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Well here's your update.
I went to the doctor again today, as from Monday I began to have pain in my joints, especially when they were bent. When bent, anywhere past the joint would get cold and cramped due to the reduction of blood getting past the joint... I guess my blood pressure is/was too low to help the blood to properly pass the joints.
Between then and Wednesday, these pains worsened and spread from the joints to all over my body. By Thursday((yesterday)), the pains were now affecting me without any real trigger, and had gotten worse still.
So..yeah. Because of all of this, I got taken to the doctor today. Basically, there's no specific diagnosis without me getting a blood test done. They're checking 6 different things, I cant remember most of them, but I know that CBC and ANA are two of them. Whatever they stand for. 8I
I got the blood test done already, but now I have to wait for the results. :l I'll update you guys when I get them, so please bear with me until then... QQ
On another note, my sister, sitanokoneko, came with me to the doctor to get her own blood test results. It's confirmed that she has MCTD ((Mixed Connective Tissue Disease)), but at the present, we have yet to find out the exact type, so for now it's diagnosed as /UCTD/ ((Unconfirmed Connective Tissue Disease....?)). This is truly serious, as it could render her just about unable to draw. QAQ So we((she and myself)) are really worried... Since drawing is her life... QMQ
That's about all I have to say...
- Melanthriel
Well here's your update.
I went to the doctor again today, as from Monday I began to have pain in my joints, especially when they were bent. When bent, anywhere past the joint would get cold and cramped due to the reduction of blood getting past the joint... I guess my blood pressure is/was too low to help the blood to properly pass the joints.
Between then and Wednesday, these pains worsened and spread from the joints to all over my body. By Thursday((yesterday)), the pains were now affecting me without any real trigger, and had gotten worse still.
So..yeah. Because of all of this, I got taken to the doctor today. Basically, there's no specific diagnosis without me getting a blood test done. They're checking 6 different things, I cant remember most of them, but I know that CBC and ANA are two of them. Whatever they stand for. 8I
I got the blood test done already, but now I have to wait for the results. :l I'll update you guys when I get them, so please bear with me until then... QQ
On another note, my sister, sitanokoneko, came with me to the doctor to get her own blood test results. It's confirmed that she has MCTD ((Mixed Connective Tissue Disease)), but at the present, we have yet to find out the exact type, so for now it's diagnosed as /UCTD/ ((Unconfirmed Connective Tissue Disease....?)). This is truly serious, as it could render her just about unable to draw. QAQ So we((she and myself)) are really worried... Since drawing is her life... QMQ
That's about all I have to say...
- Melanthriel
10th January 2019
overdue update time
okay so since the new year ive actually gotten knocked clean off of my plans w h e e z e
from dec 31st to around jan 5th i was really really ill physically (bad anaemia, severe nausea, etc) then the 7th was the fourth anniversary of and idk i took it harder this year for some reason?? i kept reliving that moment when my mom got the news and also kind of reliving the funeral preparations and the funeral itself, but i was mostly trapped in the moment of the news. and though its been 3 days since then, i'm still pretty out of it and i'm also still not that great physically ~imsotiredcryplz (https://www.deviantart.com/imsotiredcryplz)
now i have a backlog of art
21:46 | 2018/11/21
I've wanted to write up a journal entry for the longest while now - I mean, my last one was in April - and...just never did. Using the status updates proved easier and more efficient for my random, brief, spur-of-the-moment updates. 🤷
Plus, I missed having fancy journals whether through skins or icons, and I've been too tired to manually format anything.
Basically, things have been more or less the same? I still have bad depression, I still have bad anxiety, I still have fluctuating physical pain issues, I'm still perpetually exhausted and have hypersomnia of the sorts, I'm still struggling to keep up in college, I'm still strugglin
somewhat an update?????????????
good afternoon im typing this in java class again lol
dw im paying attention just not 100%
anyway uh
quick run down since february?:
still not well. at all. been mostly physical issues but since last few weeks been extremely depressed and overwhelmed!!!!!!!!!!!!
had a lot of breakdowns etc, had a rly bad one on the 18th/19th of march (i cant remember if it was before or after midnight lmao) and. make a quick non-serious suicide attempt, got placed more or less under house arrest (ie have to be in someones presence 24/7) in exchange for not going to hospital AHAHAHAH
spent birthday being overwhelmed by people's kindness spam and also
welp.
im not ok.
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..................... XC i hate ur body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!! Y U MEKIN SAMI SICK SOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!