So In All Seriousness, I Need Help

I can't go into the specifics, but I and my family have been dealing with domestic abuse for roughly the past 20 + years and it has finally come to the point where we're going to be leaving. It's going to be a process of several months, but in the meantime my mother has encouraged me to start saving up so that I can provide for myself at least and have money put away for college, which I will be attending this coming fall.

The help part of this journal is not an attempt at self-advertising. I want to be able to help my mother and family as much as I possibly can. I want to start doing regular commissions as a part of this process so that I can get a head-start. All my commissions are open, and even if you can't buy anything off me I ask that you please share this journal. This has been a long time coming and I've considered reaching out before, but I've always felt like it was only self-advertising? It still does, kind of, but this time around I feel a very strong need to at least make you all aware of what is going on on my side of the screen. 

So to reiterate; things are hectic, I need help. At a later date I promise I'll provide more details regarding the situation, but presently it's not something I'm able to do. All I need is for you guys to pass this journal around, along with my commissions journal which I'll be providing below. 

You guys are the best and I cannot thank you enough just for taking your time to read this. I wish there was more I could tell you right now. ;~;

Commissions journal for reference: <da:thumb id="633861863"/>

EDIT: A huge thank you to everyone not only for sharing the journal but for all of your encouraging words. I'm so moved by all of your support and, honestly, it's almost overwhelming. I can't be thankful enough for all that you've done over the past week. I'll try to find the time to reply to each one of you guys individually soon, it's been a whirlwind of a week.