how to be an artistLearned lots today about being an artist. Sometimes you have this voice or demon inside your mind... like an anti-muse. It plays a tape recorder telling you that you suck and your art sucks and your comic sucks and your story sucks. As artists: writers, singers, painters, drawers, crafters, sculptors, etc, we all fight it from time to time. I had a bad bout with it tonight. All week really, despite how productive I was, I felt miserable and hated everything from the sketchdump to the new comic pages to the sketches.how to be an artist5 hours ago in Personal Journal
You should redo it, the voice says.
No. STFU I am an artist and I don't stop. I don't let fear control me.
It'll come back to tell you how everyone hates you and your art. How the studies and practice are going to fail. Your art school failed you. You failed you. You'll fail the internship too.
But as I learned from some friends today. This thing fears your success, because then it is worthless and failed. It is you or it. I frankly don't want to, so I keep drawing. Tired o
200 WATCH!!!! :3THX YOU GUY SO MUCH!!!!200 WATCH!!!! :315 hours ago in Personal Journal
I feel so happy!!
I never get 200 watch... ;-;
But now I did!!
Love you guy and thx you so much! <3
Ttyl bye!!! :3
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I proved my love for my kittenMy kitten is quite small, and she slipped past me in the doorway. I followed her outside, and stayed behind her, I walked a quarter mile, making sure no cars hit her. I sat in the snow, in 3 degree weather while it was snowing, with no jacket, for half an hour. Eventually she walked over to me, let me pick her up, and i put her in my sweatshirt, with her head poked out, and carried her like a baby all the way home. I slipped on ice about five times, and landed on my back so that she wouldn't get hurt. But now she's safe and sound, laying on my lap at homeI proved my love for my kitten14 hours ago in Personal Journal
I'm so ashamed omgSo like like like likeI'm so ashamed omg18 hours ago in Personal Journal
I've been watching Undertale gameplays since I can't play it (internet issues)
And I actually like it omg shut up shut up shut up-
It's cute OOOOOO
Now you can expect art of it from me without a whole damn rant in the description lmao
Coming soonCOMING SOONComing soon23 hours ago in Personal Journal
-Valentine's Day Special
-Hint: A Common Canon Shipping
-Hint: Grump, Sheep, and Pink
-THE ULTIMATE GROUP PICTURE (100 OCs)
(To try to redeem myself from all the headshot challenges I cancelled)
First part of the wip completed:
PESTILENTIAL MIST - journal No2 of 2-2016PESTILENTIAL MIST - journal No2 of 2-201611 hours ago in Personal Journal
you can find all these incredible artworks and much more in my news article 2-2016
Tell me about your demons
please give your comments there for more attention in the community
thanks for stopping by :iconbigheartplz:
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.I like how people buy characters that are like 1000 dollars and the next day they make a journal about needing to pay the electricity bill.11 hours ago in Personal Journal
thats fun to watch them get in their own problems
Trading CS/nonCSincl: kitbull, pillowing, snaptrap, waterdog, canterwit, fishling, griffsnuff designs, etc.Trading CS/nonCS22 hours ago in Personal Journal
a little unsatisfied with some of the things i have that i haven't really used so i'm hoping to trade a couple of things.
NFT is pretty much off-limits. I'll consider a minkin for Aviary Mars (grem2) and maybe a swap for the unnamed brown grem but that's pretty much it /v\
- anthros (especially hoofed)
- art as add-on only
Not looking for:
- only art
- non cs ferals
- 5 pnt adopts
please comment if you're going to note me so i can keep track !
Toki directory--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Toki directory11 hours ago in Personal Journal
Half manes: 1
Normal manes: 5
Total = 7
Half manes: 0
Normal manes: 3
Total = 8
Munchkin 10185 by TotemSpiritTequila 10157 by TotemSpirit
Neenah 10948 by TotemSpiritFlower 10916 by TotemSpiritPoppy 10196 by TotemSpirit
Watchers FeaturesHappy February!Watchers Features12 hours ago in Personal Journal
Someone did a watchers features, and I wanted to do one too!
Here is some wonderful art from some of my watchers
( p.s. sorry I can't feature everyone! I'll try to do this again to feature more people )
My room, my rules by NyuSonozaky New style by NyuSonozaky
Happy Black and White Cat by sockhiddenunderarook Little Yellow Mimicry/Hoverfly by sockhiddenunderarook
Sarah OC color by Reluuna 'Night palette' by Reluuna
My Little Doll by RaspberryTickle Miku Ink by RaspberryTickle
this about two thingsSo one, unisex bathrooms at target I'm rlly happy ahhh.this about two things11 hours ago in Personal Journal
Also I'd just like to give a shout out to the people that helped me get back into this site.
rawrimirm sirenkin insaneAlterness Monkitteh CandieAndFriends PREM11UM melodicsheep Chronuss 4quar1u2 and SomeoneFromGalifrey
Thank u precious babs
Do you want me dead???????????????????????????? XDFirst tag by PsychoMP <333Do you want me dead???????????????????????????? XD20 hours ago in Personal Journal
Answer the 13 questions that the person who tagged you asks you to answer and then write down 13 questions that you wanna ask the people that you tag.
You shall tag 13 others
Don't answer in the comments...make a journal yourself.
If you don't finish this in a week you have to do something the tagger asks you to do.
PsychoMP 's questions:
Are or a dog or cat person? (both or neither is an acceptable answer too!)
What's your favourite MMD model?
Do you love me? If so, how much?
Would you rather be locked in a room with the FNAF fandom or the Undertale fandom?
What do you think of genderfluidity?
