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I hate typing right now. 
I'll add more to Kumo tomorrow.
5 days til my 17th birthday. 
Eh, idk randomness overwhelms me right now. 

First stop at the random train.
my face has been magically clearing up, and it's making me very happy. I'm so glad I've just been really happy lately. I really just want to share my happiness. I feel overwhelmed with happiness~

Last night I had a dream where some of my favorite people online where being rude to me, and in the dream I felt like it was a dream but I didn't want it to be a dream(?) XD like, I was so happy to be meeting them and everything, I actually thought it was real for a while too, I even woke up and wanted to make sure it wasn't real. I HAVE NO CLUe but it was really strange. I met one person I love online and he was being nice to me and then we kept talking and later he had to go but I forgot to ask for something I think so later I ran into one of his friends and I asked for what I was going to ask for before and he looked at me like I was crazy and idk I got really offended or something :P

I've really been enjoying life lately. I started to realize you only have one chance for anything, any other chance you get for that same thing isn't really the same. I've started smiling more, laughing more, and even talking more. I was super happy on Wednesday when the guy started talking to me and even giving me a few compliments. And I realized it only got that far because I was more outgoing. I think I've also been working on these things because when I start my YouTube channel this summer I am going to have to put myself out there more, or else I won't be entertaining. I just feel the need to be joyful~

well bye guys, happy early Easter :heart:
  • Mood: Optimism

Well shit.

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 19, 2014, 12:04 AM

I did try to sleep. |I I really did. 
Beyond the two besides-the-point reasons I could not sleep tonight, earlier, whilst rushing for the stairs leading from the basement to the main floor and therefore the kitchen, I was sitting in the corner of the couch in my basement. I was reading Homestuck with my brother, and paused to get a drink. I stood on the couch to hop over my brother-Who was blocking the easy exist, sitting where he was-I completely for-frickin'-got that, in my basement, for some odd reason, there's this odd little part of the ceiling that reaches a farther down then the rest of the roof, just a random beam. I jumped, completely forgetting it was there, almost ran, and whapped my head full-force against it. I skidded on the floor for a moment and held my head, trying to ignoring the pain. My brother found this a spectacular fall, if not fail, and was therefore concerned. In all honesty, the pain didn't last long and wasn't truly horrid, despite that it pushed my head down and probably gave me this current, minor neck pain, but I have watched many crime shows, particularly CSI, and therefore have many images of cracked skulls, and how life-threatening they can be.
So, I sit here now, writing this to... Probably myself later on, with a sudden, booming headache, and slight neck pain, worrying that should I fall asleep I shall not wake up. 
Goddammit I'm an idiot. |I

CSS by Silence-From-Below Art by marikire
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: The purring of my cat, Lily.

CAUSE, i'm stupid sadistic and suicidal, hard to accept and that's the whole idea behind my motivations,

now is the part for the RADIO STATION

  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: 3s' - MSI
  • Playing: SkinWalker
  • Eating: nothing, my throat is scratchy as hell
  • Drinking: coffee
Your Tsundere side:

[] You come off as tough and confident on the outside, when you are actually soft and emotional on the inside.
[] You often hide your true feelings for someone.
[] You are caring but deny it when someone tells it to you. (Sometimes, sometimes not; I usually blow it off casually ^^')
[] You are protective.
[ ] When someone bugs you, you tell them right away strongly, but are still on the inside worried that you've hurt them. 
[] You are easily embarrassed.
[] Compliments make you feel awkward and you always deny them.
[] You tease and bully the one you love to hide your feelings. (More like tease than bully--)
[ ] You can be violent at times.
[] You may hurt people a lot, but regret it right away. (Usually by not responding to texts or things because I'm busy D: )
[ ] When people say Thank You, you often reply by saying it was for yourself. 
[] You never cry in front of others.

:iconiggyisblushingplz: Total: 9

Your Yandere side:

[♥]You are often loving, caring, sweet - until someone upsets you badly.
[♥]When angry, you're normally hide it until the time for revenge is right. 
[♥]You can at times, be obsessive.
[ ]People have said you are "two-faced".
[♥]People tell you you're nice, but can be creepy at times.
[ ]You scare the crap out of your friends when you get upset.
[ ]People find it weird to see you do anything other than gentle and smiling.
[♥]When you're upset, sometimes you still smile, even when saying something harsh.
[ ]You can get very violent. 
[♥]You love to help people, but often love to help yourself more. (Isn't this true of most people?)
[♥]You like slow, sweet, but twisted songs.
[♥]You like colors like dark blue or light red.

