OST
Gamer Form Four Village - Thwomp Ruins OST
Shadowlon Fortress: Bowser's Castle OST
Hannah's Sky Station: Cloudtop Cruise OST
Game Mansion - Twisted Mansion OST
Michael's Cosmic Station - Rainbow Road OST
PT 2 Bodil40 X readerPT 2PT 2 Bodil40 X reader1 hour ago in Emotional More Like This
Again I suck at grammar well commas ,,,,,,
Gotta make it page 1It was a normal day for me an rett were at our favorite place to hangout which was called "Marco's". Just a ice cream shop were we could watch the lovely ladies come from the non-radiated water near the lake, All though rett wasn't interested in them I was but we were noting but trouble makers he was probably thinking about us getting caught. We would steal food from the shacks that our mayor would keep for him an his family I mean I know he paid good money for the food but we were tired of eating ash yams an roasting editable roots plus bread, ugh and drinking radiated water an milk some times I mean...the achol isn't bad. anyway I went up to cashier and paid for me an retts ice cream, then we left rett ask time it was I guess he was getting hungery again like I was too much milk in my system I told him "doe's it look like I know the time I mean I don't even know what the month is but if your hungry school going to start soon". He just nodded an we kept walking down a path tGotta make it page 16 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
Wonderful strangerI don't know who you are, you are a stranger to me, but even so, I know that you're wonderful.Wonderful stranger7 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
I love you because I'm sure that I will find something in you which I'll be able to love with all of my heart.
I hate you, because I know that there is no such thing as a perfect person, we'll disagree and fight over what seem as the smallest details in our lives.
You'll intrigue me, we're all different from one another in the most fascinating of ways and finding those seemingly insignificant little differences will be my passion.
You'll make me adore you, in you, I'll be able to see all the things and emotions I wish I had or what I crave with my very being and for that I will I idolize you.
You won't understand me, I won't be able to explain why I do the things I do, that's going to irritate you but... perhaps you won't leave my side?
you'll forget me, after some time I'm going to bore you. You're going to lock me away in your memory and leave me there by myself but I won't be angry ,my won
Me and you ( GIFT )hey everyone, READMe and you ( GIFT )16 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
THIS BEFORE YOU READ THE STORY
This story was created by me and i was to give it too :HannahTheRose111: as a gift, but me and her go to school and i noticed i cant just give it to her to read because friends are around and its school and all. So i am uploading it here so she can read it whenever she has time
As for everyone else this story does contain emotions and when you read the story, you will find that i say recess, why because this story is taken at what my school rule is when it break.
If you do not like to read love stories or story containing the letter " I " in it all the time, then STOP reading now that is if you don't like this stuff thank you.
so with further to do lets get straight into the story hope everyone enjoys and most of all :Hannahtherose111: hope you enjoy
Me and You
It had been a lovely day in school on a Friday where me and you were sitting quietly holding hands while talking to our friends. At the end of Recess 2 I asked her
A Demonic AddictionIt's hard living with a demon in your mind. Even harder when you've known something wasn't right about you, but you couldn't put your finger on it until now. Until he grabs your soul and doesn't let go. Until he makes you collapse on your bedroom floor trying to calm him and yourself down because he's too coked up on porn and making you stick your nasty sinner fingers in yourself to give him what he wants. He doesn't stop there, oh no. Auditory and visual hallucinations almost make his night. What completes it is having you scared out of your mind. Enough to, for that night, think you are honestly going insane. Nobody wants that, wants a demonic companion in their head telling you to look up disgusting ugly filthy degrading things and pleasuring yourself every. Single. Night. When you try to stop he whispers in your ear that you need it. You crave it. You. Are an addict. An addict that the demon in your head loves to fuck with. Loves to scream at you that you're a whore because you doA Demonic Addiction18 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
People and NailsPeople are like nailsPeople and Nails18 hours ago in Emotional More Like This
They all have there sharp edges
They all have smooth sides
Have a heart of steel inside
They get grouped, clustered by type
Tall fat, thin short skinny
They can be bent back into shape
But the thing to know most about a nail
Is that the more they are hurt, the more they hurt the things around them