Will you marry me?
Who is your favourite Vocaloid?
Which deviation of yours are you most proud of?
What's your favourite genre of music?
Who's your favourite modeller?
Who's your favourite animator? (MMD or
Why I've Been GoneHi guys.Why I've Been Gone19 hours ago in Personal Journal
So, uh, the reason I've been gone for the last couple of... Months?
... Shit, that's a long time.
I've been looking to move out of Jack's house and get a flatshare with a friend of mine, I can't mooch off Jack forever ))))
But yeah, I haven't really had the time to spend on here, trying to sort out everything that's going on...
I'm terribly sorry for just up-and-leaving as I did, but I'm afraid I'll continue to do so until my life is a bit more on track
Dunkle loves you kids, and I'll see you soon <3
So I'm reporting my 'boss'As it turns out, Ken (mean old boss) has been giving charters and bus routes out like candy. He's also placed several ads up saying they need bus drivers. Fuck this.So I'm reporting my 'boss'19 hours ago in Personal Journal
So I'm reporting him. I left a message for the District Manager and I should hear from him by Tuesday
I'm literally shaking.
the lady felt so bad for me because she said she could literally HEAR the shaking in my voice.
So, about things and stuffOh boy, this is going to be a semi-massive update from last time :'3So, about things and stuff10 hours ago in Personal Journal
Alright, where should I begin....? Ah, lemme see-
Oh, right! Everything is going great personally for me, no more scares in a certain department (note me if you want details) and such, so I'm rejoicing~ School-wise, I started a new class this week and I'm sure it'll be much easier than English Composition, though I have a second English Composition course coming up after this class ends (I think?)
Poo, on that.. But, for now I'm in Computer/Digital Literacy so I should excel in that, right? XD
In even more amazing news, CorailJay, EpicCheeseSandwich and I's Youtube channel (*ahem:iconHetaTube:ahem*) is taking off much faster than I ever thought imaginable and it's making me wanna freak out every time I check out the subscriber count and video views. It's insanity, a happy kind of insanity and I'm
Leaving Tokos - All for Sale, RaresA new hobby is eating up most of my time and I am unable to continue in Tokotas.Leaving Tokos - All for Sale, Rares13 hours ago in Personal Journal
I don't think I owe anyone anything Toko related - but if I do, let me know.
A comment will be posted for each toko to offer on. Reply to the last person's offer.
I am only looking for USD through PayPal.
No points, no Toko stuff, no characters.
Possibly open to art of my characters but I will be picky about that.
Freya 585 Tracking Journal
Has AOA and many slots, lots of HP
Starting bid $10
Sway 9131 Tracking Journal
Has AOA, 1 slot taken
Starting bid $70
Schism 9716 Tracking Journal
No AOA. Slate roan pied
Starting bid $50
Starting bid $35
Guess what day it is.. Guess what day it is! *drumrolls*Guess what day it is.. Guess what day it is! 2 hours ago in Personal Journal
DEADPOOL IS FINALLY HERE!! :iconimhighplz: :iconimhighplz: :iconyeahplz: :iconyeahplz:
Tommorrow i get to see it on Saturday! Im so so excited for that! Totally wearing my Deadpool shirt :iconsothereplz: :iconkermityayplz:
P.S: anybody excited for the Gravity Falls finale thats coming in 3 days? I know i am.
happy valentines friendsMy hearthappy valentines friends11 hours ago in Personal Journal
Anyone Need Tributes?Okay, so there are a couple of tribute sets here that I'd like to do in return for slots or USDAnyone Need Tributes?10 hours ago in Personal Journal
Examples of previous tributes I've done
EDIT: WELp I've already got more interest in this that I expected so I'm opening up another set
SET ONE - All Tributes - Attacked by Pirates
I'm already doing the tribute set for squidina's Pidge and Captain Hart and I would like to include another bird in the set so I can show off the aggressive side of both stryx and rider. I'm only taking one other bird/rider for this set and you have to be okay with the pirates sabotaging/stealing from/messing with yours
- tyto or corva preferred
- horned or commo
We need to have a funeral...*is curled up in a corner crying* We need to have a pencil funeral... I accidentally broke my favorite sketching pencil so its ruined, and I can't find my back-up green one... I can't draw like this dude! >~We need to have a funeral...16 hours ago in Personal Journal
what do you want to see more of???PLEASE tell me ;-; I want to make content that people like, but I'm just getting unwatches almost everyday. And please don't request stuff I don't want to draw ;; for example, don't request your favorite anime that I have no idea about. I just want to make people happy, but clearly it's not working out.. If you really want me to , comment for me to deactivate, because if you want me gone I will. So seriously, can SOME PEOPLE actually request something I can draw???? I doubt it anyway, all of my journals are pretty much ignored anyway.what do you want to see more of???23 hours ago in Personal Journal
Looking to draw pacas: freebieshmm yeah post a ref i'll pick who i want to drawLooking to draw pacas: freebies13 hours ago in Personal Journal
for practice . ^.
Let's get ready to Tumble!In an effort to keep up with all of the kinky Tumblr blogs I enjoy, I have created my own blog there:Let's get ready to Tumble!20 hours ago in Personal Journal
In addition to reposting my new works there, the blog also gives me the opportunity to potentially post alternates that wouldn't fly here on deviantArt. I will also be reblogging some of my favorite fetish posts I come across, so any fans of heavy gags, panty hoods, socks, and other fetishes may find some good material on there. :3
Let me know if you've got a blog I should follow!
Anyway, I hope to see some of you on there, it could give me another avenue to interact with fellow kinksters.