Stealing kisses
it was an accident. I just tripped. I didn’t know that trip wold change my life.
I was trying to read. Unfortunately it was getting hard to do. The noise of beastboys  t.v. Vs Robins music was making it hard to think let alone read.
So being me I decided to march down there and scare them quiet. Even though  the walk from my room to the top was not that big, It still gave me time to get pulled back into my own thoughts. That’s probably why I didn’t see the door open.
The swishes of the door pulled me out of my thoughts.  A little to quickly. I stumbled forward into Starfires body. Our lips touched.
If only it was a second. Most wouldn’t call it a kiss. I did and well again. My body fell feather and Star caught me.  “Raven, are you alright?” Star asked. The only answer I could muster was to blush profanely.  Muttering thanks to star I phased though the wall up to my room.
I sat on my bed and tired to figure out what just happened. All kinds of thoughts and emotions ran though my head. I knew it was dangerous to let them run like that but I also knew if I didn’t figure them out now they would be that much more dangerous.
I wasn’t like that, was I? It was an ascendent. The kiss meant nothing.... yet......why the hell do I fell like this. I wanted to kiss her again. I wanted.....I decided that it would be easier to think in the shower.  
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About an hour later I was sitting on my bed. I wanted to get dressed but couldn’t get my body to agree. I had made my decision. I felt something for star. And I was going to have to tell her about. I had no clue how she would react to it. Not to mention the boys. ......damn this is going to be hard.
Just about then Beastboy walked in.”um raven its time for den....oh my god your.....naked” he went from green to red. “Oh god im so sorry.....please don’t kill me” I grabbed my cloak
and threw it over my body. “Don’t worry about it. It happens when five teenagers live in one house together....if it was on propose you’d be dead already.” I then flashed him a psychotic smile . “but it would be nice if you left so I could get dressed” I never seen him move so fast.
When I got down their, the only person there was star. Now is  my chance. “hay star, can I talk to...” I was broken off midsentice by robin. “Okay instead of ordering in pizza we’re going out, to celebrate me and stars one week anniversary.”   Damn I forgot that him and star ware going out. I steal am going to talk to her. I looked over at beast boy and he turned red again. “Dude why do you keep doing that any time raven is mentioned?” cyborg asked. Beast boy whispered into his ear. cyborg muttered something about a lucky green basted. “Okay me and star well take the R-cycle, cyborg and raven take the t-car, beastboy take your moped. First one their gets to chose the pizza.”
And with that the race was on. About five seconds later me and cyborg ware rushing down the rode.  “So raven why did you let the bb escape alive?”   I was surprised by the question. “Why not? shit happens” cyborg didn’t buy it “no, that’s not it...something up. If you ever need to talk, me and the rest of the titans are hear for you.”
“So you really want to know.... I have a crush and trying to decide how to tell her.”  The look on cy’s face was priceless. “Er..um...ya.... your gay?” I found myself getting angry “so what if I am....and no...im bi”. He could tell he had hurt me. “I didn’t mean anything bad...just kind of a shocker. So who’s the lucky girl?”  I found myself blushing “starfire” he looked almost as shocked as when I came out of the closet. ‘But her and robin..er...I say go for it.” and that’s when we hit the pizza shop.
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I had made it thou dinner. It was difficult but I did it. I wanted to punch robins lights out. Don’t get me wrong he is my friend. But he’s also can be a real asshole. The way he hung on her and ordered her drink and told everyone about HIS girlfriend.  Damn his ego.
It was 10:00 at night. And we ware all getting ready to leave. Then cyborg did something very nice. “Hey robin I need to get some parts for the t-sub. Its going to take me a while to get the right ones, so is it alright if raven takes the T-car home and pick me up later. I got a friend to stay with.” “Er..okay if you really need the parts. Raven can you do that?” I nodded. “Its also kinda lonely drive. I would sedgiest sending star home in the T-car.”  I realized what he was doing. I could have hugged him. “Yes robin. May I. The R-cycle is not very confable. I wish to ride home with raven.” that was the winner. “okay star, you ride home with raven.”  And we all set off for home.
I sat behind the well trying to deiced how to tell star how I felt. She sat next to me playing with her hair. “Um...star how do you fell about me?” she smiled ‘dearest raven, you are my best friend.’ was her response. “Oh okay” I said. I don’t know what I was hoping she would say. Oh raven I’m madly in love with you.  Heh I wish. “why do you ask?” I was blushing again “I was just wondering” I lied.
We arrived at Titans tower about a hour later. And to our surprise cyborg beat us their.  “Um cyborg,  you ware gonna stay in town. What happed?” robin asked. Cyborg shrugged  “Fix-it didn’t have the part I needed, he gave me a ride.”  “Whatever, okay titans I let Beastboy pick the movie.’ everyone groaned ‘but I set some limits. He picked what looks like a good comedy.” “I don’t like comedy. See you all tomorrow.” I lied. I needed to get my thoughts together.
Cyborg stopped me halfway to my room. “You didn’t tell her, did you?” ‘How could you tell?” “ she didn’t say anything. And that girl has a mouth in her.”  “Im sorry.” “It’s not me that’s  going crazy over this.  It took me weeks to get the guts to ask jinx out. It’s not easy, I know.” ‘ heh jinx is cute, maybe if it doesn’t work out with star I might ask her out.” “That’s not funny.” then he left to watch the movie.
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I had been meditating for about an hour when star walked in. “Cyborg said that me and you must talk.”  “Did he also tell you want we must talk about?” I asked. “Yes. And raven...” I prepared myself for her answer, “I fell the same way.” did she just say what I thought she said? “You.....you do?” “Yes I do” “but what about robin?” she looked confused “what about him?” “You and him are a couple” “and he is male” I stopped and thought about it. it made since that you could have a boyfriend and a girlfriend. Well I was over thinking the problem star came and sat next to me. “But if you and me are to date robin must know.” I nodded. That made since too. I laid against star. Her arm wrapped around me. and for the first time in my life I felt safe. “Star I think I love you.” she kissed my forehead “I think I love you too” and then I did something that surprised even me. I kissed her. And not some quick peck on the lip. I full out passionate kiss. We ware like that for about a minute. It would have lasted longer if beastboy hadn’t walked in “ cyborg is running to the store for ice cr.... oh my f****ing god!” then he passed out.