overwhelmed overthinking paranoid as if i have a sense that for a few hours some people intentionally turned against me while doing the Heist - the secret project that Abel mentioned and while i went through life constantly feeling that people think badly of me, that went as quite too much please don't think badly of me do you see me? i see you i don't want this to end here i finally have some possible head even though i feel as If there's a weird kind of bird holding a gun against my head holding a gun against my head 'aight overwhelmed overthinking paranoid as if i have a sense that for a few hours some people intentionally turned against me maybe i just care too much self-obsesed self-inflicted pain self-inflicted spirituality please don't think badly of me while i drink this kinda poisened kinda bad kinda really fucked up liqueur paranoid paranoid no friend to be there paranoid