the design in the starsyou decided a longthe design in the stars1 day ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
time ago, a long time
before it affected your
sight to remember me -
before it throbbed
inside you when someone
uttered my three-syllable
name; oh Tangerine -
that only will you
fight when I widened
the perimeters of
your sore-sighted faults.
you didn't know yet, no-
you were only
suckling at the idea of
changing the world and
looking down at my crawling endeavors
to walk before my
patellas were ready.
I heard them scream
when I was seven, the skin
above them reddened with
the purple of a betrayed
sweet lover, does the color wheel
work backwards where I'm from? I was already
so cold, spinning like
the rebellion of an odd
tiny magnet in a terrorist
field. my darling,
do the Sufis miss my
sleepless, praying nights to you?
tell my stories still, even
after you disappeared? my love,
do they still wait
for death to follow me?
you were always gold; summer
skeletons lay still and dusted
in my closet for you. I did not
leave you in my being
PromenadeGrant mePromenade2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
a bubble of silence
no words, no
loud enough to erase
while I step on my own reflection
in the cold concrete.
a shadow of quiet
no flames, no
deep enough to hide
while I rest near the roots
of a dead willow tree.
WallsIt started with me runningWalls17 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
My feet hitting the ground with purpose in every step
My toes touching grass and my legs never tiring
I was moving
I was a child with no sense of direction but no cares to give about where I was going
I just wanted to go somewhere, and I wanted to tell people about what I was seeing
I was seeing sky, and friends, and school, and books
Life, and love, and laughter
I always dreamed big and never accepted any less than the best
But then dreams shifted into expectations
Next came standing
My feet were planted in place like the flowers I used to pluck the petals from
Counting off loves-me-not’s for every person I knew until the flowers became convincing
Loves-me-not, loves-me-not, loves-me-not
Until the petals piled up into a wall, my first
Loves-me-not, loves-me-not, loves-me-not
And I could no longer see the sun rise
Next came kneeling
Down on my knees, spitting out prayers from my lips and letting confessions drip from my eyes
Wishing that my love-me-not&
Don't hate meYou’re too stupid to understand that I roll my eyes at your comments. You’re too busy explaining why I’m so unlovable that you fail seeing that I don’t care about your opinions. I’ve lost all of my respect for you your drunken asshole… the respect I once had for you is long gone but still it hurts. Listening to when you tell me that I will never be anyone. That I will never find anyone who wants me because I’m stupid, unwanted and a failure straight through. Do you know that I’ve cried because of your words?Don't hate me2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You destroy me a little bit every time even though I know better than to believe in what you say. Usually I find it flattering when people tell me about my flaws and usually I tell them that at least I’m human enough to treat others well but you’re family. I know you’re not my mother or my father but you’re supposed to love me because of who I am – your blood flows through my veins.
My mindIt feels like I am the last of my kind,My mind2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Once there was a time when others could see what was on my mind,
I could confide,
I keep running - nowhere to hide,
Not even inside,
out out out,
It makes me want to shout,
I need to get out out out... - out of my mind!
Absolute Zeroits what ive been left with,Absolute Zero10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
after the storm,
i found myself falling,
i grasped nothing,
and shattered across the ground,
they call it rock bottom,
it was hard when i hit it,
its what you left me with,
a broken body,
i was a fool to trust you,
you stole the color from my world,
tore the child from my chest,
no more imagination,
no more happiness,
What happened?What happened to the past,What happened?2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
when the future was bright and sure to last?
What happened to today,
when you are demonized for all you do and say?
What happened to the future,
which would have been white, but now is azure?
What happened to the days,
When we were all actors and the world a stage?
What happened to the light,
for which everyone used to fight?
What happened to the darkness,
Which then hid only corruptness?
Why must I now hide in the dark,
and fear the light from ending to start?
Why must I now mourn the past,
And mourn the destruction sure to last?
Why can't I fight for the light,
fight for truth and that is right?
Why must I now hide in shame,
Because my morals bring me only bane?
Why can I not stand proud?
Why must I sulk in the ground?
What happened to the days of joy,
when the simplest things could be a toy?
What happened to the days of peace,
when I could be happened even with the least?
What happened to the days of love,
when I could be sure of a Heaven above?
bleach OC??So I wanna make a bleach OCbleach OC??3 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
it will be a girl because im not good at guys
and the ironic part is she will be like my fairy tail OC Echo except the fringe will be on the other side and her name will be ren I need parents XD lol I need to know her parents XD
UntitledIt's 3AM,Untitled13 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And I was beginning to forget the sound of your voice.
So I drifted off to sleep in hope of finding peace,
Away from your image drowning me in pools of regret.
But I awoke to your voice screaming at me in foreign tongues,
You spoke of places and things I had never seen,
I tried to remind myself who you really were,
But the sound of your voice was all too lovely.
Though it screamed and battered me with clubs,
I willingly took the pain,
Because the sweet nectar of your throat tasted better than the salty open air that hung in the silence after you left me,
I was willing to take anything from you.
Call me a masochist,
Call me sadistic,
But I willingly would have taken beatings from your mouth,
Glares made of fire from your eyes
If it meant that you would have stayed.
You are now made of dust.
Though I reach through the air to grab at you, to feel the fabric that I wove in to my forever,
You disintegrate in my hands,
And smirk as you watch the horror spread across my face.
To My Best FriendAlyssa,To My Best Friend15 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Here goes everything I've ever thought about you.
I think you're beautiful.
I think your sarcastic and annoying.
I think you're the funniest person I know.
I think it's annoying that your hair looks great all the time.
I think you're the only person who can brighten my day enough for me to enjoy it.
I think your feet are small.
I think it's weird when we say things at the same time, but I also like it.
I think it's amazing how even when I say you're annoying, I never mean it.
I think you're annoying.
I think you're the only person who's stayed long enough to care.
I think you and you know who are adorable.
I think that's annoying.
Here goes everything I've ever hoped for you.
I hope you find someone who stays through the winters.
I hope you keep in touch.
I hope you dance in the rain sometimes. Without me.
I hope you get glasses again.
I hope you move out.
I hope you raise a little hell.
I hope you think of me from time to time if we end up apart.
I hope your hell yeahs
Burning FlowersSo I've been thinkingBurning Flowers1 day ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
for a while now
that things aren't always easy
when you look towards the sunrise
of a new day.
The sun is shining,
the yellow rays blinding
as they dye the summer blue gold.
And I'm looking for you
in the fading moon
of a winter lullaby.
I won't see you for a while.
Oh Goodbye, just goodbye
but this isn't the end,
of a fading winter moon.
The light is fading
over the twilight land.
and waning orange
that burn through the broken sand.
And I look for you
beyond the horizon,
that strip of sunrise in the distance
against the royal blue.
And I chose, I chose,
I first chose you.
It was just a thought
in the back of my mind;
a silent echo against the walls.
It was just a thought
in the back of my mind,
a breath of wind against the flower,
red and cold against the grass,
that stands in defiance against the winter frost.
Bent towards the wind,
I stand for you,
only a winter flower wilting in your light.
why do I do this to myself?I thought I could be a crossover maker.why do I do this to myself?2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I thought I could take two tv shows and mix them.
but now I'm starting to think that I'm out on deep water. that i promise things i can't hold.
I barley sleep
I barley eat.
every day same routine. just starring at my scripts for my crossovers. but all i see is just words. i don't see a good crossover.
so yes at this moment i'm depressed.
BreakdownBreakdown...Breakdown2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I close my eyes and think of you.
Late at night I sink to the stars.
decades of memories and words came.
In a few small times and spaces.
and I fly.
comming out of the coma of darkness.
to enter the world agin.
you was there.... and I'll fly.
like a dragon born.
IN THE ROAD OF LIFE
You make me want to fly.
So many unspoken words
thoughts and miles to go.
I close my eyes and I see your smile.
to the winds I cry and I fly
the truth I went under but couldent get out
late at night...
I close the door
I think of you and I fly
like a dragon born.
in the winds of life
tonight I start living
in the road of life.
you make the day bright.
In all the words spoken and times that was broken.
insanity of paseing I coulden't find the truth
you was inside to guide me thru.
then I saw you and the peace came qui
LonelinessLonelinessLoneliness2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Bitter cold washes over us
Opening the dark saddening eyes of our enemy
Can't control the emotions anymore
Rage, Sadness, and lost for words
Something we can't fight over
Scars left by it
Other friends don't care
But one makes life better
But stolen by someone
Bitter cold end Loneliness..
