As I close my eyes I see that long hallway,
Leading to three memorized bedrooms,
One of which we sat together,
Laughing and smiling while we were still in love.

I remember the Backyard,
The garage where we sat and smoked pot until we were laughing too hard to take any more hits,
The picnic table where so many secrets were revealed over so many cigarettes,
The always cut and green grass, with a blanket thrown out over it where we sat, looking at the stars.

So many memories and so many good times,
But that was so long ago and I have long since given up,
Given up on trying to keep the relationship alive,
Given up on trying to get you to keep your promises.

You always called me your Angel and i can't believe i called you mine,
I remember the phone call with the tears during your horrible breakup with your love,
I remember the moment you asked me to be yours,
And I agreed, of course, because i had been waiting for it.

But when that all happened i was so oblivious to what would happen next,
The phone stopped ringing,
My heart started to break day by day,
The love was gone and I refused to see that.

I was seeing through a bloody looking-glass,
The tears began to arise from their silent slumber,
And as i cried myself to sleep,
You were the one always on my mind.

So tonight I sit here,
Avoiding the truth.

Tonight I sit here,
Humming our bittersweet Melody.