:iconrussiasweetsmileplz: Total: 8

Your Kuudere side

[♥]You don't show your emotions to others.
[♥]You hide your true feelings.
[ ]When you become close to someone, you slowly open up.
[ ]Although you don't show it, you are easily made happy.
[♥]You care for others a lot, still you don't show it.
[ ]People think you are mysterious.
[♥]You can be shy. 
[ ]You aren't very loud, rather silent.
[♥]You know who to trust and who not to.
[♥]You choose your friends wisely.
[ ]You like simple colors, like light purple or white.
[♥]You are rather mature.

:iconnotouchyjapan2plz: Total: 7

Your Dandere side:

[ ]You are a shy person.
[ ]You are quiet and don't speak up for yourself. 
[♥]You look down instead of straight forwards when walking. (Sometimes)
[ ]You sometimes go to extreme levels just to get out of public speaking.
[ ]You have stage fright. 
[ ]You are stoic and not very open.
[ ]You hide yourself with your hair at times.
[♥]Your face starts boiling when speaking with others. (Haaa, so annoying, but it does happen--)
[ ]You speak very quietly in case you say something silly or you sound weird. 
[ ]You are afraid of meeting new people. 
[♥]You are a hard worker. 
[♥]You do not have as many friendships as others, but those you do have, you cherish very much.

:iconcanadaukeplz: Total: 4

Your Loli/Shota side:

[♥]You tilt your head when you're confused. 
[♥]You love sweets and cute things. 
[/]You are often confused and lost in conversations with your friends. (Depends on if I'm daydreaming/being absent-minded)
[♥]You blush simply thinking of sexual things. 
[♥]People often call you cute. 
[♥]You care a lot about your friends.
[♥]You embarrass yourself a lot with silly question or statements.
[♥]You like bright, soft colors.
[ ]You enjoy listening to cute, sweet, gentle songs.
[ ]You add things to the end of your friend's names 
[ ]People often say "aww" when you've done something clumsy/silly. 
[♥]You like anime/movies about romance, love and friendship.

:iconitalyistoohappyplz: Total: 8 1/2


-- And I was almost a yandere and a loli too //shot
come check out *if your into this stuff* the new group i made called the button popers
4 of these was someone's fault >.>
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: FAT UNICORNS
  • Reading: TOILETS
  • Watching: TOILETS
  • Playing: TOILETS
  • Eating: TOILETS
  • Drinking: TOILETS

Hey, there,Hi! 

This deviant,:iconyanahiro: is holding commissions.  Her art is full of colors and originality and great style! La la la la 

Here are some of her works:

Cambridge Fox by YanaHiro     Sunshine Hair by YanaHiro     Clarice by YanaHiro     Celeste by YanaHiro

If you're interested, you should check it out.

Note me with something/anything you've wanted to say to me, but were afraid I'd be mad/sad/would hate you. Be totally honest.
And I can only reply to it or bring it up if you say that it's alright.


I keep seeing people going on about a bunch of people wanting to suicide or self harm, and it makes me sick. Those are two of the worst things you could do. It hurts not just you, but everyone around you. If you ever ever come to me with thoughts of self harm or suicide, be prepared for a reprimand, because I will not stand for it. There's no reason for it. None. Talk to someone, you selfish people. Talk to a counsellor. 
Instead of posting about it on the internet go out and seek help.
And before someone says something about depression and crap, don't waste your time. Just don't. The amount of things that others go through day after day and still not become depressed are more than some breakup, or a sudden kick to the ego.
Some people aren't right in life. They feel like they're great, they tell people they're great, but there's always something underlying. Those are the people to be concerned for. Not the self harming people who do the little kitty scratches and post it all over their accounts. That's not the same damn thing, darlings, so don't even attempt to tell me 'but they're going through a hard time' or some such.

Okay now I wait for the butt hurt.
  • Mood: Amazed
  • Listening to: Don't Say Lazy - After School Teatime

In my humble opinion...

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 19, 2014, 12:03 AM's about time dA started clearing out all the dead accounts.

Stay tuned! :teevee:

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  • Mood: Spring Fever
  • Listening to: 80's synthpop
  • Reading: Game of Thrones
  • Playing: with your heart
  • Eating: A tomato
  • Drinking: Cold tea