Perfect MistakeShe chained herself to baggage, he was the baggage claimPerfect Mistake2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
She should have tagged it better when retreating from the plane
She landed in his lap, he never saw it coming
He never takes his slowest feet needed for this type of running
Shes a hypocrite, and her seems are odd
Claiming virgin while spreading her legs screaming "God!"
She's his perfect naughty angel, Estrogens his drug
Mistaking sex to represent his passion, life, and love
And when life changed, in his skin is where he hid
She was would always take, he would always give
She moved into his house and made a home for both to live
Co-Dependent where the door let in and inside was a broken ship
Pushing past the limits, he never even knew he owned
Residential was his heart, she made it her commercial zone
Now he's so alone I hope he finds himself
It's hard standing by as he dies; denying hands of hope
You Just Might Be My HangoverWas it that bad?You Just Might Be My Hangover14 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Being with me?
Couldn’t you have been nice?
Or followed my warning.
I thought I was happy
But my mind was playing with my imagination
And now each breath is like a gulp of alcohol
Slower and slower time passes
My vision continues to blur
My walk is getting clumsy
I just want to fall into a deep sleep
But I know I’ll see you tomorrow
Because I think I’m seeing you tonight
Lucy, Forgive meI am lostLucy, Forgive me1 day ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
In a sorrowful place
With my mind left scrambled
And my body unmoving
I was marked a disgrace
For I made a large gamble
In which cost the life
Of a dear friend of mines
I would give it all up
Just to sample
A short time with her,
If it meant giving up the search
And leaping off the perch.
Lucy, forgive me
For I have won the search,
But lost the gamble.
Your life was lost
And my mind has gone,
Only to be left
With fleeting images of you scrambled,
And lost in my head.
Dark FigureDark FigureDark Figure1 day ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
You're the darkness that follows me
it keeps me awake at night
hovering over me
waiting for me to slip
Slip back into your clutches
draining me day by day
almost like a leach
draining my life
the light out of my eyes
I never seem to notice
I never noticed because I love you
I love the dark figure
I know I'm not perfect
I know I'm your dark figure
always looming over you
telling you how to live your life
We are not healthy for each other
we are destructive for each other
We are the dark figures.
Sade begamساده بگم دیوونتم، بدجوری عاشقت شدمSade begam2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
دعوا زیاد داریم ولی بدون تو نمی تونم
ساده بگم یه جورایی تموم زندگیم شدی
تو اوج غم بازم میای دست توی دستام میذاری
ساده بگم، دروغ میگم نمی
WirrenbrecherEs kreischt eine kriechende RaupeWirrenbrecher2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Die Dämmerung, eine donnernde, sie beginnt zu knacken
Eine Brise setzt sitzende Blätter in Marsch
Und dort draußen tobt tosend der Regen
denn der Sintflut sinnte es zu geschehen
ob nun Ebbe oder Flut
es gelang nun eben nur Glut
auf so seriöse Art mysteriös
und wenn Worte wirr
so wertlos das Wertvolle verwertend
Poem?To know what to write,Poem?2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
to know what to say
it comes with, creativity
To know how to write
to know how to say it
a skill we all must learn
and others, too
helps with both these things
HellShe met up with sin,Hell2 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
An abominable acquaintance.
She took his hand and fell
To sorrow, true damnation.
She took the plight and opened her eyes,
To a world filled with darkness.
An expedition lit by fire,
And guided by the heartless.
Blood dripped from her ears,
As she heard the voices screeching.
Moaning’s filled with fear,
And screams that have no ceasing.
A tidal wave of feeling,
Cascades and holds her hostage.
Desperately she bargains for escape,
But the bonds of hell are costless.
A loud commotion is heard,
She turns her head so swiftly.
The uncanny personification of evil looms,
And attacks her all to quickly.
A child's crying sounds.
A mother's helpless call.
Why do we deserve this fate?
The horror filled voices moan.
Blue eyes webbed with red
And heart blackened by evil.
She screeches for a salvation,
But no escape from this Hellish upheaval.
Where is the freedom?
She begs for some escape.
The terror fills her soul.
In this never ending tyranny of pain.
Hell is evil.
The RoseThe rose was plucked and left to die,The Rose3 days ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
And lay alone under a dark gray sky.
Her petals changed colors under the gloom,
While faced with a heart-breaking doom.
But sunlight crashed through the scene,
Against the warm rays did the flower lean.
A saving grace breathed life in her,
And together they danced away forever.