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I just wanted to say that although it's stupid, I really wanted to go to a dance with you. I wanted to look and feel like a princess with you as my prince, where the dumb dream I had as a kid could come true. I know it's just a bunch of dances that I do nothing at, but it's just something I was really looking forward to. I know there's always senior year, but I wanted to be able to dance with you as a still super idealistic kid before I became a senior and practically a legal adult. It's a dumb fallacy, sure, but I'm just disappointed. There's the word I've been looking for. It hurt watching  a bunch of girls line up outside of Alta for prom pictures. It was awkward explaining why I wasn't going to prom despite being excited about it. It was all disappointment as I heard everyone tell their silly stories about the misadventures they had. And how pretty the sky was that night. Yes, it's dumb, I know. But when did I ever make sense? I'm usually not one for following trends, but as a little girl, this is what I wanted to happen when I was seventeen. I wanted to spend a day with my boyfriend that, at the time, I wasn't sure would ever exist. I wanted to walk into a beautifully lit room where beautiful gowns glittered and dapper suits filled the dance floor. I wanted to waltz with my beloved. I wanted to do all of that. But because I can't, I get to sit here and dream about it. I didn't want to feel stupid that I cried over a dumb night that would probably give me a headache for the next two days. And for one of those nights, I would happily traded Comic con. It sounds extreme, but how do you look a little girl in the eye and say, "That's never going to happen" to her dream? I couldn't. But I did.
And now I feel like I failed her.
And now there's no more dances and just like for Cinderella, midnight is here and her illusion is gone.
No gown. No shoe. And just the tiny hope of a prince.
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: The rain
  • Drinking: Water

Why are these feeling coming

Haven't I been put threw enough

It' so confusing, these emotions are like a ticking bomb

Seems like anything could set it off

 

He loves me I love him

He crushes on me I crush on him

We both yet along 

We both always smile

 

He treats me like a princess

He treats me like a jewel 

He wants me to be happy

He wants me to smile

 

He is always there for when I need him

He likes to stay by my side for when I cry

He takes me out and shows me laughter 

He keeps me in to show me family.

 

We belong together, 

We do not

I love him

I like him

 

Is life testing me once again?

Do I really need to do this

Can these emotions go hide away again?

Cant I live in peace and happyness?

Oh thank fuck for parents! The vast majority of my week I spent doing nothing really productive because of my shitty computer finally giving me the finger for good (I think) and this put a wrench in to my intent of posting some art.
Well now I got a new computer up and running and hopefully I'll install everything I had or needed on it back again.
I just need a few programs and my huge collection of bookmarks, that's all I ask for.
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Death Rides a Horse
  • Reading: Game of Thrones (still on page 70)
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Dry Ginger Ale (not alcoholic in the slightest)

ust sitting around being bored

Not a single song in the world can desceribe how I feel

Nobody is watching, and time isn't stoppingStill nobody seems to notice how I feel

Love is just an neverending cycle

It comes and it goes but it never ever ends.

 

 

The time has come for us to become one

Nobody can stop us know

Why don't you come just a little closer

That way, we can be, together till the end of time

That way, no one can say, what is right or wrong.

 

 

There is nothing in our way tonight

Just pack up our things and fly

Nobody in their right mind can stop us

Nothing can make me change my mind

Your the only one who can free my lonely mind

Come and lets go fly away, from this town, tonight.

 

 

The time has come for us to become one

Nobody can stop us know

Why don't you come just a little closer

That way, we can be, together till the end of time

That way, no one can say, what is right or wrong.

 

 

Don't stand around, if you do, it will be to late

Take the chance and lets run away

No one can see, what you mean to me, and what I mean to you

Come and take my hand, and we will see just how far we can go

Don't stop, don't look behind, that is all gone know.

 

 

The time has come for us to become one

Nobody can stop us know

Why don't you come just a little bit closer

That way, we can be, together till the end of time

That way, no one can say, what is right or wrong.

I am 14 years old I eat a lot but yet I don't get fat and I am 73 pounds!!!! How?
Guys I'm screaming
Where'd you all come from
How
Who
what
when
where
what
why how
found this on pintrest...i think everyone should at least read this once in there life-

  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: dont stop the party//pitbull
  • Reading: in the dark
  • Watching: my computer screen
  • Playing: chicken smoothie
  • Eating: waffles!
  • Drinking: -
Right so as I'm away the teacher gives out an assessment 
To sing 
And play keyboard or guitar 

I am not in a group. 
I, instead, am doing a solo. 

Not only will I need to learn how to play either or quickly, but I'll have to SING 

I haven't sung in 2 years 
I probably have a weaker voice now anyways 
In the end, I'm not good - But I guess I'm not horrible either 

But. 
In my class I'm with two AMAZING singers and musicians that ARE GOING ON LIVE TV IN THE UPCOMING MONTHS 


Urgh one way to embarrass yourself I guess. 



But in saying that 
I'm so confused on what to do 
I've got the songs I've sung before and actually don't mind my voice in... I'd poll it, but I physically can't do so so I guess the nice people who read this would have to be my chance 

Edge Of Glory/Paparazzi - Lady Gaga (First songs I sung openly, and the popular group kept asking me to sing it constantly so it's comfortable...ish) 

Somebody That I Used To Know - Gotye 

One of YFM's simply, mainly vocal songs - I can rap, and rhyme fast but I have no idea how to keep that up with a keyboard 

And something small, simple, things like Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol 


It's way to hard to answer this I know, but currently I'm just so baffled by it all...
   
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:iconcloverlilly: said:

"a raffle for free drawings! wooo!

Instead of 1 winner, there will be 2~

Raffle closes on April 23rd


Rules:
-You must be my watcher
-You must create a journal linking to this or something like that lol
-Comment on this (with your journal link) so I can keep track of who enters!"

just want to see my personalization, Lady Bullfinch, drawn by :iconcloverlilly:*__*

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  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: Robert Miles - Voices from a submerged sea
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
Finally, the new page is here! >w<

Rainy Days 62

My blog: kalifaneumans.blogspot.mx/2014…
My tumblr: marlendlucy.tumblr.com/post/83…

I hope you like it! ^///^


WARNING: This contains mature content! (R-18) :icongirororapefaceplz: